posted August 29, 2005 02:36 PM         

You too are an amazing one, so young, and yet so wise, and you really FEEL your way through things dont you??? I get a real sense of "knowing" with you - love those Aquas !!!!!

Yes we are lucky not to have allowed society/life to serve us with the curse of repression, OMG here in Ireland up until a few years ago it was deadly. My mother too was completely repressed and married to my Dad, who I know is a very very passionate one, can you imagine how it was???

So we are very fortunate arent we?

I hope when I get to the age of 96 I am in the enviable position of having my **** felt by a 28 year old man......what do you think the chances are??? Pretty high I reckon LOL !!!

Love to you

posted August 29, 2005 06:56 PM         

And Im sure we are all very fortunate things arent as they where only a few short decades ago,,, still, if I had it my way awarness of such thigns would still be alot quicker.

hahaheaha,,, at 96,,,SURE ! thats sweet, and cute... Hey , your naturaly born Plutonian energy shuld give you better chances Im sure .

Your Awesome indeed Sue

posted August 29, 2005 09:26 PM         

Yes...he and I had alot of long talks over the 12 years I knew him. He called me his barefoot girl or angel of mercy...depending on his mood and all. I often went without shoes...and this for some reason fasinated him.
He was a very sweet but sad man. He had long but very proper marriages but never passion.
That was the only time things became that intimate physically with him. I would not have minded if he had come on to me...but I was afraid I would give him a heart attack.
I know this sounds strange...but he was still handsome...he smelled great and had lovely soulfull eyes. I would have been honoured if he had wanted to be more intimate with me. I did not find him repulsive in the least. Perhaps I even gained some good Karma because of how I felt about him and other old people when I was young. Perhaps that is why I now have a young husband. I am not young...yet I find the gifts I gave of myself to those who were much older is now returning to me in so many ways from those younger than me.
I feel blessed.
I treasure the memories of my old loves now passed on...and it is nice to be able to share that after so long...
You know...that story of my experience could be called..the first time..the only time..the last time...
Spooky!
For it was his first and his only and his last touch and sight of a breast bared and allowed to see and touch.
Yes...he loved his mother dearly...and the nearer to his dying day..the more he spoke of her and how she held him so long ago..90 years for him...until societal mores dictated that a boy over 6 should not lay his head upon his mother's bosom because that was not nice and all that crap.

posted August 29, 2005 11:55 PM         

In personal e-mail tommorow ,,I will express more to you, in an sorta essay- all that I can only imagine that you must have been and done for that poor repressed man. And all oyu truly did for your self as well in such an act in intimate kindness.

Thsi is exactly why even before you and I ever said a word to oneanother you already had my respect, despite any rougher edges you may have... Your true soul and its intents are evident and obveous to any who realy wihs to see you for the glory and gift to Earht you indeed are.

posted August 30, 2005 08:43 AM         

Thank you for telling me you are brave enough to cry!
And I doubt it very much that you are not attractive. No one with your wit and humor and zeal can be unattractive. Your face muct show much passion about whatever you talk about in person! I'll bet your eyes can flash and your mouth make some wry and knowing smiles. I imagine your laughter is of a vibrant and memorable kind and makes your face shine with the sheer joy of even hearing and feeling your own laugh. I see you as having a long and thoughtful and pondering looks as you muse or wonder over things and memories..both good and bad. I would want to say to you then..whispering in your ear...peajie...a penny for your thoughts..you look so far away and deep into them. I would want to listen to you.
A persons face will show who they really are,
their voice further convey...and no one who cares and has the ability to love laugh and cry...can ever be unnattractive. Have you ever met people who to look at them..are models of human physical perfection? But the moment the speak they are clearly not as the eye and the mirror show? All a bunch of Dorian Grays....what dark tormented and even evilness lies there within them and how horrible their reflection of themselves in the mirrors of their souls. Worse yet in some ways...those who have only youth and looks and nothing to reflect but a manikin like effigy of a real feeling person.
Ok..I think perhaps I am need more coffee before I babble on more...
Thank you peajie!!!!

And thank you Magus..Sue..BlueTopaz124!!!!!!

posted August 30, 2005 11:49 PM         

Excuse me,
I must go take another look in my mirror....

"Mirror; mirror on the Wall.
Who IS the most beautiful of all ?"
"Why Fayte is you silly fool !
Now get a tissue and wipe away that drool".

posted July 07, 2006 01:32 AM         

When I'm Sixty-Four

(The Beatles)

When I get older losing my hair many years from now
Will you still be sending me a valentine,
Birthday greetings, bottle of wine?
If I'd been out til quarter to three would you lock the door?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I'm sixty-four?

Oh, you'll be older too - Ah
And if you say the word, I could stay with you

I could be handy mending a fuse when your lights have gone
You can knit a sweater by the fireside,
Sunday mornings, go for a ride
Doing the garden, digging the weeds, who could ask for more?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I'm sixty-four?

Every summer we could rent a cottage in the Isle of White,
If it's not too dear
We shall skrimp and save, grandchildren at your knees,
Vera, Chuck, and Dave

Send me a postcard, drop me a line stating point of view
Indicate precisely what you mean to say,
Yours sincerely, wasting away
Give me an answer, fill in a form, mine forevermore
Will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I'm sixty-four?

posted July 07, 2006 03:55 PM         

If you are reading this Peaj.....PLEASE COME BACK !!!!!!

posted July 08, 2006 01:27 AM         

Edit:
I spoke before of the double standard of some (not all are so bigoted of course!)older fellows who are with younger women.
Now to address the reverse situation.
Since then I have discovered a person who is just as intolerant of May December relationships as those fellows are. But she is a woman.
I am very saddened that some women with younger men are revolted by the idea of a younger woman with an older man.
I do not see age as an issue. One person here(To my utter shock!Very unexpected!Very unkind!) has openly spoken out on other threads about how disgusting they find older men with younger women. Only young men for them! Such two faced double standards! There are several Knowflakes very much in love with their older, some much older MALE partners! This person's attitude towards older men with younger women is a big ugly very unloving slap at the younger women here at LL with older male lovers/mates. I am very shocked at how rude and unkind their views on older men with younger women are.
Old age will be their worst nightmare when it happens to them. The day the young ones see them as too old, they will choke on their words against the aged they have so coldly expressed.
Someday even the younger lovers/husband will grow old. What then? Try and discard them/him for a new young studmuffin?
Only a selfish selfserving person would even consider that!