posted December 28, 2013 05:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Astro keen:
Thank you Fille for those lovely words - cherished by people. You've given a lot of info. However, I'm no where as young as 23 or 27 - a very mature student, in fact . If the youthfulness was to do with working in another country, then that may not happen.

Will do your readings soon.

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posted December 28, 2013 05:13 PM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
Fille, I would like to exchange if possible. You never got back to me on another thread, so I'm curious to see what your readings are like.

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Definitely, my dear!

I remember offering to exchange but then I never got around to it. Very embarrassed here. I'm sorry for that!

posted December 28, 2013 05:22 PM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Definitely, my dear!

I remember offering to exchange but then I never got around to it. Very embarrassed here. I'm sorry for that!

Let me know your question and I'll read for that one time I should've done.

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No worries!! I think I have forgotten things on threads a few times myself.

I guess my question is how can I get my zest for my hobbies/passions back? when will I start to feel normal again? I'm still struggling from my break up earlier this month.

posted December 28, 2013 06:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
No worries!! I think I have forgotten things on threads a few times myself.

I guess my question is how can I get my zest for my hobbies/passions back? when will I start to feel normal again? I'm still struggling from my break up earlier this month.

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Okay, I'm not sure I can do timing accurately for you. If I get a number while doing your reading, I'll tell you about it, but otherwise I can't. I might draw a Lenormand card to get some bearings on the timing, though.

Your cards were KH, 9S and 2H, with QD as the base.

I particularly like the QD best of all the Queens. Here, it's telling me that if you do get your zest for your hobbies/passions, you'll be like the QD, who is a secure, flirty and fun Queen. She's intelligent, dynamic and energetic, so you'll feel this way if you follow the advice the cards are giving you.

Do you have any interest in art? Writing, painting, drawing? Watching movies or taking photos is also a great to get close to the arts. Also, I think you need to focus on yourself a little bit, on your interests and what still picks it. You've dropped a lot of old habits and I'm not sure picking them back is in your best interest. You're a changed person, with a new perspective, so you should look for things that excite this new version of you. Do you like old stories/history? That seems to be something that'd get your curiosity and your inner wheels spinning back.

Searching for new exciting things seems to be reflected by the 9S, that I'm reading here as you feeling cooped up, pressured and worried. You need to break the stablished patterns and embrace change. Ok, do you fear change? I think you do, it scares you as much as it excites you, so start small. Take a different route to work or take a different bus back home. While waiting in line for coffee/whatever, strike up a conversation about the weather, a new govern policy or a show on national TV. Do small things that you wouldn't normally do, for it'll give you impulse and confidence to pursue the things that interest you but that you feel are too hard, costy or even immature to do.

If you do have a creative bone in you, embrace it. It'll certainly change your mood and disposition for life. Don't demand so much out of yourself or expect quick results. This will be a process and you'll need to tell yourself daily it's worth the effort and that you'll love the end result. Literally pep talk yourself. I think you'll feel silly doing the whole "look at yourself at mirror and say how beautiful you are", so whenever you come across a mirror, smile at yourself. This will give you comfort. You have all the comfort you need in yourself.

Coincidently, the 2H is a card of time, and it can stand for 2 days, weeks, months and years. I know you won't like to hear this, but I'm not feeling the months here, so expect to get your full zest for hobbies/passion in two years. It won't happen overnight, so you'll be feeling better in 6 months actually, I feel, but the full effect will only come after two years, I think.

posted December 28, 2013 07:53 PM            

Okay, so I pulled some Lenormand for you. Crossroads has a timing for within 6 to 8 weeks. The base card was Book, with its timing for March. So here we get a timing that is from 6 weeks to three months. Considering that the other spread timing could be read as 2 months, I think we can expect full recovery in 2-3 months. Does that sound better to you?

I actually think you should find something outside writing to be creative. Seriously, I didn't even want to write "writing" for you, but that's the first thing I turn to to be creative myself, so off it went. Can you do anything manual? Like, collage, painting or drawing? I think you'd benefit from some freestyle practice in one of those.

You do mostly historical research about your country, people and wordly matters, right? That's an educated guess, not intuitive thinking, so don't be impressed if I got this more specific tidbit accurate, lol. The first reading had more intuitiveness than this one, I'm afraid. Anyway, find a different topic that you'd never have to read on for work. I myself go through periods when I scavenge about a certain subject that interests me but has no impact in my life or my daily work. Perhaps I'll write a paper on it one day, but not now and not soon, so it's a great way to take my mind off of the things that currently crowd it.

posted December 28, 2013 08:08 PM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Well, like I said at the beginning of my reading, I'm still not comfortable giving timing. Sometimes a number will come to me, but I've no idea how it's going to be in real life. Horary is much easier for me, to get a timing.

