posted July 05, 2007 05:34 AM              

I checked those transits (but I can`t remember the exact day, just the 2 weeks, because I was on a schooltrip then), but I`m not sure what to make of those transits; there are no aspects to ASC or Neptune.

However, I found this:

Tr-Kaali was opposite my tropical Karma and also opposite my helio Karma / Kaali (I just discovered that i have a wide natal Karma - Kaali-conjunction; not to mention that Kaali is widely conjunct my SN natally; in the helio this Karma-Kaali-conjunction is quite tight).
Tr-Kaali was also sextile my Moon.
Tr-Siva was trine my Saturn, quinkunx my Karma, conjunct my Juno (?) / dr Valentine, and sextile my own Siva.
TR-Siva was also sextile my sidereal Siva.
Additionally, transiting True Node was exactly conjunct my Anubis and dr Pluto, don`t know if that means something.
All in all I don`t see what could have triggered this violent dream / vision.

However, I looked up some Sabian symbols:

Tr-True Node / my Anubis / my dr Pluto:
A Woman Reading Tea Leaves

my natal Kaali:
A Famous Pianist Giving A Concert Performance

my natal karma:
The Head Of A Robust Youth Changes Into That Of A Mature Thinker

my natal Siva:
Children Playing Around Five Mounds Of Sand

my helio Karma:
A Tumultuous Labor Demonstration

my helio Kaali:
A Large Archaic Volume Reveals A Traditional Wisdom

my helio Siva:
A Delicate Bottle Of Perfume Lies Broken, Releasing Its Fragrance

my sidereal Karma:
White Dove Flying Over Troubled Waters

my sidereal kaali:
A New Continent Rising Out Of The Ocean

my sidereal Siva:
A Sunday Crowd Enjoying The Beach

Hmm, actually all of this leaves me more puzzled than before.

DD

posted July 05, 2007 05:51 AM            

Thanks I appreciate it. You and DD are both very sweet. It really was (and still is in my heart) a very deep and meaningful relationship. The most important thing is love and although that's more prevalent in my mind right now as opposed to how I feel, I know it's true.

posted July 05, 2007 06:58 AM              

hmm, I have been thinking a bit about how on earth Kyle could have triggered that vision in me. Well, technically he couldn`t. Because I checked it, the first time they aired Twin Peaks here, was about 6 months after my vision, coincidentally on my best friend`s birthday, 10 years and one day before 9 / 11 and exact two days before the woman`s body has been found.
I don`t understand this. However, I always had the feeling my vision somehow was connected to Kyle; just a feeling, nothing I could prove.
But maybe the fact that (as I know now after I found out about asteroids) his Venus / Siva is conjunct my dr Mars, AC, Neptune, and his Venus in Pisces exactly trines my Valentine in Scorpio and exactly sextiles my PoF / Anubis / dr Pluto and Tr Node in Capricorn has something to do with it.
Also, interestingly transiting Siva had been exactly conjunct his natal Kaali (and my own Juno / dr Valentine, but that doesn`t fit somehow) and trine his own Valentine in Scorpio (which btw falls exactly onto my natal Siva).

So, judging from the transiting Siva / his natal Kaali-conjunction, maybe I wasn`t meant to be the receiving end of this vision. With that conjunction, shouldn`t he have had this vision???
But how on earth did it reach me?

I`m more confused about that than ever.

EDIT: Hmm, if I look at that chart, it almost seems like there have been some kind of a T-Square:

17° Sagittarius:
Tr-Kaali

16° Gemini:
my natal Karma

17° Pisces:
my Juno, my dr Valentine, his Kaali, Tr-Siva

16° Virgo:
his dr Venus

Upps, it has been a Grand Cross actually.

On top of that Tr- Siva, his natal Kaali, my natal Juno, my dr Valentine (17° Pisces)
have been trine his natal Valentine / my Siva (14,5° Scorpio) - not to mention that this Valentine / Siva-conjunction fell flat onto my sidereal Mars / Neptune / True Node / AC conjunction.

So, all in all, following degrees seemed to have been important that day:

28 - 29° Capricorn
17 - 18 Pisces
17 - 18 Sagittarius
16 - 17 Gemini
16 - 17 Virgo
14 - 15 Scorpio

Interestingly the 16 - 17 Virgo / Pisces - axis plays also an important role in my synastry with that sm-actor. There`s this overlay of Atlantis / Vertex opposite my Juno / dr Valentine. Hmm, seems certain degrees surface again and again in my life.

