posted July 01, 2007 03:23 AM              

Samsara,
Wise spoken! It did me good, as well, to read your post.

Diandra,
Yup! I love synchronicities!
Haha! You think your personal issue is being a Virgo? Well, you're gonna love this! I don't know if I mentioned, but my North Node is in Gemini and in the 6th house, ruled by Virgo. So my life path is to transform myself from an Aries/Capricorn person into a Gemini/Virgo one. And if I think about it, I've attracted a lot of Geminis and Virgos (especially Virgo risings) in my life, so I can learn to become like them! Haha! I knew there was an explanation for me scrubbing the bathtub with such passion and delight!
Good luck to John on his math exam! I am sure he will pass it successfully!

Taurus,
I am happy things are flowing for you! You deserve it, honey! Gonna go check your draconics hihi!

posted July 01, 2007 03:24 AM              

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no, no, no, grown up girls don`t cry over men they only saw on film. lol

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posted July 01, 2007 03:47 AM              

My Isis square his Sun
My Isis trine his Jupiter
My Isis sextile his Saturn
My Isis trine his Neptune
My Isis opposite his Pluto
My Isis semi-sextile his ascendant

His Isis opposite my Pluto

My Osiris square his Venus
My Osiris square his Saturn
My Osiris square his Jupiter
My Osiris square his Neptune
My Osiris also makes some aspects to his moon and Uranus but I don't understand the symbols.

His Osiris trine my Uranus
His Osiris sextile my Chiron and ascendant
His Osiris semisquare my Saturn

posted July 01, 2007 09:18 AM              

GeminiLover

indeed you have a lot goin on there;but i think hard aspects are better to have,than to have none,regardint the Isis-osiris

Izo,
i was just kiddin about that Virgo Issue you know.Yesterday i picked up again my book of Linda about the signs and their caractheristics,well i dindnt red it a long time and i just laughed right over the all descriptions:it fits me so well!!
She says that Virgo women can look very fragile and a little dolls with beautiful eyes ( well this of the eye i agree,i love mine) but they can also fight for waht they truly believe and go up to the mounstains if she beleives her true love is there - that was certainly me hihihi
I red also about the Libras ( it fits my Jonnhy and me also;and about his Cnacer Asc...it was the 1st time ive red it and i finally got it his lunar moodes! - OMG - its totally him and his need for affections,love and sayin a thoussand times I LOVE YOU for a day hihihihih )

posted July 01, 2007 09:24 AM              

Taurus,
so happy that everythin is goin well with your guy!
Patience is gonna be my virtue frim this moment on!

Yesterday at night i sent him an sms a romantic one - it was 1am but i thought he would be sleeping like a rock - but he woke up with it and said he was having imsonias hihihi - im so bad!!! Then i got with imsonias too and then i dreamt we were in vacation hihihih

posted July 02, 2007 06:08 AM              

I´ve red those lexigrams you´ve found between your guy and your names.
Tell me how can I do find of my and my bf´s names?

Those lexigrams are really beautiful and did you thought already closely on them?
"Meet me in London" - "sned a note to man´s door" - "take me in a storm" - "meet me in dreams" and so on!

Have you already seen that youre destined to go and see him in London?And to trust and have no fear,cause "time is near"
Look,that could also mean to you leave a note in his dress-room door so to you and him see each other eye to eye

posted July 02, 2007 07:25 AM              

"Isis and Osiris are the most significant personalities in the Egyptian-Templar-Freemasonic Occult Tradition.
My understanding so far:
Osiris represenst the divine masculine elements of the Higher Self which on desiring to expereince physical reality manifests as 14 soul personalities. To integrate the experiences, Isis (Divine Feminine elements) also incarnates and everytime an Osirian Soul Personality mates with his Isis, that Soul Personality achieves unity with his Higher Self.
When all 14 find their mates, the Higher Self and the physical avatar attain conscious awareness across physical and spiritual planes. Head in Heavens and Feet on the ground.

Those who have not mastered their basic chart will not gain any benefit from knowing the positions of Asteroids Isis and Osiris (which are very subtle in their effect but will point to the best soul mate in every incarnation).

Also, no one will be able to scan a series of charts and check if these asteroids match.

If one loves with the full heart and is ready to sacrifice for the sake of the beloved, such a person will attract someone whose Isis, Osiris and possibly Karma miraculously intertwine with other personal planets and Ascendant."

posted July 02, 2007 07:44 AM              

i dont know exactly why maybe IQ can tell you that.
but being a hard aspect indicates it is needed for him to make more efforts torwars the relationship itself maybe?
What are the placements and aspects?IF there are DW´s it doenst matter if its hard or not ,its very good when they exist meaning that the 2 persons would feel the same intensity/effect of that specific asteroid.

posted July 02, 2007 10:01 AM              

I always tells him all my dreams cause i vivid remember them,mostly because he enters most of them.
His only answer to my dream was "UHAU What a cool dream" -
OH God ...this slightly shows how they handle these things...NOT!

posted July 02, 2007 10:42 AM              

Izo youre just too funny :P

Well yeah,at first when i told him some time ago i liked astrology he was like" OK...so how am I? hihihih - this was when i barely "knew" him - so i took some of Linda´s sun signs quotes and he just "Hmm..in fact nobody till now told me so much "me" than you right now and he got interested!
Now,as his secret dream is to be an astronaut and find another planets ( hes jsut so cute) im always kiddin woth him and say he likes space and constelations, i like to interpret how they influences us

He use to say to me that if we can explain feelings of love,than it isnt Love...i know what he means though..so I stopped quite a bit of tryin that he believes in these astrological SM clues.