Okay, so I pulled some Lenormand for you. Crossroads has a timing for within 6 to 8 weeks. The base card was Book, with its timing for March. So here we get a timing that is from 6 weeks to three months. Considering that the other spread timing could be read as 2 months, I think we can expect full recovery in 2-3 months. Does that sound better to you?

I actually think you should find something outside writing to be creative. Seriously, I didn't even want to write "writing" for you, but that's the first thing I turn to to be creative myself, so off it went. Can you do anything manual? Like, collage, painting or drawing? I think you'd benefit from some freestyle practice in one of those.

You do mostly historical research about your country, people and wordly matters, right? That's an educated guess, not intuitive thinking, so don't be impressed if I got this more specific tidbit accurate, lol. The first reading had more intuitiveness than this one, I'm afraid. Anyway, find a different topic that you'd never have to read on for work. I myself go through periods when I scavenge about a certain subject that interests me but has no impact in my life or my daily work. Perhaps I'll write a paper on it one day, but not now and not soon, so it's a great way to take my mind off of the things that currently crowd it.

Also using logic here, but have you thought that you're not ready for dating after breaking up with your ex in less than two months? Whether it was you or him who broke up, or it was mutual consent, you're still hurting from the end of this relationship and you should treat yourself to things that will get you better, instead of getting involved with someone and mixing all these confusing feelings for one guy with the ones that the new one awakens in you. It's not fair to treat anyone as a rebound, you know... Just my 2 cents.

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Yes, I also agree that I shouldn't really be getting involved with anyone for a while. Honestly I'm just scrambling to do anything to get myself out of this hole. A huge part of me just wishes I could go back and undo or change things, but I can't, no matter how much I'd like to.

I do like that timing a lot better. I also like your idea of finding something physical to do. I mostly do archival photo research, so I get to see pretty much every time & place in the world. I love it, but I've been hitting some roadblocks in finding good photographs lately. I also work online, so I think I need to get myself exercising and doing some kind of physical art, whether it's pottery or collage or something.

Honestly, this site has sort of been my outlet for my excess energy. Trying to tap my intuitive side and reach out to other people.

posted December 28, 2013 08:54 PM            

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Originally posted by Astro keen:
Your readings:

About VC:
I pulled the SAME CARD as I did earlier - this makes is more meaningful.
Keep an open mind: This person may have soulmate potential. The angels sent you this card as a reminder to stay open to the possibility of your soulmate appearing in a form that may differ from what you expect. You may have overlooked his romantic potential. Take the time to get to know him better.

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I may have? Er... I totally did overlook his romantic potential, actually. I thought he just wanted some fun on the side, but from what I've been told, he really likes me. I didn't know him well then and right now he's very much unavailable, focusing on his career, so I kinda washed my hands on this matter. I actually thought "nothing will come out of this" and I've kinda put my feelings for him aside and am living my life. I guess I'm not supposed to rule out that we can one day be together, then.

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Originally posted by Astro keen:
About GC
Passion: This card asks you to enjoy this moment completely with this partner. And card asks you to seek that which brings you great joy such as a hobby or special activity - anything that stirs your heart with joy will positively flow into your romantic life. So, enjoy some common interests together. Flirt, be light-hearted and happy.

it appears that you could share some fun times with GC. He could teach you about passion and enjoying the moment. Whilst VC may have quieter, more hidden qualities that you should make an effort to find out about. Please let me know if this makes sense.

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GC's definitely the more passionate of the two. We do have things in common but we hold back a lot from each other. I think it's because we might be too much into each other physically and not on the same emotional wavelength, and we both know it. We're both afraid of ruining such a long friendship for some romp in the sheets, I think. He's certainly the one that coaxes out of me my easiest, most outrageous laugh.

posted December 28, 2013 09:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
Yes, I also agree that I shouldn't really be getting involved with anyone for a while. Honestly I'm just scrambling to do anything to get myself out of this hole. A huge part of me just wishes I could go back and undo or change things, but I can't, no matter how much I'd like to.

I do like that timing a lot better. I also like your idea of finding something physical to do. I mostly do archival photo research, so I get to see pretty much every time & place in the world. I love it, but I've been hitting some roadblocks in finding good photographs lately. I also work online, so I think I need to get myself exercising and doing some kind of physical art, whether it's pottery or collage or something.

Honestly, this site has sort of been my outlet for my excess energy. Trying to tap my intuitive side and reach out to other people.

Thank you for pulling extra cards - you didn't have to do that!

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I can't say I've been where you are as I've never had a relationship in my life, but I can certainly empathise with your situation. I'm sorry you're going through this, but perhaps this was a lesson you had to learn the hard way? I hope you get better soon, anyhow.