Maybe I should meditate over the Sabians of those degrees.

17 Virgo:
A Volcanic Eruption

18 Pisces:
In A Gigantic Tent, Villagers Witness A Spectacular Performance

18 Sagittarius:
Children Playing On The Beach, Their Heads Protected By Sunbonnets

Love,

please keep your faith in love. I know it`s hard, but it`s worth it. Believe me, I had lost my faith in love, and this feeling is worse than anything that I ever experienced.

posted July 08, 2007 02:28 PM            

Isis is number 42

Osiris is number 1923

posted January 20, 2010 11:38 PM            

My girlfriend and I:
(me on left, her on right)

SUN TRINE MERCURY 2 DEG
SUN SEXTILE JUNO 2 DEG
SUN QUIN MARS 1 DEG
SUN QUIN JUPITER 2 DEG
SUN TRINE CHIRON 3 DEG
SUN SQUARE PSYCHE 2 DEG

MOON OPP PERSEPHONE 1DEG
MOON OPP CERES 3 DEG
MOON QUIN SUN 2 DEG
MOON TRINE EROS 2 DEG

ASC CONJUNCT PARS FORTUNAE 4 DEG
ASC TRINE SATURN 4 DEG
ASC TRINE NEPTUNE 3 DEG
ASC SEXTILE VENUS 1 DEG
ASC SEXTILE PALLAS 1 DEG

MC SEXTILE PERSEPHONE 1 DEG
MC SEXTILE CERES 2 DEG

DSC CONJUNCT OSIRIS 1 DEG

VERTEX CONJUNCT URANUS 1 DEG
VERTEX TRINE VERTEX 3 DEG'
VERTEX SEXTILE TRUE NODE 2 DEG
VERTEX TRINE ASCENDANT 2 DEG
VERTEX TRINE PARS FORTUNAE 2 DEG
VERTEX SQUARE LILITH 3 DEG

VENUS TRINE SUN 3 DEG
VENUS TRINE VENUS 3 DEG
VENUS TRINE PALLAS 3 DEG
VENUS QUIN EROS 3 DEG
VENUS CONJUNCT PLUTO 0 DEG
VENUS SEXTILE SATURN 2 DEG
VENUS SEXTILE NEPTUNE 1 DEG

MARS CONJUNCT ISIS 2 DEG
MARS SQUARE URANUS 3 DEG

EROS CONJUNCT PLUTO 2 DEG
EROS TRINE VENUS 4 DEG
EROS TRINE PALLAS 4 DEG
EROS QUINUNCX EROS 2 DEG
EROS SEXTILE SATURN 1 DEG
EROS SEXTILE NEPTUNE 1 DEG

JUNO CONJUNCT MERCURY 2 DEG
JUNO OPP JUNO 5 DEG

T'NODE CONJUNCT PROSERPINA 0 DEG
T'NODE SEXTILE JUPITER 3 DEG
T'NODE SEXTILE MC 0 DEG
T'NODE OPP LILITH 1 DEG
T'NODE QUINUNCX VERTEX 1 DEG
T'NODE SQUARE CHIRON 1 DEG

OSIRIS CONJUNCT EROS 1 DEG
OSIRIS TRINE ISIS 3 DEG
OSIRIS SQUARE VENUS 2 DEG

ISIS OPP PSYCHE 2 DEG
ISIS TRINE MOON 3 DEG
ISIS SEXTILE MARS 4 DEG

LILITH SQUARE ASCENDANT 3 DEG
LILITH SQUARE OSIRIS 3 DEG

PROSERPINA TRINE MOON 3 DEG
PROSERPINA SQUARE MERCURY 2 DEG
PROSERPINA OPP MARS 4 DEG
PROSERPINA SEXTILE PSYCHE 3 DEG

PSYCHE OPP PERSEPHONE 3 DEG

posted January 21, 2010 04:57 AM            

But this most be powerful? My isis Conj exactly his Moon!!??

posted February 09, 2010 10:03 AM              

i dont understand why all that anger.

seriously we all have right to believe in what we choose to believe.

you give more credit to planets - that is fine with me.
but you cannot tell others in what to beleive.

each one of us have experiences in life that showed us the importance of asteroids.

that is all and at least i speak for me,i would never stop looking at asteroids.they tell me a lot more about myself then simply by looking at planets.

that is my perspective and my experience.

as many are now starting to see the asteroiŽd importance.of course iŽll bump these.

thereŽis nothing wrong here...only you are seeing that...and astrology should be there for everyone,as it is.