posted December 21, 2016 08:51 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
There's hope for us all.

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posted December 23, 2016 12:20 PM            

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Originally posted by DannyCappy:
Yes ❤❤❤

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posted January 11, 2017 05:02 PM            

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down
Before you met me
I was alright but things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like I'm living a, teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I, can't, sleep
Let's run away And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My, heart, stops when you look at me
Just, one, touch
Now baby I believe this, is, real
So take a chance and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever
You make me
Feel like I'm living a, teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I, can't, sleep
Let's runaway And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My, heart, stops when you look at me
Just, one, touch
Now baby I believe this, is, real
So take a chance and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be a teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be a teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight)
You make me
Feel like I'm living a, teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I, can't, sleep
Let's runaway And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My, heart, stops when you look at me
Just, one, touch
Now baby I believe this is real
So take a chance and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be a teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be a teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

Performed by Katy Perry
Songwriters: Lukasz Gottwald / Ben Levin / Bonnie Leigh Mckee / Katy Perry / Martin Sandberg

Our Juno is at 21 degree, our Vertex axis is at 21 degrees, our Sun opposite Moon also both 21 degrees. Transiting Juno is at 22 degrees conjunct Galactic Center (27 Sag, right?) and the Grand Cardinal Cross in the sky right now is 22 degrees. Our composite Saturn in the 7th is at 23 degrees opposite our Eros in Scorpio at 27 and transiting Lilith is at 26 Scorpio today.

I want to tell him tonight that I want to be with him forever. Up until this point I have been worrying with my mind. Pondering the March to April Venus Retrograde coming up and wondering how it will affect us. Knowing that we will be together eventually, if we both survived Pluto on our Moons, but worried that fate/destiny had more painful lessons for us in the meantime. But tonight (1/11) I FEEL deep in my heart and soul without a doubt that I want to spend my life loving this man. That he makes our family complete and full and whole. (I should mention my daughter is Grand Cardinal too with her Cap Sun, Aries Moon and Libra AC). I feel my emotions deeply today and I think he feels his own. Sometimes it takes something big to shine a light on our Capricorn hearts. I feel something coming tonight...

Could be!
Who knows?
There's something due any day;
I will know right away,
Soon as it shows.
It may come cannonballing down through the sky,
Gleam in its eye,
Bright as a rose!

Who knows?
It's only just out of reach,
Down the block, on a beach,
Under a tree.
I got a feeling there's a miracle due,
Gonna come true,
Coming to me!

Could it be? Yes, it could.
Something's coming, something good,
If I can wait!
Something's coming, I don't know what it is,
But it is
Gonna be great!

With a click, with a shock,
Phone'll jingle, door'll knock,
Open the latch!
Something's coming, don't know when, but it's soon;
Catch the moon,
One-handed catch!

Around the corner,
Or whistling down the river,
Come on, deliver
To me!
Will it be? Yes, it will.
Maybe just by holding still,
It'll be there!

Come on, something, come on in, don't be shy,
Meet a guy,
Pull up a chair!
The air is humming,
And something great is coming!
Who knows?
It's only just out of reach,
Down the block, on a beach,
Maybe tonight . . .

Music by Leonard Bernstein, lyrics by Stephen Sondheim.
© 1956

Tonight, tonight,
Won't be just any night,
Tonight there will be no morning star.
Tonight, tonight, I'll see my love tonight.
And for us, stars will stop where they are.
Today
The minutes seem like hours,
The hours go so slowly,
And still the sky is light . . .
Oh moon, grow bright,
And make this endless day endless night!
Toniiiiiiiight <3

posted January 12, 2017 11:32 AM            

I feel pretty

https://youtu.be/Ye7PIyIcCro

posted March 29, 2017 03:08 PM            

My Taurus tree
with sharp Gemini wit,
that Aries 8th House
where our healing sits.

How we communicate
they could never compare,
I think it’s my Jupiter conjunct Neptune, conjunct your Neptune in your third house, opposite my Saturn and Pallas conjunct your Mars,Venus, and Part of Fortune in my fifth house (your 9th house) Gemini there.

Your moon and Eros (conjunct my moon
and my Vesta)... which reach up to trine
my 8th house Mercury and Pluto, your Virgo AC...
fulfill me at a depth beyond space and time.

