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Topic: my chart - career and relationships. Please help.
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Ami Anne
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posted July 22, 2011 08:48 AM
  
I think one of your biggest challenges is this, so I wanted to mention it again. Chiron conj the DSC oppose Saturn conjunct the ASC.
Saturn conjunct the ASC makes you insecure.You feel super doubtful about yourself.
It gets better as you get older but there is SO much self doubt with this placement.
It feels like major insecurity is hanging all around you. Chiron on the DSC seems like relationships will hurt.
Do you find broken guys? I think you said you did?
It could play out that way ,too. Chiron can be transformed,though.
One must go in to all the pain as one would wade in a bog.
It is all muddy and dense but one puts on tall boots and goes forward.
That feels like my life so I understand 
You are very,very brave to discuss all this stuff and I applaud you! ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
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Ami Anne
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posted July 22, 2011 08:49 AM
What are you feelings about my last posts? How do you feel those 2 aspects?------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted July 22, 2011 09:20 AM
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posted July 22, 2011 09:33 AM
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Your Neptune in the 12th at 13 Cap squares the moon at 12 Aries so it is even closer than the other squares.Degrees make a big difference.Neptune is at home in the 12th so can make one psychic or have very good intuition.
This is good.
However,your emotions will war with this spiritual side of you.
Do you feel the pull between your spiritual side/creativity and your heart emotions like they are each telling you a story or one side and you don't know WHO to believe or trust?
Oh my goodness, you've hit the nail on the head with this one. I'm an extremely dreamy and creative person and I have quite good intuition too. But yeah neptune got squares and conjucnts from other planets so in the end, my bubble got bursted. I sometimes feel like I hate my dreamy side because to me, it's not practical and it doesn't let me see the truth. It takes great effort to keep dreams separated from reality.
I wanted to pursue a career in the art field but then my more practical side got the better of me. I used to be frustrated but then I found time for my art and still don't have to give up on my main career, so yeah, it's ok now. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 22, 2011 09:34 AM
Darling
I think the Neptune quincunx Jupiter answers your question--perfectly.
Tell me what you think  Also,you need an "uncomplicated" man such as a strong Libra lol
Where is his Mars and Venus? ------------------
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posted July 22, 2011 09:41 AM
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Now,I am thinking about moon square ASC.Is it really hard to share your emotions in day to day situations /the ASC
Do you feel bottled up?
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I am thinking that cuz your moon is in the 3rd-you may not be able to talk about love or spirituality ?
Do you feel all bottled up when you want to talk about these things?
Both of the above interpretations are true.
In love then it is not so bad, because I keep quiet and analyse my thoughts, get them in order before I discuss them with my bf. But in pulic or social relationships then I just keep things to myself. I do feel bottled up sometimes but my motto is: the more you speak the more troubles you'll get. So I basically don't talk about anything and I tend to "play dumb" or sometimes I communicate my emotion/thoughts/feelings by converting them into jokes. I confuse other people even though I don't mean to.
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posted July 22, 2011 09:44 AM
YES your problems with communication are all from your moon and it's stress.
It is not your fault.It is like blue eyes.You were born with it ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted July 22, 2011 10:21 AM
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Ami Anne
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posted July 22, 2011 10:43 AM
Ok if you want to go on to Asteroids,I will link the thread.
Before we leave the natal,do you have any more questions Darling?------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
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posted July 22, 2011 10:49 AM
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Ok the last thing I will do until you respond is your Mars in Taurus in the 4th quincunx your Merc in Sag(29deg) in the 12th.This seems different and hard on many levels.Lets break it down.
Mars is in the 4th, the house of the home. Do you feel drive for your home,your childhood home, early years,your mother etc
Do you have a passion for any of those things,in particular?
I always think back about my childhood and my childhood homes. It's nostalgic. And I always think about how I would decorate my future house, how I would build a little home of my own with my loved ones... It connects strongly with the idea of family and love.
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Now the Merc is 29 degree which is a weakened Mercury.This,again,is a theme of your chart,your struggle to communicate against many odds.Does this feel to be one of your major struggles in life? So the Sag Mercury is in it's detriment ,too.
So, you have several things pointing to this theme in your life. Man, communication must be SO hard
Now,if you take the energy of Taurus Mars and the energy of Sag mercury, they are very different.
The quincunx forces you to meld them in to one whole.
Do you feel your Mercury wanting to be Sag like--adventurous,bold and courageous? Does your Mars want to stick in the mud and play it safe? Can you relate?
Oh god, this is so accurate it's scary in a good way =) I do get the "bold and spontaneous" urges, which are always followed by the "play it safe" thoughts. To me, I think it works to my advantage, like the combo of Fire moon and Earth influence. With Sag and Taurus, I know when to play safe and when to do crazy things. I do feel like a Sag at times. Communication is hard when it comes to emotions/feelings..etc.. I express my feelings better in writing. Often I write down my thoughts and send it to other people. I especially find it hard to verbally express my love/affection, so I write letters instead. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 22, 2011 10:53 AM
The Quincunx's are amazing.Thanks for explaining that so well Pixie
The quincunx's kind of define us,I think.
For me, having to merge my Gemini parts with my Scopio parts has made me a unique person .I feel proud of that  ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
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posted July 22, 2011 10:54 AM
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Aww I am so glad you can talk to me.You need that badly with your Air void.
