Loveher
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posted December 06, 2024 09:23 PM
  
I’ve had a really strange experience with this woman. Before meeting her, I would have dreams about her, and in one of these dreams, a character who called himself God told me she was the only woman I was meant to be with. We met two years ago, and since then, I’ve had past life flashbacks. In these flashbacks, I saw us together during the Roman Empire. After we were intimate in bed, she stood up, looked at me, and asked me to never leave her. I stayed quiet, knowing I couldn’t promise that. It felt like, in that life, I died and never came back. I also saw us in modern times, married and in a relationship. Sometimes, in these lives, I switch genders, going from male to female and vice versa while she remained a female. It’s like we’ve had both heterosexual and lesbian relationships across different lifetimes. I also saw us signing a soul contract for this lifetime..
Our communication was always bad, and we’re not talking anymore. We got close, talked a lot, and almost became deeply involved, but somehow things always fell apart. One of us would always get insecure, and either she would run away or I would. It’s like we could never fully be with each other. Now, she’s too angry to forgive me, and we’re not in touch at all.
What frustrates me is that every time I actively try to let her go, something happens to my health. The first time I tried to walk away, I almost died in the emergency room. I was so sick I couldn’t eat for months and lost a lot of weight. The second time, I wanted to leave the city and move on from her, and I got injured at work, which left me disabled. The third time, just last week, I decided to end it. The very next morning, I woke up, pulled my shirt off, and suddenly felt an intense pain. I could barely do anything all day, and I was in an Uber, almost crying from the pain, which is strange because I’ve never cried from pain before.
The weirdest part is that, before the pain started, in the middle of the night, I woke up to hearing her voice in my head. I wasn’t sure at first whether it was her or a family member, but then I saw her face flash in my mind as if letting me know it was her. After we met, the dreams I had about the woman I was supposed to marry stopped. At first, I didn’t think it was her, but then a spiritual person, someone with knowledge of such things, asked me to think about all the women I had met since those dreams stopped. I realized that she checked all the boxes: same features, natural hair color, same height, same voice, same personality, even the same child. The only difference was the eye color. I even had a dream about her dyeing her hair the same color she did in real life that same year.
After we met, every time we had a chance encounter, she would appear in my dreams a few days before the encounter, no longer as the mysterious figure from before, but as herself. And then, I would see her in real life. It felt like we were drawn together, almost like fate. The way we met was so improbable—the city, the country, the job—I’m talking about something with a 0.0000001% chance of happening, and yet it did. Everything seemed to happen in such a way that we ended up meeting. But then, things fell apart.
Even now, I feel like she’s always around somehow, even though we’re not talking. I’ve never experienced anything like this before. I’ve never heard someone’s voice in my head like that, especially not in the middle of the night. I don’t understand why my health is being affected every time I try to walk away. I don’t know what to make of this anymore.
PS I have done cord cutting with other people in the past. I would be able to visualize the cords and cut them with my mind eye and it worked every single time. However, when I tried this with her I was not able to see the cords.
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posted December 15, 2024 05:11 PM