posted November 05, 2011 02:35 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Thank you for telling me what you have been going through. I am so sorry, Sooth

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Thank you Ami. I just came on here quickly to check. She passed away and I have never felt this much sadness in my life. Completely gut wrenching, just so heart broken. So I am spending time with family trying to get through this. When I have the time and my mind has cleared up a bit I will be back to do more chart discussions with you.

posted November 15, 2011 10:39 PM            

Pluto in the 10th… that’s interesting to me. With all of my scorpio I know pluto’s influence very well. So this is really fascinating to me. To have his great regenerative abilities positioned in the house of careers… you must have a great ability to encourage change within your field (which I have seen to be true just by reading through these boards) I also would think this gives you a very large capacity to handle dealing with all of the problems people come to you with. As, healing people, whether through psychology or astrology, (or your unique blend of both), must also encourage you to evolve, hmm.. maybe not evolve, but let’s say, develop or grow. Pluto is trining the north node and conjunct the midheaven, that says to me that change is an overwhelming theme in your life. You have the power to encourage change as well as create change.

I also have pluto square saturn and have to say this aspect has always eluded me. The best way I’ve been able to interpret it is as intense guilt, and feeling as though I have to atone for past actions in some way because I should never have allowed them to happen. The atonement is also often very harsh, as though it’s not a simple apology or act of kindness, but a long, slow, often painful reinvention. Pluto has always appeared to me as a revolutionist. He demands change, craves it. Whereas Saturn is the discipline that forbids the change from happening, he’s the conservative. In the square I think it’s as though Saturn expects the change but does everything in his power to stop it, to keep in orthodox and orderly. But Pluto keeps trying to force it. This makes it confusing to know what needs to be changed and what should be left alone. Do you agree with this? I’m curious what your thoughts are on this aspect as it has always confused me but has such a powerful presence.

Cancer moons (at least the ones I’ve met) always appear to me as the hard artist types, and by hard I mean they’re not quite willing to tip their creative energy in either direction. They’re stable, satisfied in the energy they put into their art, any type of art, intimate communication even, never wanting to take more from it or put more in. They appreciate their emotions for what they are, never delving too deep into them, but never ignore them either. Do you think you understand your emotions but never try very hard to fully grasp them, as though they just are and you’re okay with that? No motive or influence, you feel what you feel because you feel it and that’s that. Do you think that’s true?

I don't mean that you are not intuitive or connected to your emotions (with a water moon, I'm not sure that's even a possibility!), just that their role is accepted. It’s never tested or probed. You allow yourself to feel them, to think them, to act on them, and expose or share them when necessary. The moon is in dignity in Cancer, so I’m wondering if there is a sense of comfort and appropriate, that’s it! Do you feel as though your emotions are most often appropriate? That they fit the circumstance and so therefore are neither a nuisance nor asset, simply a support?

I wonder also if this is true because you are too busy concerning yourself with the emotions of others? Do you find you are very sympathetic but have trouble balancing how far you should allow yourself to get into others’ concerns?

The mars is what I’m curious about… I could be off on this but I’m wondering if you feel like you’re body feels your emotions? Do you feel like your body reacts when you’re upset or angry more so than your mind reacts? I’m not sure about this…Having the moon so connected with the god of war must be very intense. I guess I just can’t imagine this not coming through physically, feeling every bit of sadness as a heaviness in the eyes or face, every bit of anger as tight muscles and hot skin… Do you think this is accurate?

9th house mars and Jupiter- Are you very religious? If so, are you active in that religious community?

How am I doing so far? I am quite new at this. Hopefully I’m getting some things right. I will look further tomorrow, if you like. :

posted November 16, 2011 10:31 AM            

You are fantastic! How long have you been studying? I will answer one thing, now, but want to think about the others. Please, would you exchange chart readings with me? IOW, go back and forth examining our charts. Sooth had to go due to a family situation, as you can see and I have been looking for a partner to work with.

The one I can answer is that with mars in cancer, my body feels my emotions and it is horrible. I got so skinny that I prayed I would not get thinner. My stomach felt every emotion and I could not eat because I had SO many emotions, piled up,one on top of the other, which I could not deal with.

You are spot on, on that one. Please ask me any questions about my chart. I take it you like to feel out the aspects, too, as I do.

I have an unaspected Gemini Venus. Could you look at that

I will be back to answer and to look at your chart and thank you!

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posted November 16, 2011 12:06 PM            

I would love to exchange with you! I am so glad I got some things right. I was a little nervous.

I knew it! That mars was screaming out to me. I knew there was something about it.

I will be on later this evening, I’ve got to run at the moment. But I will definitely look at the venus for you.

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posted November 16, 2011 03:07 PM            

I haven’t dealt with unaspected planets before. But I think an unaspected venus would create a need for being loved or to be in a relationship, but then, once in a relationship not quite sure how to react or respond to having it. Not so much responding to the other person, but responding to what it means to be connected, to be IN the relationship, to have a part of it. Since it is balanced solely by itself, there is nothing there to instruct you on how to involve yourself, how to distance yourself from certain people, or integrate yourself with others. Since venus is in Gemini, I’m wondering if this translates to communication. Do you ever feel that the way you communicate is difficult for some people to understand? Gemini, I think, would also make you unsure of what you want from a relationship. Do you change your mind frequently? Thinking one moment that you want one thing from your relationship only to want something else the next….

But another thing I think of for an unaspected venus is stability. Do you feel like you attract the same type of people all the time? Are most of your friends very similar to you? Do you maintain relationships for long periods of time? The Gemini might influence differently, though.

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