posted December 10, 2002 02:36 PM              

*Saturn r in Aquarius in the 1st house.
*Saturn conjunct Ascendant.
*Saturn square Neptune.
*Venus trine Saturn.
*South node in the 1st house also...

Does that qualify me as a 1st house person ?

Sometimes I feel very confused... I don't know if I marry or if I buy a bicycle...

love
Jakie

posted December 10, 2002 02:55 PM            

You are too funny!! What is your sun sign.

I think that I am a 1st house person.

Here is what is going on in my first house:

Pluto in Virgo
Pluto conjunct Ascendent,
Pluto Square Sag Venus and Sag Sun

Uranus in Libra
Uranus sextile Venus and Sun
Uranus opposed to Aries Moon
Uranus squares Cappy Mercury

I do feel that there is a strong competition with my Sun / Ven squaring my Pluto / Asc, but it also lends me the virtues of both signs. Uranus shakes things up and I guess physically, I do look like a combination of the three signs.

I am 32, but it seems as though there is a strong truth about Virgos looking younger. I still get carded when I even go out to dinner. I have Libra like dimples in my cheek and the large, full lipped smile of a Sag.

There does seem to be a major pull on certain issues, especially where my independence and freedom is at stake. I want to get close, but then want to run. Weird.

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"Loyalty to petrified opinion never yet broke a chain or freed a human soul in this world--and never will."

posted December 10, 2002 03:20 PM              

Ascendant in Sag (With a cnj. from Neptune), Planets all in Capricorn.

How does it feel to be a 1st houser? hehehe Well I like to lead, I like to be noticed, and I enjoy the feeling that I absolutly control every aspect of my life.

posted December 10, 2002 03:37 PM            

Pluto in Virgo:
Trine Saturn in 9
Sextile Neptune in 3
Square Sun in 10.

Uranus in Libra:
Trine Moon in 5
Trine MC
Trine Mercury in 10
Sextile Venus in 11
Square my Sun in 10.

Sometimes I do have this totall and utter Aries energy. Should see me drive or walk for that matter!
Let's GO and never STOP! With Uranus there, boy....Vrooooouuuuum!

Jakie....take it from me, GET A BIKE!

posted December 10, 2002 03:49 PM            

When I am going for simple shopping on my bike it is like a competition. Like I need to catch that train, passing everyone and I love it! Totally exhausted I arrive and cannot wait to go on!

Sometimes I am too fast for myself and I cannot keep pace with me. That's exhausting. And yes it does take most of the energy away from my Ascendant and/or my Sun many times.
I am a chameleon.

posted December 10, 2002 04:03 PM              

My sun sign is Leo...

posted December 10, 2002 04:22 PM            

Wow, so total opposition between your first house planets and your Sun? Do you find that you are at odds with how you feel on the inside, emotionally and what people perceive you to be feeling?

Mercy,

You are a crack up. I get pretty hyper, my friends call me a spaz. LOL... I am quick in my reactions, but I have learned to slow down because it took people off guard. I find that my thought process is so fast that I will come to a result or conclusion, but I don't have a total explanation for it.

I hav found that meditation, exercise and creative outlets (drawing, reading, dancing, etc) relieve so much of the tension. If I don't let it out, I will feel physically ill and just want to run.

Have you seen Saturday Night Live when Mike Myers plays the kid in the helmet and harness fastened to the jungle gym... and then he eats chocolates, runs, taking the jungle gym with him? LOL....

Okay, that's me when I don't feel that my tension is being let out or I feel oppressed. I am tied to something and I want to break free so that is where the exercise comes in. I think that my Uranus in the first lends more energy to my already energetic Sag sun. Thank goodness for the Virgo in me.

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"Loyalty to petrified opinion never yet broke a chain or freed a human soul in this world--and never will."

posted December 10, 2002 04:49 PM              

Usually I have an image of a very serious person and in the reality I am a clown. But people only know my funny side with the coexistence.

On the other hand people think that I'm very fragile and in the reality I am very strong...
For this reason I am always surprising someone, for the good or for the bad.

I don't make that because I want, I am just like this ...and I never got to understand why people can not perceive the real me...

posted December 10, 2002 05:06 PM            

About not having the outlet and wanting to run, well I always want to run, for no particular reason. Maybe not when I just woke up!
In fact I was just dancing with the MD in my hand.
Your right about meditation but I cannot seem to get myself to it. Hey but I can also get lazy but this annoys me and gets me cranky and then I wonder why?
Hah! Just today I told one of my colleagues (who is in her fifties):" come on, who gets there first wins the prise!" Well nobody ever wants to play that game with me! I wonder why???

posted December 10, 2002 05:31 PM            

That has to be hard when people get the wrong impression of what is going on inside of you. I wonder if you have the same type of integration problem that Leo with an Aquarius Moon has? My friend is like that and there I times when I totally misread his signs. He has a warm heart, but there is something that keeps him from expressing it fully. It is a hard thing to deal with. I feel for you expecially since I have that Moon opposed Uranus thing. It really can be a push me pull you fight inside.