The Mastery. The Plan. The Story
that teaches me you’re my man.
It is beyond a love story. Stunning
in its simplicity. It's synchronicity.

It's a convoluted magical mystery.

Your Vertex exactly opposing mine
doubling the axis that conjuncts
our composite nodal axis
and MC/IC axis by 5.

Remember the night we kissed?
Filled with those musical signs?
“Almost 30 years” we had to wait
for destiny to fulfill our fate.

All of my favorite love stories
suddenly clicked into place.
All of my favorite love songs
right there in my face.

All of my poems dedicated
to aspects of you and me,
congealed into a whole
Masterpiece of We.

A quick poem could never do justice
to the Ode which is Our Love,
of which I am not The Writer anyway,
All credit goes to The Above.

posted August 11, 2017 01:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Mystic Melody:
He brought me over the folder he has kept for 30ish years that has all of the letters/notes/card I wrote to him when were kids. He still has the first piece of paper I wrote my phone number on for him.
The 8th house learning is HARD. But how can you resist stuff like that?!??

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posted November 30, 2017 08:29 PM            

This relationship s the most challenging thing in my life.

All this Uranus/Pluto action is just wrecking me. Both of us.

His Mars in Gemini is a p.i.t.a. for sure. His conflict resolution alternates between bratty little boy to evil magician when his defenses get activated. With cold hearted Virgo AC running the show. I love the high expression of those energies, but the lower expression (with his Pluto in the first) is a killer. He has nPluto trine his nMoon too.

So, I'm researching this full moon in Gemini coming up. His Mars in Gemini is opposite his Neptune so whenever the moon hits those placements, things get cloudy and tricky. Pushes my buttons like nothing else. This is how You (God/Universe) remind me of who I really am... *musical note

I went off on a tangent during my full mooon readings and started researching Saturn square the nodes in synastry and composite (that's us) and wow do I find an interesting LL thread. I am including it here.
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/222388.html

The nodes REALLY punctuate events in our world. The nodes have been seeing a lot of action in the cosmic weather lately and there are LESSONS TO BE LEARNED.
This weather isn't letting up anytime soon and the both of us have some hard hitting aspects to our own charts (oh Pluto in Capricorn over my AC, moon, daughter's sun, his moon) and there are literally days when I want to give up on life. Now, I was suicidal back when I was teen, but my spiritual studies changed all of that. Ten years ago I thought I would never have a suicidal thought again. Why hit the re-start button and lose all of the cool stuff you've worked for and start again at level one???

But Pluto is DARK. Really really dark.

Sometimes it is so dark that level one starts to look really inviting.

I'm ok. I wouldn't write this if I wasn't. I am analyzing myself. No troublesome emotional state, just cold hard logic at the moment.

But sometimes I'm scared of where I am going.

I am scared of where WE are going.

I am scared the lessons will be too much.

I am scared I am failing.

But, I guess that's the point.

Faith. Hope. Love.

posted December 02, 2017 11:07 AM            

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Originally posted by ariesdragon:
awww I hope it gets better and the sun shines bright again MM...Hang in there!

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posted December 03, 2017 04:49 PM            

I made a focused effort to remember that I can Ask and Choose for events in my life to be guided by the Highest Peace and Grace and Ease. I brought up things I've read from others here about "Twin Souls", though honestly that topic pushes at my "tin foil hat hippy dippy" boundaries. I'm interested but uncertain and often think it is some manipulation to take advantage of young confused girls in pain etc. I don't trust it fully even though many things resonate. I haven't experienced it before, you see.

But this ultra earthy man is listening and Grace is flowing through me/we and it is all making sense and I am talking about kundalini energies awakening and lifetimes and "runners" and....

I had been thinking there was a huge possibility we would end it completely this full moon. But it is just another 8th house Cancer composite Plutonic death and rebirth. I am still on fire. I literally feel like I am burning most of the time lately. I often wonder if the energies (and emotional/hormonal stuff) flowing through me is killing me. I tell him all of this. Often he wants to leave me because he hopes I can be happy with someone else. I don't think I could ever be happy with someone else.

Does anyone understand???
Maybe I'm just crazy.

Where's Linda when I need her? Oh, I am being silly. I Know she is Here.
I'm certain.

I have the sudden urge to read the beginning of Soul Unions again.