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posted January 14, 2020 02:33 PM            

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I can't find the lyrics online so I'll type what I remember:

They ask why I follow
what I can't see
Why I trust in a love
that my arms won't reach
I don't need you, don't need you
to prove it to me
I'll be a fool
Yes, I'll be a fool

Blessed are those who have not seen
and yet believe
Blessed are the hands that keep giving
and never receive
Blessed are the hearts that get broken
and keep holding on
Holding on for another day
Cuz that's what it means
To Live By Faith

So, I'll cry for your help
while the world looks on
And they'll laugh at my hope
when all hope is gone
But I'll just keep praying
when answers won't come

Am I a fool?
Am I just a fool?

For standing alone
while they mock Your Name
If your God is so good
tell us, "Why then all the pain?!"
I'm not sure, no so sure,
that God is to blame.
Don't be a fool
Please don't be a fool...

Blessed are those who have not seen
and yet believe
Blessed are the hands that keep giving
and never receive
Blessed are the hearts that get broken
and keep holding on
Holding on for another day
Cuz that's what it means
To Live By Faith

I guess I'll be fool
I'll be a fool

Here's a link to the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpiYz9vthUM&feature=youtu.be

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posted January 14, 2020 02:52 PM            

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The Taurus I mentioned above? We reconnected last year, then cut contact, then reconnected a month ago. I don't expect anything like this to happen, but he told me that he loved me. He doesn't live here, and there are issues, but it was nice reconnecting with him. He apologized for the past, and so did I.

Your guy sounds like him, even the part about reconnecting to his feelings (although Uranus is on his Sun/Moon and my descendant, and Neptune is right on his Venus). I'm not talking much about him, because we don't talk every day, and nothing much is actually happening, but I also want to respect his privacy. I think he might have a problem with me talking about him publicly, even though he's no stranger to message boards or blogging sites. I'm not sure.

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posted January 14, 2020 03:11 PM            

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My Taurus husband has Uranus and Pluto in his first house

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posted January 14, 2020 03:26 PM            

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And he knows everything I write here (and things I've written in the past) and loves me to write. I didn't feel up to it for a long time. We both keep praying for us to come out of this dark Plutonian tunnel stronger. This summer is supposed to be another doozy with the crescendo in my birthday month, September. Mars is on it's next Rx after two years and we are aware and going to observe what comes up for both of us. And keep praying

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posted January 14, 2020 05:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Mystic~Melody:
My Taurus husband has Uranus and Pluto in his first house

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posted January 14, 2020 05:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Mystic~Melody:
I succeeded in bringing my soul mate to the Light. I made my "twin soul" ReMemBer and isn't that why The Universe led me to Linda Goodman/Astrology and psychology and mysticism and spirituality in the first place?

I Believe it IS.

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Would you mind posting your charts again?

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posted January 14, 2020 06:21 PM            

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http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum35/HTML/005440.html

They are on the first page of this thread in Interpersonal Astrology

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posted January 14, 2020 10:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Mystic~Melody:
My Taurus husband has Uranus and Pluto in his first house

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I was talking about transits. So I'm just waiting and seeing how things go. I'm happy for you. If we got seriously involved, then I wouldn't hide anything from him, but for now, this is my place to be, and not a place for me to share his thoughts and feelings. My sister lurked here, and had a problem with it, when we were speaking. When I would talk about anything that happened, related to her and/or her husband (when he hit on me, or caused trouble in other ways).

Pluto is square my Ceres/Chiron/Sun right now, and has been square my Mercury on and off for years. It will also square my Uranus/ascendant, and trine my Moon/Venus/SN, when it enters Aquarius. I'm not going to get a break for a while. I'm just feeling very tentative. I want to stay grounded. I ended up in the hospital briefly, two years ago this month. That isn't going to happen again.

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posted January 15, 2020 04:30 PM            

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Oh yes, I understand. I think it is noble not to share his personal stuff without his consent.

