posted October 22, 2014 11:27 PM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
I was a big Sandie fan at one point. Went to her once a month. She was always spot on with emtions. Swore up and down P would return. He never did. And he's made it quite clear he never will. I'm ok with it though now, I've gotten my closer. The thing that broke me was A. She perfectly described him and personality. Said there would be a serious long term relationship. When it didn't work out she claimed the person she saw wasn't A but stood by that I would meet someone with that description. I don't think so. The details she gave were so spot on. Unless A has a clone out there there's no way. When I met him I went to her right away and she was ecstatic, swore he was the guy she saw. And like I said when it went south she recanted the whole thing. I never went back to her again. I think I was more let down about her than anything.

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posted October 23, 2014 05:58 PM            

Katrina is gifted I reckon is fake as fed off my story and kept changing her mind to fit mine
If she's genuine she's not confident as shifts her strory 180 when I say why things can't be certain ways.

posted October 25, 2014 07:29 PM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
I wonder whatever happened to Jonah. His website and everything is gone. He had a message on bitwine that he was unavailable until further notice. Something about a bereavement. That was months ago though. Hope he's ok.

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posted October 25, 2014 08:04 PM            

Unfortunately, all wrong except DLD & Toria (said 'before my trip' or 'end of oct, early nov'... so pretty soon). i wonder why though- i'm noticing a trend (3 days, this weekend, 5 days)

posted October 25, 2014 11:56 PM            

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Originally posted by peacefulclouds:
last batch of ppl i tried predicted contact in a matter of days (note: I don't ask about contact actually, they provide it on their own)

Unfortunately, all wrong except DLD & Toria (said 'before my trip' or 'end of oct, early nov'... so pretty soon). i wonder why though- i'm noticing a trend (3 days, this weekend, 5 days)
Maybe they were banking on merc rx?

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posted October 26, 2014 07:43 AM            

well I usually do ask for the psychic to connect to me in the free time, I do not ask for free readings but to prevent cold redings or guess work and here is what happened when I tried this one :

me : please tell me if you connect before i take you pvt
12:38PM Spiritual Psychic Javaid:
12:38PM Spiritual Psychic Javaid:get the hell out
12:38PM me: what?
12:39PM Spiritual Psychic Javaid: and dont call please

PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM THIS RUDE MAN!!

posted October 26, 2014 04:57 PM            

In mid/late July I started getting readings done because Y had disappeared. The thought just randomly popped into my mind because the month prior in June, I wanted a reading done because I had not heard from from him. Fortunately I was tight on money and decided not to, which was a good thing because the next day Y had contacted me. Anyways back to July, the thought came into my mind again and this time I went through with it. I discovered Bitwine, kasamba and eventually keen and the rest is history.

Within these few short months I've had more readings than I can count (mostly all from bitwine). The majority of the readings I've had were from the same trusted readers, but it was still a lot. I started to realize that I was spending money that I didn't need to spend. Money that I could still have in my bank account right now. And some of this money has been wasted. But I still would return. I feel so stupid for succumbing to this and very mad at myself. I'm a very good saver and have restrictions when it comes to my money, especially when I know I'm on a budget, but this has gotten really bad. Worse than my book splurges (which was also bad as I'm a huge book lover, lol, but not nearly as bad as this.)

I find that my mind is distracted while I'm at work or when I'm actually speaking with him, which helps me and keeps me from contacting a reader. I try to distract myself by reading a book, playing a video game, working on a puzzle app that I have. Yet, my mind starts to linger and I'll find myself right back on bitwine looking at my advisors to see who is online. I'm not sure if anyone else has gone through what I'm going through right now, but I just needed to open up about it and get it off my chest. No one knows about me getting readings done with the exception of my cousin, who also has noticed that I have an addiction from her remembering me telling her that I had readings done.

How can I deal with this? I can't seem to stop. I know I can, I suppose my willpower is weak when it comes to wanting to know about contact and how to handle certain situations without ruining things. I remember before all of this, I would wait on my own, but I've gotten addicted to the need to know information about my situation, which most of the time I'm being told accurately...which is why I go back for more. I even went back to Rachel recently for a text reading, which I have yet to get...I'm seriously thinking about getting a refund considering I sent my text on Thursday...Anyways, I really need help and advice for this if anyone knows what this feels like and have overcome it.

posted October 26, 2014 05:42 PM            

Last week I went to see a psychologist through work and that helped. Someone who listened (for free), no future predictions just helped me sort my thoughts.

posted October 26, 2014 06:00 PM            

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Originally posted by ProxyxBlue:
Hello everyone~! I haven't been online in quite some weeks because I was taking a break, but I am needed to release this to someone and the people in this forum can relate more to my problem than others I know. What I'm getting ready to admit, I may be judged for rather it will be publicly judged or judged without saying anything to me. Nonetheless, I just needed to release this and seek some type of help.

In mid/late July I started getting readings done because Y had disappeared. The thought just randomly popped into my mind because the month prior in June, I wanted a reading done because I had not heard from from him. Fortunately I was tight on money and decided not to, which was a good thing because the next day Y had contacted me. Anyways back to July, the thought came into my mind again and this time I went through with it. I discovered Bitwine, kasamba and eventually keen and the rest is history.