Anything physical will do you good, and if you change a little your routine, that'll also help you improve.

posted December 29, 2013 10:28 AM            

Thank you for the feedback. Glad to know the readings connected with you. There is always an element of doubt that I may have obstructed the process in some way, or that I may not have pulled cards with the right intention.

I am really really impressed with your readings and would love you to do a relationship reading for me any time convenient for you.

posted December 29, 2013 06:59 PM            

Sorry I didn't come here sooner. A little update for you: Rosalind did a synastry and composite reading for me with this guy and, lo and behold, it's a KARMIC connection that can END UP as MARRIAGE. I'm pretty sure the Angels were telling me to not give up on him... Smart of them, lol.

Do you have a specific question for the relationship reading you want? Initials make me connect better when there is more than one person involved in the reading, so if you could give me yours and the other person's, that'd be great.

posted December 30, 2013 12:24 PM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
I can't say I've been where you are as I've never had a relationship in my life, but I can certainly empathise with your situation. I'm sorry you're going through this, but perhaps this was a lesson you had to learn the hard way? I hope you get better soon, anyhow.

Anything physical will do you good, and if you change a little your routine, that'll also help you improve.

I don't mind pulling a couple of extra cards, don't worry about it. To compensate for the long time it took me to read for you, lol.

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Thanks for your sympathy, Fille. I don't know if I'm learning this "the hard way" but I do know it's not easy. It's good to have relationships and learn from them.

To be honest, I feel better each day.

Thanks again for your readings. Let me know whenever you want one from me.

posted December 30, 2013 12:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
Thanks for your sympathy, Fille. I don't know if I'm learning this "the hard way" but I do know it's not easy. It's good to have relationships and learn from them.

To be honest, I feel better each day.

Thanks again for your readings. Let me know whenever you want one from me.

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You're muchly welcomed. Girls ought stick together when these things happen. Guys always do.

posted December 30, 2013 01:18 PM            

Earth, surroundings: King of Swords
Air, intellect: Seven of Wands
Fire, willpower: Seven of Cups
Water, emotions: The Magician
Spirit, outcome: Ace of Pentacles

V is a strong, intellectual man with an air of authority. You feel like you have to defend yourself and stay on your toes when you are around him. The obstacle here is that you are not sure about the possibilities with him. You might be prone to having fantasies about what could be without really knowing what he wants. You are very attracted to him and hope that something might start with him, a new beginning. I don't think it's that you don't know how you feel, just that you are conflicted internally.

I also noticed two sevens in the reading.

Keen.com says:
"Sevens awaken desire within us. We all understand that there is a higher purpose to existence. Sevens dangle this in front of you, tempting you to pursue a goal, to follow your dream. Sevens know that in the process of doing so, you could become all that you can be and might even change your mind about what it is you should be pursuing. "

posted December 30, 2013 02:26 PM            

V is exactly that, lol. I met him at the place I interned for college, back in 2010. From July till Dec 2012, he was my supervisor and I worked closely with him. I feel defensive and alert when I'm around him BECAUSE I don't know what he's offering me. It's always been like this: I just can't read his intentions clearly.

This: "You might be prone to having fantasies about what could be without really knowing what he wants." is very true.

Well, I like him and I'm attracted to him, but I'm not sure I'm in love, and that's what gives me internal conflict. Things just aren't clear cut on this front.

I think you are allured and tempted by the prospect of having something with him.

No one could've said it better. I feel so silly now.

Thank you very much for the reading.

posted December 30, 2013 02:30 PM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Hi Astro keen,

Sorry I didn't come here sooner. A little update for you: Rosalind did a synastry and composite reading for me with this guy and, lo and behold, it's a KARMIC connection that can END UP as MARRIAGE. I'm pretty sure the Angels were telling me to not give up on him... Smart of them, lol.

Do you have a specific question for the relationship reading you want? Initials make me connect better when there is more than one person involved in the reading, so if you could give me yours and the other person's, that'd be great.

I'll probably do this tomorrow, if that's okay.

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Wow Fille, about VC. If you recall, the first reading I did for you had the Wedding card, which followed the card - Keep an open mind. Thanks for letting me know. This is how one builds up trust in readings.

Ok, Initials: Mine are PB and the guy is JM. I have known J for over 2 years, long distance, few meetings and and have now decided he is not for me (the relationship was mainly on his terms and he was reluctant to make plans to meet - work always got in the way etc. But now, he is refusing to take no for an answer. I spoil things by responding to his mails. Should i give it a little more time? The relationship was clearly meant to happen. So, basically any light you can cast on him, his motivations would be of help. Is he being honest in his declarations? What do you think may happen next?

posted December 30, 2013 02:40 PM            

I guess I don't have a question so much as something weird to note. I did a reading for myself asking about how I would recognize my next partner/romantic interest and all of the cards/signatures of the reading seem to point to my ex. And the outcome card was kinda depressing - Five of Pentacles. Clarifying card was Ace of Pentacles. I was trying to read in the hopes of stoking my optimism about someone new, so I'm surprised it came out this way.