You have it with me as long as you need it.I am gonna go back and see if there is anything more to talk about on the natal before we go to Astetoids.
Did you have questions,areas you wanted to explore Darling?
Thank you, you're a very sweet and kind person =) god bless. I think you've done a very good job, extremely thorough and I can't think of any other question =) About the two different charts, like you, I feel that the one we're doing is the right one. Everything is so true. And according to some people, apparently astro.com is the most credible source. IP: Logged |
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Ami Anne
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posted July 22, 2011 12:01 PM
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lol this is my secret, aw Amie you're my secret keeper now =))Yeah I do have fantasy life. Because I give out down-to-earth vibes, no one has ever suspected me of capable of fantasizing about such things. But yeah, the practical side always get the better of me. I always want a stable relationship and a lovely family home and kids with a dog n all that jazz... I used to fantasize about a glamourous, rich life and at one point it affected me so bad I nearly decided to marry for money and glamour. But somehow I didn't, and I'm glad I didn't. Now my fantasy life takes the form of a simple happy home, I feel more at peace. Since "happy home" is a "good" topic that lives up to my practical Cap influence, I can allow myself to let my immagination runs wild =))
Aww I am so glad I have a small part in your world.I am honored.Thank you for your kind words.I really needed them right now, as a matter of fact IP: Logged |
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posted July 22, 2011 12:17 PM
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posted July 22, 2011 12:20 PM
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Aww I am so glad I have a small part in your world.I am honored.Thank you for your kind words.I really needed them right now, as a matter of fact
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posted July 22, 2011 12:21 PM
OK
Hmmm Virgo is grounded where you could be ungrounded and out there lol
That may be pretty good.If he is a Virgo Venus, he will be fussy with food.Is he lol ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
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posted July 22, 2011 12:27 PM
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Hmmm Virgo is grounded where you could be ungrounded and out there lol
That may be pretty good.If he is a Virgo Venus, he will be fussy with food.Is he lol
Gah that's pretty accurate. He comes across as very accepting and liberal. But he's dead serious in relationships matter. He's extremely picky and analytical to the point of insanity lol yeah he is fussy with food but he thinks he isn't. Doesn't like this, doesn't like that, it has to be like this, has to be like that.. lol it's annoying but funny at the same time =)) Yay, asteroid time =D
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posted July 22, 2011 12:32 PM
 re Virgo Venus------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
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posted July 23, 2011 12:43 AM
Ami may I ask something? You've mentioned that we should only put in 1 or 2 degrees. I chose the major aspects within 1 degree chart and the Asteroids & Planets
chart. But I don't know which column shows the degree of aspects. Please tell me which one coz I'm a bit confused now =) Thank you. I include the screen shots here: THe Major aspects within one degree chart: 
Astrology Ephemeris: Centaurs, TNOs, Asteroids & Planets chart
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Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 07:08 AM
I KNOW Baby.That site is super confusing.I don't think you have enough of the page.
Go back and quietly look at that site.
Just realize that if other people can navigate that site, you can ,too  It will show you the orb. Try it again when you are in a good space lol ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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posted July 23, 2011 09:06 AM
Every time I wanted to give up, the mental image of you waving a handkerchief saying "NOOO" gave me strength =)) Finally, after several minutes of staring blankly at the screen. I think I've nailed it. God I feel quite dense sometimes lol
pls tell me the ones that you want to discuss first n I'll try to find some information =D
Here is the asteroids within 1 degree orb - I will put Sun and Moon and ascendant 1st Within 1 degree Sun Trine Eurydike Sun trine Memoria Sun sextile Osiris Sun opposite Hephaistos Sun sextile Phaethon Sun sextile Hermes
within 3 degree
Sun conjunct Dionysus Sun conjunct Pelion
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1 degree orb
Moon opposite Nessus
Moon trine Crantor Moon sextile Typhon Moon opposite Deucalion Moon opposite Apollon Moon square Vulkanus Moon trine Circe Moon square Terpsichore Moon conjunct Kassandra Moon square Sphinx Moon opposite Atlantis Moon trine Amor 2 degree orb Moon square Neptune Moon conjunct Eris Moon trine Great Attractor Moon trine mean Apogee Moon square Pholus Moon opposite Nessus Moon square Okyrhoe Moon trine Crantor Moon sextile Typhon Moon opposite Deucalion Moon opposite Apollon Moon square Vulkanus Moon trine Circe Moon square Terpsichore Moon conjunct Kassandra Moon trine Siwa Moon sextile Magdalena Moon square Sphinx Moon opposite Atlantis Moon trine Amor Moon sextile Orpheus -----
1 degree orb
ASCENDANT square Ceres ASCENDANT trine Asbolus ASCENDANT sextile Cupido ASCENDANT trine Pallas ASCENDANT sextile Nemesis
At 2 orb degree
ASCENDANT square Ceres
ASCENDANT trine Asbolus ASCENDANT trine Rhadamanthus ASCENDANT sextile Cupido ASCENDANT trine Pallas ASCENDANT conjunct Pandora ASCENDANT sextile Nemesis ASCENDANT square Eros ASCENDANT conjunct HOUSE 1 ASCENDANT opposite HOUSE 7
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posted July 23, 2011 09:36 AM
Perfection Darlink
You are the model to which all others should aspire  ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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