posted July 02, 2007 02:43 PM              

sorry that I became so silent over the last day(s), but I`m with my brother, so I cannot use the computer as freely as I would like to.
However, I`m really touched by your words of comfort. They actually helped a LOT.
And I think I`m gonna go anyway. I just can`t stay at home. I can feel this is just where I`m supposed to be next week, in London. If I`m not gonna have an even greater anxiety attack before, which makes me turn away and run away again, then I will go. I don`t understand this. I`m such a coward, and yes I`m scared for so many reasons, the terrorist`s threats, the journey UNDERsea, the foreign language, seeing HIM. And yet, the only reason I can think of that lets me find the courage to actually go is seeing HIM.
you know I saw that video where Vanessa Paradis talke about her love to Johnny, and she said, that love makes you lose your fear and do things you wouldn`t have thought possible.
Well, I haven`t lost my fear, it`s big and frightening as ever, but for the first time in my life I have the feeling I can fight this fear. There`s something greater than this fear. This alone makes me aware of how much I`ve already changed. So, as things are now (if I`m not gonna change my mind again and the fear keeps the upper hand), then I shall be on my way on saturday.

I know that`s not astrologically related, but I wanted to let you know before my brother comes back.

posted July 02, 2007 03:00 PM              

we´re here to support you!
Yes its true that Love makes us overcome our fears.i faced mine when it was time and it werent so tiny - i did not "loose" the fear in the time,i was terrified but somehow my heart just kept me smiling all along with the fear you know its odd but its in that strange mixed feelings that we find what LOVE is.
Love is EVERYTHING - it has all the extremes and its worth it.

Look,think of your lexigrams it would give you courage in the moment you´ll need.

posted July 02, 2007 11:48 PM              

btw, the orbs aren't particularly tight. And I just noticed that my Karma is in my 7th house... at 5 degrees. Hmm.

posted July 03, 2007 01:56 AM            

Thanks for taking the time to respond. Oh, I do feel compassion for him, because I know he's clearly screwed up and on the flip side, I know how capable he is of love and what a lovely, amazing human being he is. He has strength, compassion, humility... he's so gentle and tender when he lets his guard down. He's perfect. I know it's partly due to his parents divorce and his mother and sister are very dominating, domineering types. His mother is also a 1st decan Aquarian like me and our Suns sit on his IC (actually, my Sun and Mars are on his IC and my Jupiter is on his MC!). His sister is an Aries. He's VERY close to his mother and after her divorce, she married quite wealthy and she spoils him to bits... and you are absolutely right, there are things I know that are lurking in his psyche that I do not know about and will probably never know about... I could always sense when I was shut out, when the emotional fortress was put back up and I always know how he feels about me... my Neptune falls in his 12th house and this is what I attribute to the keen psychic connection I feel between us and the dreams I have about him that always seem to come true... they are so VIVID... like we are really there (and maybe we are? who is to say?) and somehow they either turn out to happen exactly like the dream, or the dream is somehow uncannily prophetic in another way.

And I've always been given signs from the universe about him. I must sound crazy now, even for Lindaland, haha... but it's true!

I have had to turn away and cut my losses with him, because I could not go through another rejection. I tried and tried and tried to be open and understanding and if you know me in person, you know you can say anything to me... all my friends and lovers have always said that about me... that they can tell me anything and I will not judge them. You can't keep beating your head against a wall. I had to cut my losses with him and I am so vulnerable to him,. which is why we cannot even be friends or have lunch or anything. I can't do it. I just can't.

But I do wish him well. And that's a big thing for me, because I was so hurt and I couldn't understand why he did what he did, that I couldn't even wish him well for a long time. That killed me too. I don't like being a bitter, hateful person. I'm so glad to be able to wish that all his dreams come true again... with someone else.

posted July 03, 2007 04:07 AM              

I know you're scared. It is natural. Many things can go wrong. But... what do you have to lose?

posted July 03, 2007 05:32 AM              

" Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned "

though u dont hav to say sorry for ur oversight ,

posted July 03, 2007 06:00 AM            

I realize he's not a horrible person, just misguided, perhaps traumatized... I think h is my soulmate, but for another lifetime. I just wanna focus on forgiveness and letting go so that when we meet again, niether of us have to go through all this angst and heartache. I really believe that in another place and another time, we had something really beautiful together... and somehow it got sullied, and I probably played a big part in that.

I guess it's all part of our soul journey.

Sorry if I sound really airy fairy here, but I really feel this way strongly.

posted July 03, 2007 08:48 AM              

to understand better the "karma bonds" read all the this thread:IQ wrote many insightful things about it and i know that after you´ll read it,youll understand a little better how karma can bond 2 people and its effects and also its challenges look also NN aspects as well)
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/009192.html

DD,
Izo is totally right on that, i believe that apart from the fear,you can really take this trip - the fear will be there but in part i think its because you fear him and not the travelling itself doesnt it? - the terrorists wont do anything to you - just believes everythin will be ok,even better when you´ll lool to him in real life and see really what you feel.Who knows if youre gonna meet face to face and eye to eye? But you will only know that if you are truly there.
Not goin will diminuish you fear,but in the long run you´ll feel "what if.." which is a lot worse than thinkin" I went and i had the courage to face it,face my fears and also my dreams "

VenusdeMilo,
dont be so sad,maybe one day you´ll reunite with him in this life.When he facs his traumas and pushes away whatever makes him harm and traumatized?
But if right now he makes you suffer ( or did) and didnt do anything to change that...maybe one day heçll realise how much he hurted you and apologize.