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Odette Knowflake Posts: 6897 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted July 19, 2020 10:11 AM
:edit:I will just leave this situation be. I still have absolutely no clue what actually happened here, but I am done thinking about it. I also don’t want to contact this person as I said my goodbyes the last time we talked, so if he has anything to say he should be the one to ‘explain’. I shouldn’t have to ask. Thank you all for reading the story and for helping me out!! I don’t even know why this has stressed me out so much, but I’m happy it’s in the past 🙂🌈 IP: Logged |
Odette Knowflake Posts: 6897 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted July 19, 2020 10:27 AM
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mir Knowflake Posts: 2869 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted July 19, 2020 10:56 AM
Very sorry to hear this Odette. It makes me curious in what sign & degree his progressed Sun and progressed Moon are currently? Those might and often (if not always) DO point to ANY significant change in life. IP: Logged |
athenaia Knowflake Posts: 1572 From: USA Registered: May 2015
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posted July 19, 2020 11:12 AM
Thank you for sharing all of this with us Odette. A very unique situation to be sure. The synastry caught my eye right away - you both have Neptune/Moon double whammys, which could point to why you have such strong psychic phenomena with him. Also the Moon/Uranus in the composite could also point to such things - feeling him even when you're apart, the dream world offering clues, tarot being particularly loud with this person. Curious to see what Pallas Athene is going in all of these charts? I've noticed very potent psychic connections with that asteroid. I also went through something similar this year - someone I was interested in ended up dating another person for a short period of time and the girl getting pregnant immediately. Quite traumatic. I would often dream of them and the baby would always have very dire complications in the dreams. We don't talk anymore so who even knows if there's any accuracy there. You're an old pro so you know that astrology cannot objectively predict death... nor can tarot really. The Death card is often not literal but symbolic of transformation. The 4 of Swords can just point to someone mentally "checking out" because they're so stressed (which would be natural for this guy who maybe now has to call off a wedding for embarrassing reasons that may make him feel emasculated) I don't know if I see death for him. T. Saturn on his natal Neptune - an abrupt and hurtful end of something he was hoping for/dreaming about. T. Saturn also trine his Mercury - he's getting real about this, it's not something he's taking lightly, he's not into frivolty or delusions The transiting NN is closing in on his Venus so love is a big theme for him right now. Eventually in 2 years time the SN will be on his Pluto. Could be some other sort of crisis in his life popping up then. Uranus WAS trine his Moon and square his own Uranus for the bulk of 2018-2020 but I don't think t. Uranus is going back to those degrees so he's fine there... Probably the biggest thing is Mars retro going back over his Saturn/6th house the rest of the year coupled with Chiron, so it could spell delicate health for him But I wouldn't necesssarily think "death"... IP: Logged |
Stoika7 Knowflake Posts: 1119 From: Rome, Italy Registered: Mar 2019
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posted July 19, 2020 02:32 PM
Composite Nodes are square to Mercury, and your Nodes are conjunct to his ASC/DSC axis square to his Uranus, this is why you have a psychic connection with him (where does the Composite Vertex fall?)I can't see transits about accidents to his natal, and as Athenaia pointed out, it's not easy to predict death aspects without a very carefull analysis of the natal chart. Transiting Chiron/Mars opposite Chiron can suggest he's going to face an hard decision that is triggering his emotional wounds and inner insicurities (Chiron 12th house square Moon and opposite Saturn), so this can be an element of depression and inner crisis. As transiting Mars will go through the nodal axis, he will likely "give up", this means he might accept the situation or he might leave the situation (I would need to check his Comp. with his actual gf to understand this...) Even though my guess is that he's going to try to escape the situation somehow, cause transiting North Node is going to be conjunct to Venus quincunx to Neptune and widely square to Saturn. Transiting Jupiter is going to be conjunct his natal Jupiter and trine to his Nodes, so this is a karmic configuration suggesting he's "growing up" and taking awareness through the current events. Your Composite with him is very difficult. With Chiron quincunx to Moon/Uranus, the relationship looks very platonic, and with Chiron opposite Jupiter/Saturn and Jupiter square to Pluto, you can have a toxic influence to each other, with strong control issues and manipulation. The Saturn/Neptune midpoint is conjunct to South Node, this would suggest "parting ways", and since transiting Saturn is conjunct to Composite South Node, this might be forthcoming. Based on this, I'd assume that your cards, dreams and fears might be related to a letting go that you need to get ready and aware about.
