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LibraGirl92
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posted December 04, 2020 07:04 PM
  
Just saw your post in the thread and it wouldn't upset me in all honestly it would actually help get a better understanding on how I or both me and J can work through it all this time around as I feel all the time apart and being much older and wiser if we both decided to give this another chance that it could possibly work this time around <3 IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 04, 2020 11:35 PM
It definitely looks good. All your sources are bringing positive possibility. I'm excited to hear of your homecoming. J.  IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 04, 2020 11:35 PM
I know energies and feelings can change at times but I thought I might ask: What are J’s feelings towards me and I assume he deactivated his Facebook and would most likely go on the route of handwriting and sending to my uncle to give but will be he reactivate it this month or in January see my message and contact me and may possibly be at the airport at my arrival?IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 05, 2020 12:58 PM
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 05, 2020 01:24 PM
I’ve asked stokia about how he feels and wants me as a partner she kindly did it in my interpersonal thread you may look if you like😊 So right now he feels undecided not ready for commitment at the moment and most likely would wait for me to return home to see how our relationship develops but apparently he still has feelings for me as the last card was page of cups but I completely understand it all as I’ve been gone for so long he may think I don’t want him or it’s too late but I still have feelings for her I just wish he realised that he can go on Facebook and talk to me just look me up an message me but..... as we said before there is the fear he may be afraid to speak to me but if he did I would let him know I am coming home.
If I may can I ask you about if he may reactivate his Facebook this month or in jan to message me? And may possibly be at the airport when I arrive ?
I’m sorry for the confusion as when I was asking to ask a question i thought you replied but she replied lol ❤️IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 05, 2020 04:35 PM
LibraGirl92, No, it is ok, it's me. I thought those were Qs you gave to Stoika, was groggy when I read the msg here. Sorry. Didn't sleep the whole night through so my focus was not fully right until now. Drinking water to hydrate ~ wake my mind up better.
It was on my side.♡
Q ~"Will J reactivate his account before January? "
Your card 8 of Swords .. No
You pulled clarifying card though.
Although the answer regarding
Facebook doesn't appear promising,
he will be open, out side that avenue. This is a positive, emotional card in terms of love. You will need to be creative in reaching him.
9 of cups is one from 10 , you may find an emotional
reciprocity once you do get in contact.
Q ~ "Is there a possibility J will welcome LibraGirl92 at the airport when she returns in January? "
Your card Page of Pentacles
He likely will. It looks good in possibility but this card can mean this fire might be as warm as you may anticipate. The advice here is to not let that deter you from putting your interest in the possibility; however be ready in case it does not occur, his being there.  clarified by
Queen of wands
Although he may have heard by then you're coming home, he may not arrive to greet you, not because he doesn't want to . There's a chance he will but work/responsibilities may hold him back. I hope this helps, it is good to siton the fence. I'm wondering if you were to go old school, he'll see your desirewas strong enough to have the messenger? It is your choice but lastwe spoke ofthat, did you meditate with that question to know which way to go with your correspondence?  IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 05, 2020 04:41 PM
No I haven’t and I haven’t started the letter nor got into contact with my uncle due to me working and won’t lie I’m a bit nervous but I need to find the courage I did with the letter and do it.
Also if doesn’t happen I’m honestly not too worried as of course work/responsibilities come first so no biggie❤️
I will meditate on it after work and draw some cards and post here of what I got and my interpretation
And when I turned on my Spotify on my speaker in the car to listen to on the way to work Falling to Black while writing all this by Sully Erna my fav musician from the band Godsmack he is the lead vocals came on I will share the link and have a listen...❤️ http://youtu.be/DKOYX_-uPro IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 05, 2020 04:41 PM
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MoonMystic
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posted December 05, 2020 05:04 PM
Maybe your throat and root chakra can bring your courage up too?
