posted December 13, 2014 04:31 AM            

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Originally posted by ProxyxBlue:
I used to write my LOA's in a journal, but I haven't in a while. In the beginning, I spoke as things I would like to happen in the near future (or within those days.) Then I started writing as if it were currently happening, an the I started to use the phrase, "I am so happy and grateful now that..." and then finished the sentence with what I wanted to happen.

I never read back on my LOA's notes though. Not that it was said not to do it. It's just that I personally never read back on them days later lol.

Anyways, thanks for sharing that! I'm going to work on it myself more.

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posted December 13, 2014 09:33 AM            

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Originally posted by Haplesschild*:
I've now ended things with B once and for all, and have blocked him on everything. So most of the psychics that saw we had a proper future, esp Eby with the whole 'new beginnings in Dec' and Vicky with the whole engagement lol! Were wrong and just feeding me bs. :/

Guy is not over his baggage. I won't be giving him any more chances.

No more readings for me. At least for the next month or two. I'm over predictions changing and info changing 180 degrees within a couple of short months.

How do you close your keen and bitwine account? I can't believe how much money I've spent. Could have bought a decent car with that money. No more. I'll just let life happen the way it's meant to. No more of this crap.

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That's how I was starting to feel. Predictions were the same, but nothing was happening...a far as contact. I know I've said that I was done with paid readings a while ago, but it didn't last very long...maybe a few weeks or so. However, after my session with AV last night I feel like I need to stop for a while. She provided me with more information that could last for quite some time. I need to slow down when it comes to readings. Makes me feel kind of silly getting so many readings done on someone that is horrible with communicating with me and has been talking to someone else this entire time (it'll be one month this upcoming Tuesday.)

posted December 13, 2014 09:36 AM            

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Originally posted by PSYCHE:
Tell us more about the process this is exciting !

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Haha, well there isn't much else I used to do. But the only thing I can say is that during that time my thoughts and outside emotions were always very positive. I'm generally a positive person regardless, but when it came to certain things (example, frustration with Y) I would have doubts and fearful thoughts that boarder lined negativity. Since I haven't been really getting into LOA for quite some time now, I'm going to start back reading that LOA book today and get my mindset prepared so I can focus my energy elsewhere and not on Y.

posted December 13, 2014 09:48 AM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
Proxy, that's one of the things I love about AV. She will talk to you as long as you need and answer all of the crazy questions I have. She's just awesome. And i do feel she's accurate and tells it honestly.

LP, did you try Cary Faith? Never heard of her before but had to sneak a peak and read her reviews. Was wondering if you got your call back.

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Yeah, she was very patient with me. Sometimes I wonder if she thinks, "Oh boy, she's going to ask me more questions about Y" lol. Maybe she does, I'd never know, but what I do know is that she is extremely helpful. Not only with providing the readings she gets from the cards, but her own insight as well. Last night was an eye opener for me and was one of the best readings I've had with AV. There are going to be choices I'm going to have to make when it comes to love soon and I'll be doing a LOT of thinking. I have Y, who is a horrible communicator, but is going to get better, however I'll be waiting for almost 2 years for him to make a move here (he will visit though.) Then there is this new person, who will be the opposite of Y and from how AV described him would be the good person to make a future with because he wants to commit unlike Y, who doesn't at the moment. In other words from my own perspective, he seems more mature than Y with it comes to love.

AV did tell me during our session that no matter what, I'm the only one that knows what I want and something about my potential with Y...I can't remember her exact words. Basically, I know how I feel and what I would want. Both outcomes with Y and the new guy would be good (but better with the new guy.) So, I'll have to wait and see.

AV was shocked that Y still hasn't reached out since Nov 16th, but did read my previous messages on December 1st. Because with AV, contact never did happen. It went from a 1 and very soon of him contacting, which never happened (only read the message on the 1st), to a 8, which passed now to a 7. So, who knows when it comes to Y. I've heard that because his mind is in such a confused state, he changes his mind quite often, which could have something to do with why contact never happens when people assume it will.

posted December 13, 2014 10:14 AM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
I guess when it comes down to it you have to follow your heart when it comes to Y. If you truly love him and want to be with him then you will wait I guess. Despite him being a poor communicator, if he's what you want then I think you should go for it. No situation is easy but the heart wants what the heart wants. I wouldn't close myself off to other possibilities but see how things play out.