Within these few short months I've had more readings than I can count (mostly all from bitwine). The majority of the readings I've had were from the same trusted readers, but it was still a lot. I started to realize that I was spending money that I didn't need to spend. Money that I could still have in my bank account right now. And some of this money has been wasted. But I still would return. I feel so stupid for succumbing to this and very mad at myself. I'm a very good saver and have restrictions when it comes to my money, especially when I know I'm on a budget, but this has gotten really bad. Worse than my book splurges (which was also bad as I'm a huge book lover, lol, but not nearly as bad as this.)

I find that my mind is distracted while I'm at work or when I'm actually speaking with him, which helps me and keeps me from contacting a reader. I try to distract myself by reading a book, playing a video game, working on a puzzle app that I have. Yet, my mind starts to linger and I'll find myself right back on bitwine looking at my advisors to see who is online. I'm not sure if anyone else has gone through what I'm going through right now, but I just needed to open up about it and get it off my chest. No one knows about me getting readings done with the exception of my cousin, who also has noticed that I have an addiction from her remembering me telling her that I had readings done.

How can I deal with this? I can't seem to stop. I know I can, I suppose my willpower is weak when it comes to wanting to know about contact and how to handle certain situations without ruining things. I remember before all of this, I would wait on my own, but I've gotten addicted to the need to know information about my situation, which most of the time I'm being told accurately...which is why I go back for more. I even went back to Rachel recently for a text reading, which I have yet to get...I'm seriously thinking about getting a refund considering I sent my text on Thursday...Anyways, I really need help and advice for this if anyone knows what this feels like and have overcome it.

Much thanks in advance and thank you for reading.

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posted October 26, 2014 06:01 PM            

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Hi ProxyxBlue,
I can very much relate to what you're going through.
This past month has been really difficult for me and I had more readings than I should have (regret them all actually).
What I found in the past that not having a reading for even a week helps and then two weeks etc the 'reading binge' happens when you decide again to have just one reading... And it's never just one.

Last week I went to see a psychologist through work and that helped. Someone who listened (for free), no future predictions just helped me sort my thoughts.

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I've been thinking about going to a psychologist, because it's gotten really bad. I'll have a few readings within a day and then turn around and have another one the following day. Despite everyone already telling me the same thing. Maybe it's the impatience within me and the waiting.

posted October 26, 2014 06:27 PM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
Hi Proxy,
I can totally relate. I spent a TON of money this summer to find out about A. And it just hit me one day what the hell I was doing was crazy. Plus things did unfold the complete opposite way the readers had predicted. Since the end of August I've had 3 readings. It wasn't easy but as time went on I desired it less and less. I guess I just occupied myself with other things. I know I will have readings in the future but ive decided on 3 trusted people and I am going to limit myself to 1-2 readings a month if I need it. You just have to give it one day at a time and try to just stop. Everytime you want to have a reading take that money and put it in another account. It will show you much you are saving. Just try whatever methods would work for you. Even if it means seeking a professional. And remember you can always come here and talk for free. Also, if you feel the need for a reading try opening a thread. Many wonderful people here will help you for free. Good luck to you.

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I know I will get readings done in the future also, but I need to slow down. I have a few trusted readers, but sometimes due to how Y is (he confuses most readers and even the really good ones have to really concentrate to feel his energy and get connected with him), I suppose it's because his mind isn't focused and he changes his mind often. So, when I get a contact day and it doesn't happen, it's most likely because of him changing his mind about contacting me and delaying it. Either way, I definitely need to save. I'm going to really try to focus on other things. I even did something I shouldn't have done...I have paypal credit, which I had been using off and on. Eventually I'll have to pay that back, but I have been paying the less amount every month it's due, just not in full yet.

posted October 26, 2014 06:40 PM            

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Originally posted by PSYCHE:
I'm addicted too,
i don't think that its rly affecting things anymore as I'm so detached now about the readings i think I'm more just in the habit and enjoy even though i read on bit wine too and so i earn some of the money i spend on there i think that made me worse as just meant i justified it more and didn't see how much i even went over, it is ridiculous,
and its a proper addiction really as i just hammered it the last few months and now i just feel in the habit of it

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Sorry >_< I'm just now seeing your reply. My eyes went straight to the bottom of the page. Please forgive me!

posted October 26, 2014 07:10 PM            

I think you're in good company as many of us have experienced this addiction in various degrees. Like Fairy, I had a "wth" moment earlier this year and saw how much money I wasted asking about the muck in my life. So I decided to get a life coach, paid for package sessions that were to take place across the span of a few months. I never got my pre-paid sessions and this almost had to go to court for me to get the refund (it was in the thousands). The life coach was suggested by several friends who couldn't understand why I wouldn't talk to them about what was going on in my life. My friends are judgmental and anytime they're around me, I'm listening to their problems. I allowed the people closest to me to take away my personal power. The lesson I learned from that was that you need to be selfish sometimes, tell the person that you care about them but step away before it intrudes on your energy. I can't imagine what readers have to clear out...

I've been focusing my energy into various projects. I sometimes get readings 2-3 times a month, if needed, but I place a strict budget on them. Even when I was getting readings more frequently, I didn't let them hinder my own intuition and never allowed them to dictate my choices. They were and still are for another perspective or insights to the missing puzzle piece.