Have a nice day hun, I hope that reading wasn't too ambiguous. The clarifying cards might help. If you meditate on the clariy cards too. Godsmack, I know a bit of them, I'll listen in a bit, thank you. IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 05, 2020 05:14 PM
Yeah I most likely need to listen to some frequencies again to do it Img anxiety is plying up about the whole situation with him but maybe if I tune in that I may start writing it and I will try to hun I’ll check around what t oh have to say about the song when I’m breaks and stuff and you have a good evening as well hun and the reading was fine😊❤️IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 06, 2020 05:41 AM
So I asked my cards while listening to a frequency on youtube (Awake The Psychic Ability Theta Binaural Beats) "Which way should I go about my correspondence with J"
and received the following:
Two of Cups instantly popped out while shuffling
Father of Swords (King of Swords)
3 of Pentacles
Son of Wands
Daughter of Pentacles (page of pentacles)
okay so what I am getting especially with the 3 of pentacles possibly the best route to take is handwriting it and sending it to my uncle to deliver as I feel with Two of Cups it stands for me and J with my wild unknown its two cups and two red roses crossing one another I can say this letter would be an apology but expressing my feelings towards him. I never stopped caring and even though through the years we were with other people my heart still had that place for him deep down that I sheltered and that no one could replace.
King of Swords, I see it as a bit of an older gentleman which I could say that would be my uncle.
Three of pentacles it's a mountain underneath the mountain it's like a triangle formation with the pentacles so it can possibly represent the distance currently and that I write it send it to my uncle who then receives and then passes the letter to J completing the formation.
Next Knight of Wands could possibly mean that with my letter being sent it could mean that J reads the letter and could possibly quickly respond as I am more than likely going to put in that letter "if you would like to communicate further message me on Facebook or here is my email address" But I will be putting the date that I am coming home and most likely my arrival time and invite him to the airport (I am still contemplating on whether to put that last part of inviting him to the airport but I think nothing could hurt as it is an invitation)
Lastly page of pentacles maybe it could possibly mean that he may enjoy reading the letter it may find him a bit of peace or the letter may have him experience new feelings about me that dissolve the anger and hurt he may still possibly hold against me which I don't blame him for it I really don't.
So that is my interpretation on that question what do you think?
Overall I am thinking the best route is going old school because I tried other social media to try and find him but I can't maybe isn't too keen on social media anymore but when I wrote that message in September I was under the assumption that he was still active on Facebook but I just looked in my messenger and it was delivered to his inbox but never seen or anything. But I would have thought back in April of this year when I told my Uncle to tell him I said hi and he told my uncle he says hi that possibly he would reach out but I guess at that time he thought nothing of it or thought that it may have been weird and then I bet after that I slowly crept back into his mind maybe his heart as well but I would definitely his mind <3
Interesting as I was putting my cards away they were facedown and the bottom card was 4 of wands...feelings of home I think he misses the feeling of home which he may found with me <3IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 06, 2020 02:10 PM
quote:
Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
So I asked my cards while listening to a frequency on youtube (Awake The Psychic Ability Theta Binaural Beats) "Which way should I go about my correspondence with J"
and received the following:
Two of Cups instantly popped out while shuffling
Father of Swords (King of Swords)
3 of Pentacles
Son of Wands
Daughter of Pentacles (page of pentacles)
okay so what I am getting especially with the 3 of pentacles possibly the best route to take is handwriting it and sending it to my uncle to deliver as I feel with Two of Cups it stands for me and J with my wild unknown its two cups and two red roses crossing one another I can say this letter would be an apology but expressing my feelings towards him. I never stopped caring and even though through the years we were with other people my heart still had that place for him deep down that I sheltered and that no one could replace.
King of Swords, I see it as a bit of an older gentleman which I could say that would be my uncle.
Three of pentacles it's a mountain underneath the mountain it's like a triangle formation with the pentacles so it can possibly represent the distance currently and that I write it send it to my uncle who then receives and then passes the letter to J completing the formation.
Next Knight of Wands could possibly mean that with my letter being sent it could mean that J reads the letter and could possibly quickly respond as I am more than likely going to put in that letter "if you would like to communicate further message me on Facebook or here is my email address" But I will be putting the date that I am coming home and most likely my arrival time and invite him to the airport (I am still contemplating on whether to put that last part of inviting him to the airport but I think nothing could hurt as it is an invitation)
Lastly page of pentacles maybe it could possibly mean that he may enjoy reading the letter it may find him a bit of peace or the letter may have him experience new feelings about me that dissolve the anger and hurt he may still possibly hold against me which I don't blame him for it I really don't.
So that is my interpretation on that question what do you think?