Mercy,

LOL...yes..I understand about the race and the competition. I played sports for many years and I am still competitive with others, but if they won't play, then I just compete with myself. We have a tendency to push ourselves until we break, that is why I started to meditate.

It was so hard at first. I asked myself why I was wasting so much time on just listening to music, with candles and thinking about calming things. I have always been the kind of person with at least 3-4 projects going on at one time. I read with the TV so that I won't miss what is happening. I plan a route to hit everything as effeciently and quickly as possible, even if I have all the time in the world. The meditiation has enabled me to stop and breathe. I can think things through and think about beautiful things, like the beach or anything that makes me happy.

My former coworker used to lament that it wasn't fair that I can jump to so many topics and remember conversations verbatim from years before. She would say "It's not fair to put your work against ours. Not everyone can think as fast as you and do as much as you". I never thought of it until that statement.

Hi Cat / Sue,

How are you? I haven't seen your posts in a while. I hope that all is well!!!!

Lots of Love!!

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"Loyalty to petrified opinion never yet broke a chain or freed a human soul in this world--and never will."

posted December 11, 2002 07:49 AM              

Cat (I keep calling you Cat because it's so pretty):
What time where you born to manage to get Sun conj. ascendant?!!! In Pisces? Whatever, I can imagine Saturn doesn't have much of a chance to make a first impression!

Jakie:
My Leo husband has an Aqua ascendant. He seems to combine the two influences just fine - he's the most generous friend you can imagine. I use to say about him that he can go out in the desert and come back with ten new friends who all adore him and would do anything for him. Because His Royal Lion sort of gives the impression that he'll do anything for them...
Do you think Saturn influence your looks?

Foxxy:
Do you talk/think fast or is Capricorn keeping it all...well, ehh...well foundated?
My sister has a Pisces ascendant and I can't believe what a camera does to her! Hides bad skin and extra tyres, out comes a flashing smile and some brillant stars of eyes, she looks like a diva in all her pictures.

posted December 11, 2002 11:45 AM            

I was born at 6am, so that gives my the Sun conjunct Asc. They're both in Virgo - so for me it's difficult to seperate the two - I'm just Virgo
My Venus - also Virgo - conjuncts my asc by 2 degrees. It's in my 12th house but as so near to asc the 1st house can also influence it.

posted December 11, 2002 01:14 PM            

Yes I think Saturn can give me a seriousness when I first meet people but then my saggi moon kicks in

posted December 11, 2002 01:32 PM            

I am so sorry to hear about the legal problems that you are enduring with your ex. It just isn't fair to have to go through such an ordeal with someone that you shared so much with in the past.

I am doing well. I am anxious to go visit my family out West and relax. This has been one amazingly weird year. LOL...

Take care,

Pidaua

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"Loyalty to petrified opinion never yet broke a chain or freed a human soul in this world--and never will."

posted December 11, 2002 01:34 PM              

With the company I work for I'm the department trainer and everyone I've trained gets prepped with the "sometimes I get carried away and talk sixty thousand miles per hour so just very kindly ask me to shut up and repeat slowly when it happens".

Particularly where it isn't grounded or practical my mercury just takes off.

As for thinking fast I argue with myself sometimes. Just back and forth between topics like a gemini on crack. My boyfriend always starts out ignoring it and then slowly he'll crack up. And ironically (because he's a libra) then he'll help me figure it out because I'm so caught up in both sides . .

Sun in the first house is supposed to give very independant individuals and is associated with authority issues. Thats me!

Mars in the first house gives Lots of Energy, a hot temper, independance, and authority issues.

The more I do the more energy I can tap into, but at other times I'm just sapped.
I haven't been able to get enough sleep even with 12-14 hrs of sleep the last couple of days. I'm blaming the current scorpio transits. But much more likely it has to do with saturn. I'm really too tired to figure it out LOL.

I have neptune cnj. my ascendant too so I have just enough pisces to like staying in bed all day and doing nothing but dream.

As for my pictures they come out blurry, people tend to shift so that I'm barely visible, I look best when you can't see most of me, you almost never catch me smiling & yet I laugh all the time, its kind acool really.

posted December 11, 2002 04:51 PM              

Yet I have been noticing that after I got older , I am different.
When I was younger I was more serious, ( for the others) today, people already see me as I am, or almost.
Maybe I'm learning how to express myself... or who knows... Saturn is giving me a brake !

posted December 12, 2002 10:19 AM              

Pluto in Virgo aspecting pretty much anything and
Uranus in Libra Sextile Venus.

Several people have described me as being totally invisible or very powerfully present. My best friend said that this moment when I get interested either person or topic or whatever is fun to watch. As if somebody switched the lights on.