posted September 04, 2007 11:02 PM            

BELGZ your picture disgusted me. It made me honestly vomit in my mouth.

WAAA WAAAA WAAAAA anyways, it was a nice waste of my day today, I stayed home because I was feeling sick, but tomorrow I go back to work. Not sit on my big fat ass all day long on the computar like a certain fat pig I know.

Whatever you guys write from now on I will not read so enjoy writing EVERYTHING you write from now on BELGZ! Tell me more on how messed up I am. Tell me more on how crazy and bipolar and adhd I am.

Scream to the wind, cry through your heart. All I know is that I do not give a tiny rats ass what you have to say you fat PIG.

The only reason I call her that is because I am touching her where it hurts her the most.

I am a crazy chemical IMBALANCED LIBRA SUN, with a LUNATIC CANCER MOON, and a psycopath scorpio mars.

posted September 04, 2007 11:02 PM              

every family member, every man, ever associated with me has told me what a fat, ugly useless person/cow i am, in one way or another, much in the manner of bipolun, sarcasm included. all my life...my father's term of endearment for me when i was around 11 was lardass. they still do, suggest these things, but i no longer listen. i went on my first starvation diet during third grade (and i wasn't fat, lol).

and this dynamic has consumed most of my life as well, that i should have been enjoying, not obsessed with frantically panicking over a few extra pounds -- with bulimia, anorexia, chainsmoking, excessive exercise and related self-destructive behavior.

since i was pregnant and gave birth, and had to attend to one other than myself, i learned that my body actually had to be nourished rather than hated, in order to nourish another. that i had to do this of my own accord. it will take a long time to undo the years and years of abuse, and i now have the extra pounds and curves that others, and i, hated for so long. and i love them, they are me, they nurture my babe, and my body is slowly returning to a safe and healthy state. i don't have to accept the hatred of others or myself anymore. this sounds a lot my ex-husband, and brings to mind the time that he "offered" not to divorce me if i would let my hair grow, lol. but if i kept it short, well, so long. how do we get into relationships of such loathing, unless we first loath ourselves?

so whatever/whoever belgz/bipolun is, i hope that he/she/they find a kinder and gentler path of love for each other/themselves, and others. hateful criticism only shreds the heart, of others and self; it only injures and destroys the heart and mind. it takes a lot to repair that.

posted September 04, 2007 11:31 PM            

:edit: Actually they're probably not the same person. It sounds like an angry ex to me.. He also posted her photo in the picture thread in Free for All.. and said something about having pamela anderson's boobs.. Belgz wouldn't say that about herself.. It sounds like a guy thing to say. I'm pretty sure he's just messing with her and posting her pics around.

posted September 04, 2007 11:50 PM            

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Are you guys sure they're the same person?
:edit: Actually they're probably not the same person. It sounds like an angry ex to me.. He also posted her photo in the picture thread in Free for All.. and said something about having pamela anderson's boobs.. Belgz wouldn't say that about herself.. It sounds like a guy thing to say. I'm pretty sure he's just messing with her and posting her pics around.

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Oh snap. It just hit me......perhaps he's the Turkish Libra?? (just speculation)

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posted September 05, 2007 07:09 AM              

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and said something about having pamela anderson's boobs.. Belgz wouldn't say that about herself.. It sounds like a guy thing to say

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It was me who said that

posted September 05, 2007 07:31 AM            

That's pretty disgusting.. If they're actually *not* friends.. and this guy is being a jerk, maybe he should be in jail (as he pointed out).

If that's the case and Bipolun is using pics from her photobucket, like he did in the photo thread.. I'm not surprised she deleted it.

I could be completely wrong .. and maybe they are two friends kidding around.. but Bipolun's posts sound a bit TOO nasty.. so I'm not sure about that.

Dulce, which Turkish Libra? lol

posted September 05, 2007 07:59 AM              

I have no idea who Bipolun is.. I wish i did! Even though hes on here saying nasty things theyre pretty funny. I mean why would you have it in for me when he has no idea who i am but seems to have only posted comments about me. Its also funny how everyones investigating whether were the same person or not or whether we know each other. About my pictures i intended to put up one photo but it turned out to be a link to my whole albul so i deleted people from my personal life that i didnt want to be on this forum which doesnt concern anyone. Secondly where is this so called picture of me hes posted cause i couldnt find it !!

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posted September 05, 2007 08:16 AM            

here's the thread Belgz: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum7/HTML/008204-10.html

The pic is titled: http://i229.photobucket.com/albums/ee156/Bipolun/fatpig.jpg

Actually, he made an album here: http://s229.photobucket.com/albums/ee156/Bipolun
- with 2 of your pics - both titled "fat pig"

LOL @ GreenFairy

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posted September 05, 2007 01:18 PM            

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Dulce, which Turkish Libra? lol

We're wayyy too involved in this hehe

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http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/012905.html

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posted September 05, 2007 07:02 PM              

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Users? If anything, in my experience, they get used...why? Cause they appreciate hard work, they work hard and are generally in a position to be able to help others out. If anything, they get resentful that they work so hard when others don't, then have to help out those who didn't put in the effort they did.

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Yay! Someone gets it! I have Capricorn Moon and Venus and completely agree with the above quote. And all of my Capricorn Moon and Venus friends [love them to death] are so much like that! We take on the big ol' boatload of responsibility, very very true. It matters so much to us that our work matters and is taken seriously and we love those traits in others.