posted August 04, 2021 10:10 AM            

The next major outer planet transit to my Tropical 7L will be my Saturn Return itself.

Even by Vedic standards, transit Saturn and Jupiter have been sitting in my Upapada Lagna, simultaneously aspecting all three of my Sidereal 7L, Atmakaraka and Darakaraka, after traveling through my 7th House, for the last few years. Even through my Navamsa Lagna. Nada! Practically evaded.

The last time I was in a serious relationship, I met him, after a bunch of other social flings, after transit Uranus (and roughly the SN/NN transit) to my natal Venus-Jupiter aspect. Or, simply put, during the short antardasha period of my 7L.

~what(the-f)ever~

I’ve surrendered to the reality, grown exceedingly comfortable with, that this life might very well be a solitary journey for me. The unspoken implication caused due to being an old soul - hoorah. I already live alone and abroad since I was 17, it never phased me to journey alone---I don't have many attachments.

Seriously, observing these major transits pass, even by separate zodiac systems, the kind that compel most of the human population (hence being commonly written about to anticipate), have not been applying to me in the traditional sense (besides obviously the one stint with Uranus when I was 22yo), makes one wonder, I must be here for something else (given the age people start to settle or implode through others)... Moksha, yes, I know, fine. Renunciation is pretty much out of the question (6th House North Node) already been there.

There’s deeply embedded karmic purposes to each our committed relationships, even our fur friends. If there’s someone meant for me going forward, I’m more than ready for DEVOTION. I would love to have some karma with someone....... all my friends in relationships, when struggling within reason, I remind them how lucky they are to even complain (the perfection of matching timelines with another) their chance to practice love with someone specific is. It's utterly divine.

The only relationship I’m “compelled” to commit (bound) to is my mother. I’ll serve her, our karma and development, til the end. My Sidereal 7th Lord is in my fourth house, go figure. That 7th Lord Jupiter is exalted into the Navamsa 7th House... which could imply a marriage to God. Again, fine. Would be hard to avoid anyhow. Even by tropical standards, my 7th House Ruler is in the 9th House, Aquarius Saturn. (Uranus and Neptune in the 7th, Pluto in 5th). No small pour of spirituality.. with others.

Moral of my story, transits "for love" don’t mean much if your incarnating karma isn’t person-centric---if your internal world isn’t by default externalized.

don’t quote me, just writing out summary of transits that didnt bring “love interest”

posted August 06, 2021 02:00 AM            

Love for me also hasn’t been easy. I spent a good 10yrs of my life being single as I didn’t meet anyone I feel strongly for. I dated around casually, that’s all. That’s during the period of my Sun MD and Sun’s my DK so it’s strange it didn’t bring anyone significant. It was frustrating because that’s the period I really felt like I was ready to settle down and have kids.

I only met my current guy when I was in Moon MD but that also didn’t happen until 5yrs in, during Moon-Saturn. Moon sits in my rashi 7H. My Moon MD is ending in first half 2023 and marriage is still nowhere in sight.

I’ve questioned a lot about my love life, like why is it so hard and am I destined to be alone? My relationships have the tendency to dissolve over time so it always makes me feel uncertain, like how sure am I that this is THE ONE? However, all the astrologers (Vedic, Western, Chinese, Tarot) have assured me that I’m destined to have a life partner because it’s my karmic journey… but marriage won’t come easy. It will take a long time to culminate even if I’ve met the one. The saving grace is when marriage does happen, it will be stable and good. In fact, being in a marriage partnership is my stabilising force, one of them said.