posted July 05, 2009 04:05 PM
I was initiated in Reiki level I yesterday. We were warned that we may had strange and vivid dreams in the upcoming days, pointing where energy blockages are...Well... I dreamt this last night:
I had to go to the Reiki course in the morning so I got up early (Getting up early is a sacrifice for me).
When I was getting ready to go, I started looking for my shoes... I couldn't find them... At the beginning I was calm, but while I was looking for them in all possible places where I could have put them and couldn't find them, I started to become frustrated... I tried to keep calm but I was becoming angrier and angrier. I kept thinking and thinking where else I could put them... but I couldn't think of any other place...
I even tried buying a new pair in a shop (right there in the house!!!) but there were none of my size or adequate (I could find high heels but I was going to a Reiki class!!!).
My sister and my cousin started to help me with no success (they usually help me in real life, they listen to my problems...).
I then found one shoe but not the other in the pair... and wasn't the one I was initially looking for...
My brother didn't know anything either... Then I start thinking that my mother could have put them away... because she has the annoying habit of re-locating things... of hiding them...
I was really mad by then. I was very late, I had been looking for my shoes for more than 30 minutes. I got up early to go to that class, I wanted to go and I was going to miss it!!
And my mother arrives. I ask her containing my anger... And she says "yes" completely unconcerned... She put them away for them not to be in the way.
I suddenly exploded. I started shouting. "Who are you to touch my things?! You are always hiding things! I was going mad trying to find them. I'm late for my course and it's very important for me!" She appears not to understand. She appears not to be concerned at all but she appears to be hurt by my reaction. I try to make her feel guilty. "I won't have time for breakfast now and it's all your fault!"