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 15341 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted July 19, 2020 09:52 PM
edited. I you, I'm glad he's okay.IP: Logged |
Odette Knowflake Posts: 6897 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted July 20, 2020 08:13 AM
Thank you so much for your insights :edit: IP: Logged |
Odette Knowflake Posts: 6897 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted July 20, 2020 08:32 AM
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Stoika7 Knowflake Posts: 1119 From: Rome, Italy Registered: Mar 2019
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posted July 20, 2020 09:55 AM
So sorry you feel like this. Please try to think straight! Transiting Neptune retrograde is conjunct to your natal Mercury and square natal Uranus. This gives emotional turmoil and huge mind confusion, you might get obsessed with ideas which are not real and make it big, so you need to fight this neptunian energy getting awareness about this transit and keep this malicious influence on your mind under control by thinking straight. Tarots usually point out to OUR state of mind, so again I believe that those cards talk about you, not about him. Keep writing here if it helps, and give updates. Hugs ❤️ IP: Logged |
mir Knowflake Posts: 2869 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted July 20, 2020 10:21 AM
Odette, you just shared a possible scenario with him which he can now see might be true as well. That hit him hard, very hard and he's feeling trapped now in a religious family, an upcoming marriage and a web of possible lies (his girl) and hardy grounded insinuations (you) after fully ignore/block mode while he was so desperately trying to connect with you but this "sudden interference" is now turning his entire world upside down ... "we could have avoided this entire hell hole I am now in!" (looking at it from his viewpoint now - he's angry too).He's really needing alone-time. IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 13532 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted July 20, 2020 11:32 AM
Odette!.. {{{ }}}. This is not your fault. It's the way the relationship played out.He made the choice to date other women. You seem pretty psychic! The news of pregnancy probably was very shocking to him. You told him a possibility (which he might have been thinking was true, also). I would have considered YOU a "friend" if you had approached ME with a situation like that. You had been "friends" long before he dated again. Tower and Death .. and 10-Swords is probably how HE is feeling about his life right now. Crumbled, and being Transformed. Now "Pinned" down. Let that be the 'psychic' read of the energies. He is about to transform his life. I want to say THANK you, for HIM, that you thought so-much about him to have worried. Some things are just OUTSIDE our control. {{ }} (He's having his Jupiter Return-- on top of his Jupiter on your Caring Moon.) Cap Moons make great friends. They are "the fixers" .. Take Tender Care of your Self, Odette. IP: Logged |
Odette Knowflake Posts: 6897 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted July 21, 2020 05:51 AM
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posted July 21, 2020 09:09 AM
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Stoika7 Knowflake Posts: 1119 From: Rome, Italy Registered: Mar 2019
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posted July 21, 2020 10:49 AM
Odette ❤️ Sorry for having been a little harsh... but I know well that malicious neptunian energy on myself! You certainly have a psychic connection with him cause of Composite Nodes square Mercury, so what I figured out is that your panic may come from his own panic/mental distress, but for you it obviously might manifest in such an emotional turmoil and bad thoughts about death and so on... Since you have this psychic connection, please send him GOOD vibes, NOT bad ones ❤️ He likely needs support right now, and if this means to just be alone and clear up his mind just let it be. Transiting Mercury has just passed the square to his natal Saturn, can you imagine his state of mind? That's one of the worst self-blame, self-punishment, self-pity, poor self worth and depressive transits ever. Meanwhile, transiting Saturn is conjunct his natal Neptune in Capricorn, with transiting Sun in cancer/9th house opposite to this, so he really needs to clear up his mind on his own and through a temporary "escapism" and loneliness. Transiting Jupiter is supporting him, I am 99% positive he'll be fine.❤️ IP: Logged |
Odette Knowflake Posts: 6897 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted August 08, 2020 09:48 PM
Thank you Stoika You're awesome! You were not being harsh at all. I like everything you had to say. More things have happened since then... and I'm becoming more and more skeptical about this guy and his situation... Long post coming up IP: Logged |
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posted August 08, 2020 11:43 PM
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