Overall I am thinking the best route is going old school because I tried other social media to try and find him but I can't maybe isn't too keen on social media anymore but when I wrote that message in September I was under the assumption that he was still active on Facebook but I just looked in my messenger and it was delivered to his inbox but never seen or anything. But I would have thought back in April of this year when I told my Uncle to tell him I said hi and he told my uncle he says hi that possibly he would reach out but I guess at that time he thought nothing of it or thought that it may have been weird and then I bet after that I slowly crept back into his mind maybe his heart as well but I would definitely his mind <3
Interesting as I was putting my cards away they were facedown and the bottom card was 4 of wands...feelings of home I think he misses the feeling of home which he may found with me <3
Hey hun, I'm finishing something up and afterwards I'll be reading & better responding to this thread. I haven't forgotten .. bb soon. ❤ IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 06, 2020 05:09 PM
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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Hey hun, I'm finishing something up and afterwards I'll be reading & better responding to this thread. I haven't forgotten .. bb soon. ❤
i forgot to put but here is a picture of the cards <3
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MoonMystic
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posted December 06, 2020 10:49 PM
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 07, 2020 01:48 AM
Very true as Facebook and a lot of social media has just become plan toxic period if I could get rid of it I would just because of the toxic bit due to family and friends that’s the only way to keep it contact. When I think about it yes I have to and I had a wonderful tarot reader named Barry who did a video reading for me which I can send you the link as no one can see it unless they have that link and I want to share it as you have helped me so much and pretty much I need to tell him my feelings and I’m gonna go through with it may take some time to write it as it’s most likely going to be a couple of pages but it’s time he knows my feelings. Pretty much pouring my heart out and see where it goes❤️ I am the type though to really overthink things ❤️
Here is the link to the video reading: http://youtu.be/nn7Hw1Z-7ms IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted December 07, 2020 06:18 PM
Because it was personal I didn't fully listen but he's right about how "freewill" can change these card stories. Anything can happen with on wrong/right turn/choice. Do you want to share what he said? Thank you for sharing but it is personal for you. Have you been writing a letter yet. Yes, FB is toxic, especially to freethinking and faith based people. So J, if still Catholic, may have left. I hope you're doing well. What day is yiur flight? IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 07, 2020 06:27 PM
I am currently setting my flight for the 21st January so I would leave NZ on the 21st of Jan (NZ time) and arrive home on the 21st (their time) so its like flying back in time lol.
I was going to start last night but it was well into the night because I picked up a shift for work and I may start tonight because of the fact that I have a banking appointment in just a few but currently on hold with them because they didn't send me a text saying your appointment which im a bit crossed.
To sum it all up that I need to tell J my feelings that he may possibly still have feelings there because it is apparent that I still have them and that J may try and say that J may say that he would want to be friends at first but would most likely want it to develop further. But once I finish this appointment Ill be writing just pouring my whole heart out <3
So while I was typing to you about J while being on hold with bank on speaker they have music play and the song Next to Me by Lepani came on the lyrics:
I'm feeling older,
Are we getting colder?
'Cos I still ain't over you.
I need a shoulder,
I feel so alone now,
'Cos I still ain't over you.
I really thought the rest of my
Life would be the rest of you too, yeah.
And I feel like the best of my life won't be the same without you.
So if you come back,
I'll be right here.
Drown in my tears,
Will you come and rescue me?
Yeah, 'Cos I know we promised,
That we would move on now,
But I need you next to me.
I really thought the rest of my
Life would be the rest of you too, yeah.
And I feel like the best of my life won't be the same without you.
Yeah I know we tried,
And I know you cried,
'Cos I cried as much as you.
And I hope you're finding a love in time, If I'm ever over you.
I know we tried,
And I know you cried,
'Cos I cried as much as you.
And I hope you're finding a love in time, if I'm ever over you.
So if you come back,
I'll be right here.
Drown in my tears,
Will you come and rescue me?
Cos I know we promised
That we would move on now,
But I need you next to me
I really thought the rest of my
Life would be the rest of you too, yeah.
And I feel like the best of my life won't be the same without you.
So if you come back,
I'll be right here.
Drown in my tears,
Will you come and rescue me?
Cos I know we promised,
That we would move on now,
But I need you next to me.
I really thought the rest of my
Life would be the rest of you too, yeah.
And I feel like the best of my life
Won't be the same without you, yeah.