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Yes, I do have pure feelings for Y and when she told me that I would be waiting 2 years, I knew exactly how I would react to that when it happens. Knowing me, because I feel for him, I would wait despite it being hard on me, because there is patience within me for him (but it is started to wear thin.) I'm not going to close myself off, but just as you said I will see what other things will unfold.

posted December 13, 2014 11:21 AM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
Proxy, that's one of the things I love about AV. She will talk to you as long as you need and answer all of the crazy questions I have. She's just awesome. And i do feel she's accurate and tells it honestly.

LP, did you try Cary Faith? Never heard of her before but had to sneak a peak and read her reviews. Was wondering if you got your call back.

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she charges per minute right?
i cant imagine anyone wouldnt be happy with a one hour reading.

posted December 13, 2014 11:27 AM            

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Originally posted by ProxyxBlue:
On a side note, how do you feel about readers that use fake profile pictures of someone else? Would you automatically say they are fake or just don't want to reveal their true face.

I ask because I remember seeing fake pictures on bitwine, but their reviews were good (at least some.) For example there is a Perseus Star on bitwine using a model's photo as his profile picture, but most of his reviews seem to say he is accurate. Would he be a scam or the real deal? What are your opinions on readers photo's of other people that isn't them is basically what I'm asking.

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posted December 13, 2014 11:28 AM            

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Originally posted by ProxyxBlue:
On a side note, how do you feel about readers that use fake profile pictures of someone else? Would you automatically say they are fake or just don't want to reveal their true face.

I ask because I remember seeing fake pictures on bitwine, but their reviews were good (at least some.) For example there is a Perseus Star on bitwine using a model's photo as his profile picture, but most of his reviews seem to say he is accurate. Would he be a scam or the real deal? What are your opinions on readers photo's of other people that isn't them is basically what I'm asking.

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posted December 13, 2014 11:41 AM            

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Originally posted by PSYCHE:
she charges per minute right?
i cant imagine anyone wouldnt be happy with a one hour reading.

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posted December 13, 2014 12:07 PM            

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Originally posted by PSYCHE:

sorry re reading I'm wary of using model pics as thats not general thats like an attempt to get clients from that
and domaine candrews has amazing reviews then i read the identically worded readings that are completely scripted.

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I'm not returning to Domine anymore. I did talk to her that day I saw that review, and she gave me some insight and told me to return on the 4th day to see if Y was still going to contact me (as she said within 5 days.) But I'm not going to return. Her along with a few other readers, I'd never go back to.

Out of curiosity, I did just try him. He said things that matched up with AV, but offered me a lot of advice (more than AV did) in regards to how I'v been feeling about the entire Y situation. Basically in a nutshell, he told me what AV said, focus on myself. And then overall told me that I'm putting too much energy on Y and a relationship is like a mirror, and he isn't giving me that because Y is focusing on himself more which is what I need to be doing. He told me that Y does have deep feelings for me and wants to build something with me, but that I wouldn't feel fulfilled being with him because I'm or passionate than Y and that he is changeable, which is why he isn't suited for me. He also sensed the new person and said that the new person would be a better suit than Y. Also, that I'm destined for accomplishing many things but there would be an obstacle with those goals if I choose Y.

Yet, he said I have my own free will and that in the end it would be my choice, similar to what AV was telling me. He also said that Y would contact me in the new year, he assumed New Year's Day because he saw fireworks. So, a little different time frame than AV. He told me that Y would be in and out, because I would see consistency with communication and then dry spells. He said it has nothing to do with me, and that it's because of Y's emotions that he gets caught up in basically. He also said that Y does what a change of environment but he can have a fickle mind at times and has a restless spirit.