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posted January 17, 2020 01:08 PM            

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I also want to say that things really are beautiful. Not in an innocent/easy trine feeling sort of way, but in a hard earned beauty sort of way. We communicate in a REAL way constantly, but also shower each other with positive love words and kindnesses. I have actually just become well enough to feel all (most) of my feelings again on a regular basis. I worried for a long time I wouldn't have the strength to open my heart fully. He just kept reassuring me that he would be right here with me allowing me to go through whatever I needed to go through and he wasn't going anywhere, ever. That he is going to be by my side in this life and eternally. That we are going to plan something easier next time around.

He is doting and caring and understanding. He has always been the best "listener" but now he feels comfortable to participate and add his thoughts so much that I have no doubt he is fully focused and understanding. My Christmas presents have always been thoughtful but this year they were SO romantic and DEEPLY thoughtful. I feel safe to talk about any feelings or thoughts, even the scary ones. We work on getting to know each other at a level most people on this planet can't even conceptualize.

I tell you this, dear Lindaland Seekers, so you can have what I never had... you can have the knowledge that there is a couple out there that has what you have been seeking. It does exist!!!! It may not come easy, but it is a reality. If it is your deepest desire, you will have it too. Keep reading, keep learning, be your best self, keep your heart open, focus your attention on uplifting things if you feel you are falling into darkness and study some of the hard things when you are feeling strong enough to do so. Pray for Guidance. It is there. Even when you can't see it. All those people who buy those Footprints in the Sand wall hangings must have understood it too at some point in their lives. Love the person God places in front of you with everything you've got, but love yourself too. And pay attention to those souls that seem to always remain in your life and in your heart. Be honest with yourself and with the souls who mean the most to you. Life is too short to be anything but honest. Be gentle if possible, but be HONEST.

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posted January 18, 2020 11:33 AM            

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posted March 09, 2020 06:40 PM            

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Bump!

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posted March 10, 2020 03:53 PM            

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Delayed but heartfelt congratulations to you!!! I'm so happy for you. It's a beautiful journey and a happy ending. I'd love to see wedding pics, though I'm fairly certain you don't post pics here? Am I remembering right? If you have an Instagram account let me know!
God bless you both ❤❤

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posted March 16, 2020 11:29 AM            

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Gypseeeee oh I look like a fat cow in my wedding pics. Mostly I don’t post pics because I’ve forgotten how to do it here and I’m a lazy Libra. My Taurus has love goggles and thinks I’m sexy. Lucky for me

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posted March 16, 2020 11:37 PM            

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I hear you honey, I'm lost on the pic thing since photobucket broke up with me.

I'm sure you were a beautiful bride, I JUST KNOW IT IN MY SOUL ❤❤

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posted March 22, 2020 06:22 PM            

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lol ditto on Photobucket. It was a beautiful true love on both faces and that's the true beauty. I told the small gathering of family members to that to take photos instead of giving wedding gifts so I have photos featuring him looking at me and others of me looking at him. Also have video of both. It is a truly romantic thing. The way we looked at each other and the way he kissed me was pure love and joy at our union.

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posted March 22, 2020 11:25 PM            

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You sound very happy. You deserve it!

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Still loving and dealing with Pluto/Chiron. I might do a post soon detailing all of the lovely present, I mean miseries that Pluto bestowed upon me in the last 20 years, but my best friend and I are still loving each other and helping each other through.
It is so interesting to look back at my single and searching life here in LindaLand after actually finding what I did a lifetime of searching to find! It’s a journal of my hopes and dreams that I can view and see that I did find what I deeply desired most. It came with a hundred side orders of crap sammiches but I have the partner I sought.
We have made it through the Princess Bride swamp. Hopefully? But we had each other to pull us out of the quicksand. Still loving and still Knowing . ♥️

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posted May 26, 2024 06:11 PM            

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I will edit this out, but I’ve thought Taurus might be lurking here. If he wants to know what’s up with me, he can contact me.

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