I guess I'm just perplexed about the whole thing. Why would the cards advise me to move towards a situation that will continue to be difficult? Maybe there is more karma to be worked out? I sort of feel this is true deep down.

posted December 30, 2013 03:20 PM            

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Wow Fille, about VC. If you recall, the first reading I did for you had the Wedding card, which followed the card - Keep an open mind. Thanks for letting me know. This is how one builds up trust in readings.

Ok, Initials: Mine are PB and the guy is JM. I have known J for over 2 years, long distance, few meetings and and have now decided he is not for me (the relationship was mainly on his terms and he was reluctant to make plans to meet - work always got in the way etc. But now, he is refusing to take no for an answer. I spoil things by responding to his mails. Should i give it a little more time? The relationship was clearly meant to happen. So, basically any light you can cast on him, his motivations would be of help. Is he being honest in his declarations? What do you think may happen next?

Thank you and look forward to your reading.

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FREAKING HERE. I hope it doesn't mean I'll LITERALLY marry him this year, if the opportunity is presented. I can't get married yet... I've no job or money to my name, and I just won't depend on anyone else other than my parents. Not happening. If you don't mind me being nosey here, the Marriage card for 2014 could mean I'll have the potential of getting into a serious, comitted relationship. Relationship, not marriage. I'm just freaking over the 'm' word. LOL

I will keep an open mind but... I'm too young to get married. O.O

posted December 30, 2013 03:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
You're very welcome! I'm happy because I feel like the readings I'm doing for people are resonating well.

I guess I don't have a question so much as something weird to note. I did a reading for myself asking about how I would recognize my next partner/romantic interest and all of the cards/signatures of the reading seem to point to my ex. And the outcome card was kinda depressing - Five of Pentacles. Clarifying card was Ace of Pentacles. I was trying to read in the hopes of stoking my optimism about someone new, so I'm surprised it came out this way.

I guess I'm just perplexed about the whole thing. Why would the cards advise me to move towards a situation that will continue to be difficult? Maybe there is more karma to be worked out? I sort of feel this is true deep down.

You don't need to read again, just tell me what you think.

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It's the practice, you know. You start to learn how to work with the cards.

posted December 30, 2013 03:34 PM            

Question: how will I recognize my next partner/romantic interest?

Horseshoe spread, drew significator instead of picking.

Sig: Eight of Swords
Past: Strength
Present: Page of Wands
What is Hidden: Six of Cups
Obstacles/Challenges: King of Pentacles
Surroundings: Seven of Pentacles
Advice: Four of Pentacles
Outcome: Five of Pentacles
Clarifying card: Ace of Pentacles

These cards stuck out to me because:
The eight of swords has come up repeatedly for the ex representing his feelings about the situation. I've had to be really disciplined in this whole process, re: strength. The page of wands seemed to represent me in readings about the two of us. The King of Pentacles has come up to represent him at times when he was going to step up and be mature. Four of pentacles has repeatedly seemed to represent my attempts to hold things together. Five of pentacles has seemed to represent the effect of his depression on me - he is handicapped by it.

I see the four of pentacles telling me not to hold on too tightly, but then how does it lead to that outcome? We are going to trudge together again?

posted December 30, 2013 04:03 PM            

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FREAKING HERE. I hope it doesn't mean I'll LITERALLY marry him this year, if the opportunity is presented. I can't get married yet... I've no job or money to my name, and I just won't depend on anyone else other than my parents. Not happening. If you don't mind me being nosey here, the Marriage card for 2014 could mean I'll have the potential of getting into a serious, comitted relationship. Relationship, not marriage. I'm just freaking over the 'm' word. LOL

I will keep an open mind but... I'm too young to get married. O.O

Ok, just to clarify: do want to know what J's intentions for you are? I'll probably try to pick a bit more than just that, but I need something to focus on. General, open-ended readings give me the freaks, because they sometimes come out extremely out there and unbelievable.

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Don't worry. The wedding card had various meanings, chiefly that you would get married one day, in the future. Or a wedding would be involved, i.e., you could meet at a wedding. It is just that it was interesting to get it in this context.

Your cards for GC in the second reading looked pretty good too. It would be advisable to keep an open mind for both. Believing everything predicted thru astrology could be the wrong thing here. Just a little something overlooked in the chart could make a key difference.

posted December 31, 2013 04:58 PM            

It's New Year's Eve and we should all be out celebrating! Or in, getting rightfully stuffed.