Overall, I'd said Perseus is a good reader. He gave me a lot of advice that I needed to hear, because I know how I can be when it comes to Y and well, he was honest with his words. Nothing bad was said, but he said things that I already knew but choose to ignore because I'm always trying to focus too much on him. But I'd have to wait and see how things pan out first, but I would recommend him...at least he helped me out a lot.

There was something he told me during our session,

Perseus Star:you can change everything in your life but you are indicating to me that you are respecting (Y's name) wants more than your own
Perseus Star:and this is your challenge
Perseus Star:to become more self focused
Perseus Star:you will see miracles in your life if you change your perspective
Perseus Star:and letting go doesnt mean that you wont see him again
Perseus Star:it just means you will be loving and nurturing your wants and needs in life
Perseus Star:without worrying about what hes doing, because we cant change what people do..but we can attract people in with our own magic

posted December 13, 2014 12:31 PM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
Don't apologize. ALL of my readings are about one stupid guy or another. That's the one area I truly feel I lack in, my love life. I just want it so bad that it's just my main focus. I feel like I'm good with everything else. Love is the one thing I'm missing. That connection to another person. I crave it badly. Now who sounds pathetic.

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I understand. I feel you and I are very similar in a way when it comes to love. I'm not good with horoscopes, but are you by any chance a Scorpio? That's what I am, which is why I asked.

You aren't pathetic at all. I believe that there are some things in life that we just desire so badly that we tend to overlook other things. No matter what happens in our lives, what we most desire, in your case is love, would can be achieved when you least expect it. What you want you seem to be looking for, which is love, you want that now, whereas I am looking for something stable, but I want that stability with Y and that it's causing me to focus all of my energy on him. I guess we have to learn that we can't get what we want when we want it, sort of speak. We must show that we have patience to wait for our inner desires. Things can't happen overnight, and getting readings can only cure the fix for just a short while before we want to know more because what we want hasn't come to pass yet.

AV and Perseus made me realize all of this. And I know because of my personality it will be difficult for me and it may take me a while to fully get there, but I know if I work hard enough I'll be there in no time. The same can go for you.

My words may not be grand because I'm not so good with words, but I know things will get better for you Fairy. Just keep your hopes up high and your chin up. The best may not have arrived yet, but it will come and before you know it things will be filled with everlasting happiness.

posted December 13, 2014 01:08 PM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
Hugs to you! And YES I am a Scorpio! I just keep trying and putting myself out there. i want that relationship but I know it's not easy. Willing to work for it and I know it takes time. Sometimes I feel like my whole is that movie, "He's Just Not That Into You."

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posted December 13, 2014 01:57 PM            

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Originally posted by ProxyxBlue:
I kind of figured you were, lol. And hugs to you too! Don't worry things will get better, we just have to have that faith and never give up. Haha, I love that movie! For me personally, I'm very good at reading other men (and people in general) and their intentions and what would be the outcome for others based on what I see and what I'm told. However, when it comes to me and my own love life, for some reason I have trouble because my vision becomes blurred due to my hopes that things will go as I dream for it to go that I abandoned the clear picture of reality, unfortunately.

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posted December 13, 2014 02:27 PM            

Earlier this year I set my intention to reorganize and reground. A large part of this involved removing clutter, people, projects, in each area of life. The hardest part of the process was learning to be selfish enough to turn people away when they needed to vent, needed loans, needed for themselves. Each day I write in my journal, what I am grateful for.

Last month I auto-wrote envelopes and they're taped above doorways around my home. I decided I was ready to start dating again, because reached a point where my connection with an ex finally broke (did a soul retrieval to get back the part of myself I gave to him). I talked to Denise after Thanksgiving and she mentioned the energy shift and saw that by Dec 18th there would be an abundance of men.

I don't do online dating and live in a relatively small town, so where would these men come from? Well yesterday, by 6pm I was asked out by four different people. One from this company I'm contracting for, one during lunch at a cafe, and two messaged via fb, located me through my instructor. They remembered me from the showcases fall season.

