posted January 23, 2006 07:37 AM              

I think it's an important lesson I gotta learn this lifetime. ??

North Node in Gemini conjunct Chiron in Gemini in my 4th house-

My 4th house has no other planets in it- however this aspect of my life is very prominent since I'm a Cancer and are always worried about my family well-being.

Chiron the healer and the wound, that's how I see my home life- My parents made a deep wound in me (because they were always fighting and shouting when my brother and I were young)- However, at the same time they were the ones that taught us invaluable lessons, and gave us unconditional love-everything that I'm now is thank to them (specially my mother).

Any insight about north node conj chiron is very appreciated!!!

posted January 23, 2006 08:23 AM            

So in my opinion, NN conj Chiron means that your karmic task is to find the key to a painful situation. It means that you cannot deal with the problem the way other people usually do; it will take a special and even unique approach, there won’t be easy and ready solutions for you there. And the worst thing to do in this situation is to try and ignore it.

Chiron is the bridge between Saturn and Uranus, so it will take both Saturnian patience and Uranian creativity to find the right key. Duality is also a Chironian trait, so you may be required to develop a peripheral perception of events, situations.

Chiron conj SN may suggest that the native should refrain from nurturing old hurts and move on; a traditional approach to solving problems will prove to be the best. There mustn’t be two (or more) possible ways of handling issues, straightforward and concrete attitude is required.

posted January 23, 2006 09:51 AM              

Wow thxs a lot!! your explanation was great

Azalaksh,

thanks for the link!!

I feel totally like the description:

Chiron conjunct the North Node means that the native will create a way to live a life as a healer, initiator or spiritual teacher. The native will be completely frustrated until this way of life is found. This aspect always indicates a life of major importance in the karmic cycle.

A "healer" or "spiritual teacher" is what I feel in my home environment ((4th house))- And it's true in a way- I'm the one who has helped all my family "to improve", and opened their eyes to the spiritual life.

However, sometimes, this is a lonely position, but it helps me heal my wound since I feel better watching them grow as spiritual beings.