P.s while on hold I started writing and already on page 3 still more to write as I had to head out for my appointment❤️ quote:
Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Because it was personal I didn't fully listen but he's right about how "freewill" can change these card stories. Anything can happen with on wrong/right turn/choice. Do you want to share what he said? Thank you for sharing but it is personal for you. Have you been writing a letter yet. Yes, FB is toxic, especially to freethinking and faith based people. So J, if still Catholic, may have left. I hope you're doing well. What day is yiur flight?
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posted December 07, 2020 08:50 PM
Wow. I'm reading your msg now .. let me respond in a minute
At first I thought you wrote me a long note .. tonight my mind is not engaged too well. A lot of nearby distractions.
That's an emotional song. Is it one from when you were together?
Then you'll still be in NZ when the grand conjunct occurs?
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 07, 2020 09:42 PM
Well the flight would leave Christchurch NZ at 6 pm 21st Jan arrive in Auckland at 9:30 pm arrive in LAX at 4:51 Jan 21 and arrive in Chicago at 11:11 pm Jan 21 so because of the international dateline I will be going back a day so technically when I arrive in the states in NZ it will be 22nd Jan and no that song was not when we were together I looked it up and it was released this year 2020
what is the grand conjunct?
quote:
Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Wow. I'm reading your msg now .. let me respond in a minute
At first I thought you wrote me a long note .. tonight my mind is not engaged too well. A lot of nearby distractions.
That's an emotional song. Is it one from when you were together?
Then you'll still be in NZ when the grand conjunct occurs?
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 08, 2020 04:14 PM
So I am still in the process of writing the letter it is currently more of a rough draft than final and in the journal, once I finish the letter if you want I would like to type it here for you to see as you have helped me so much with J <3, The Journal I am writing it I pull out a piece of paper that I had written this on 29/07/18 Here is what that paper 2 years ago says:
All of these thoughts that go through my head I feel sometimes I don't know what I'm doing. These thoughts of you I can't let go or won't escape have been there for so long. I hope and pray every day you are okay and that you find peace and happiness. As much as want to be rid of you my heart tells me no. What type of pull do you have on me? The state you left me in I can remember clear as day. I always wonder if there are times do you still feel the way I do? I need to be released and every time I feel I'm so close or I feel I am there you are right in the centre of my mind. The love I had for you was nothing I have ever felt. Being around you the electricity, the butterflies in the stomach it's really hard to describe. The mental link I share with you is very strong and the more I need it to break it won't. Sometimes I think its lunacy to have these thoughts.
We were young but you will always hold a dear space in my heart. The pain I caused you I wish you could know how much I regret it. Young and dumb didn't know any better. It wasn't right to play with your heart in fact no one deserves it. I wish we could be friends but in a way so much pain, anger. All I can say is I wish you the best on whatever you achieve and hopefully, there is someone out there who can treat you way better than how I did. One day I hope we can reunite and resolve our issues for the sake of us. I wish you the best, take care
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MoonMystic
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posted December 09, 2020 01:44 PM
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LibraGirl92
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posted December 09, 2020 02:30 PM
I have forgiven myself was just amazing what I wrote two years ago and then I wrote and sent that apology message in September. I am still working on my letter tho it's in a rough draft state.
What did you mean by grand conjunct for when I arrive home? what is special with that? IP: Logged |
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posted December 09, 2020 02:36 PM
On the 21st of this month (Dec) we will walk into the new age of Aquarius.
Jupiter/Saturn will both cnj and from what I saw Mercury, which is faster will be near too. Many have waited a long time for this celestial event. Saturn is Karma (good+bad) and Jupiter is usually good blessings. Our world is already changing but this date night bring sudden additional changes.IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted December 09, 2020 02:49 PM
Thank you for explaining. I think I need to do some shadow work I can't explain this feeling but I feel I am just living in my past trying to hope that J and I can reconcile but I am slowly realising that I need to move forward not back. There may be secrets that he has kept from me that I don't even know about who is to say that I wasn't the only one he was with when we dated and that he is a player?
He may just want to possess and control me and just have me to himself while he feels he can keep playing games with girls.
I feel like someone is telling me to wake up and see him for who he is most likely he was a karmic relationship and my lesson was to let go and obviously, I didn't learn it but now I am <3 IP: Logged |
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posted December 09, 2020 04:14 PM
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