LoA, the universe tends to provide when we've worked on ourselves and are ready to receive. So please, don't focus on what is lacking and learn to live in the now.

Also has watched any of Teal Swan's youtube videos?

posted December 13, 2014 02:48 PM            

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Isn't part of LoA 101 not focusing on an area in life that is lacking, because it won't draw in abundance?

Earlier this year I set my intention to reorganize and reground. A large part of this involved removing clutter, people, projects, in each area of life. The hardest part of the process was learning to be selfish enough to turn people away when they needed to vent, needed loans, needed for themselves. Each day I write in my journal, what I am grateful for.

Last month I auto-wrote envelopes and they're taped above doorways around my home. I decided I was ready to start dating again, because reached a point where my connection with an ex finally broke (did a soul retrieval to get back the part of myself I gave to him). I talked to Denise after Thanksgiving and she mentioned the energy shift and saw that by Dec 18th there would be an abundance of men.

I don't do online dating and live in a relatively small town, so where would these men come from? Well yesterday, by 6pm I was asked out by four different people. One from this company I'm contracting for, one during lunch at a cafe, and two messaged via fb, located me through my instructor. They remembered me from the showcases fall season.

LoA, the universe tends to provide when we've worked on ourselves and are ready to receive. So please, don't focus on what is lacking and learn to live in the now.

Also has watched any of Teal Swan's youtube videos?

- Regarding fake reader pictures, it's about the same as someone using a photo of a silhouette marked with the main chakras or any other spiritual symbol. Though it kind of reminds me of the tech support pages on websites where they have a picture of a pretty woman with a headset on; then you ring and the call is outsourced lol.

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Wow, that's amazing that things have been happening since you worked on your energy. When you said to learn to live in the now, that's exactly what I plan on doing, by applying it to my every day life and being positive again. Basically focusing on myself more since I've been neglecting that.

I've never heard of Teal Swan. Does it have anything to do with LOA? I'll have to look that person up.

Haha, and that is true. I'm starting to believe it's a 50/50 thing with the false photos of other people lol

posted December 13, 2014 02:49 PM            

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ive really worked on myself a lot lately even the past few weeks but ive mostly felt the same about that being my main thing and not asking or worrying too much about different areas and I'm pisces and as i am starting to really do well with law of attraction the things other than love happen like miracles every day and love happening but slow! i think its that lack of attachment thing if you guys manifested work you would probably also be more abundant than you could ever realise haha

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posted December 13, 2014 02:51 PM            

(This kinda makes it up for the many readings I had in Nov)

The situation with my friend isn't great and I've made the final decision to let it go.

I think in the end Rares Mardare & Mincey were the most accurate. With Rares being the only reader who told me that I need to detach from this friendship. I reread the transcript and I think he had the months confused, the reading was 31st of Oct and he talked about the end of the month, I thought it was end of November but actually I think it was December ...

posted December 13, 2014 03:49 PM            

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Originally posted by ProxyxBlue:
Wow, that's amazing that things have been happening since you worked on your energy. When you said to learn to live in the now, that's exactly what I plan on doing, by applying it to my every day life and being positive again. Basically focusing on myself more since I've been neglecting that.

I've never heard of Teal Swan. Does it have anything to do with LOA? I'll have to look that person up.

Haha, and that is true. I'm starting to believe it's a 50/50 thing with the false photos of other people lol

EDIT: Btw, I write in my journal every so often. It started off as a book to vent my negative emotions, then I started to realize after stopped doing that, I shifted writing about how I felt when Y would frustrate me. Currently, I just write what I hope to happen in my life (with Y or other personal things), my hard time at getting over reading addiction and so on. When you said you write what you are grateful for, it did give me an idea to sway away of the negativity that my journal has become and be more positive.

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Thanks Proxy. Teal Swan has a lot of useful videos on self-work, from LoA to shadow work. Until I saw Divine Dimension's recent blog post on Shadow work, I wasn't aware there was a term for it, even though I've gone through the process several times (and still working out a few issues internally with it). If you have time to read DD's Keen blog, she explains the method well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pk6SoSnIzDM