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Leo-Cancer98
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posted March 09, 2019 07:00 PM
  
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mmmm I have the Mars in the 1st too…and damn is it hard to control. I explode with no warning, many have been hurt through my…urrr anger - luckily I’m surrounded by masochists  But seriously, it’s tough. Not sure if it’s possible to control it…maybe sooth it? Anyway, it‘s in Aries.
My childhood was filled with temper tantrums…tears and harsh words - good times  Venus is also in the 1st…does it make me charming?  Mars put an end to that. But it does make me indecisive…on occasions. And I love peace, love and beauty…oh so Venus.
My Sagittarius Moon keeps me very calm, but aside from that, I have Venus and Mars in the 1st House too and I relate to everything you mentioned. Haha. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted March 21, 2019 04:41 PM
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Randall
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posted April 14, 2019 03:57 PM
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Randall
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posted May 10, 2019 10:55 AM
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Randall
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posted July 29, 2019 05:05 PM
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Randall
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posted September 09, 2019 05:26 PM
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Randall
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posted October 10, 2019 09:33 AM
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Hierophantom
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posted October 16, 2019 02:28 PM
I have Jupiter conjunct Asc in first house Cancer. My emotions are expanded by Jupiter.
As a child I was easily feared by punishment and autoritharian upraising. That fear went inwards (because I was not allowed to express my emotions) so I became a hypochondriac and fear of war and well, fear of everything. My childhood felt unsafe to me. Not that it was unsafe, but because I had this tremendous inner fear it felt life was unsafe.
When I get angry, I explode. I get angry very easily. When I am sad, I cry a river. I get hurt very easily. When I am fearful, I shiver and cannot control my movements and feel I can faint. I am scared very easily. When I am lovesick after a breakup, I am not able to go to work and have to call in sick for one or two weeks because I really feel sick. It is like my life is a emotional rollercoaster and I feel like my emotions run far deeper than everybody else's because other people seem not to be THAT affected by emotions. They just fall, stand up and walk on. I can't. I need time to heal.
But when I'm happy, I can be extatic. When in love, I can be flying high on endorphines. I get happy very easily. When all those emotions can be expressed freely, I just live on it and the energy of my emotions just has an outlet. If emotions cannot be expressed freely, like in an strict family environment or at school, they are turned inwards wich causes tremendous fear and selfhate/depression. I have learned to accept all the emotions and express it freely so I don't suffer from depression anymore. I live a colorful emotional life. And I enjoy all of it. ------------------
Mercury conjunct Neptune: Can I take a message? IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted December 09, 2019 12:58 PM
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Randall
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posted December 28, 2019 10:24 AM
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Randall
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posted March 29, 2020 05:30 PM
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Randall
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posted April 18, 2020 03:16 PM
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Randall
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posted May 12, 2020 10:08 AM
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Randall
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posted June 03, 2020 06:28 PM
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Randall
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posted June 27, 2020 06:54 PM
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Randall
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posted July 15, 2020 05:28 PM
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Randall
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posted August 01, 2020 12:48 PM
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Randall
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posted September 03, 2020 05:36 PM
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Saggy7
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posted September 09, 2020 06:59 PM
Mars, ASC, Moon and Pluto in my 1st (all in Scorpio).. all I know is I'm complicated lolIP: Logged |
Randall
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posted September 24, 2020 12:19 PM
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Eternal Energy
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posted September 25, 2020 02:57 AM
People are ok with my Neptune in 1st. They are also ok with my Cupid in 1st.But when it comes to Kaali along with the Scorpio Ascendant they don't feel comfortable. I have learned to keep it quiet and show my other aspects. Unless I find someone who wants it. IP: Logged |
Hemilla
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posted September 25, 2020 07:42 AM
My first is in Leo and the sun is in 11th house in Gemini, I am not quite sure what to think of itIP: Logged |
Randall
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posted October 14, 2020 05:12 PM
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StoneMoon
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posted October 14, 2020 05:38 PM
Neptune in 1st. What I find exasperating is that people see me how they want to, not how I may actually be. I also have scorpio rising, so I am not exactly forthcoming... but I feel like I am pretty clear about who I am and what my intentions are, but they see a different picture. For asteroids, I have pallas and vesta. I think these both apply. IP: Logged |
Travelman
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Registered: Mar 2011
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posted October 16, 2020 12:14 PM
Why are all these old topics (from 2006) being bumped?I have Capricorn Mars in the 1st. IP: Logged |
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