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posted December 13, 2020 08:02 PM            

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I only half way read because had a bazinga.
You don't know I channel, do you? Cause it's powerless. Happens with no effort.
Yesterday an old story flipped into my mind. This story may make sense if you reread because it thru my experience as a then 14 year old girl. This beemed in my mind yesterday -no fn reason, ok ..
As a 14 yo, had a boyfriend who was 18. I went to school with his little brother. One weekend he (my bf TD) couldn't see me. I was upset but then looked out my kitchen window, he walked with a little blonde boy on his shoulders. I was perplexed. Very curious what this was about. I had no idea between HIS (TD) 14/15th year, he had a child.

Maybe this info came to me to show you this secret might have been older than you think?

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posted December 13, 2020 08:14 PM            

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Woah did not know you could channel that’s a bit eye opener so it could be possible that he secretly has a kid but no one knew anything about probably apart from his and maybe his mother or perhaps his mother doesn’t even know. I just think something like that he won’t reveal or if he truly trusts me enough if we reunited possibly.
Maybe he has wanted to be with me for so long that possibly this big secret he feels would crush me and make run the thing i see is that if he had a child and and was an 11 going on 12 I would have to accept that and if the bio mom kept that child from him until now that he is almost 30 it sounds pretty messed up. Maybe that is why he was so mysterious with me maybe that’s why he may have developed deep feelings but couldn’t proceed because of this secret if it is true he had a child I think all along he protected my feelings

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posted December 13, 2020 08:54 PM            

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My brother in law was 12 and thinks he fathered a child. Hubbys ex sister-in-law gave birth at 15. In my time it was more common ~ maybe.

I have no reason to had picked up vibes on my old storyline of that bf from back then. Never kept a fire for him beyond then. Spirit may have nudged that to me so I could share it with you.

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posted December 13, 2020 09:00 PM            

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That’s so weird. I mean honestly if we wanted to have a committed relationship that he would have to reveal it if it was true. But sallie did mention I was on his mind but possibly not romantically to say so if I may can I ask:
Why am I on J’s mind?

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posted December 13, 2020 09:28 PM            

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9 of cups. Wishes fulfilled. Either he wants you and is looking fwd to your return because he knows .. or he's gloating with cheer because he is bitter? I hope not but I'm going clarify.
The Fool.
I feel he wants to begin anew with you.
He's posdibly been working hard with all the wands to make you see him with his pride and possiblyto afford a future, maybe with you?

I have never caught the other lookalike from fb in any read for you. Maybe he saw someone very similar, asked her to pose with him and it was his bitter revenge? Any possibility he never really used fb otherwise or has a spare account?

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posted December 13, 2020 09:41 PM            

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Hmm very interesting because she was the gal he started dating in jan 2014 2 months after we stopped all communication in November I just found it a bit odd.
But The only way to know if he knows I’m coming home is through my uncle which I highly doubt they speak lor heard from someone saying Jess is coming home next month. I tried looking for a spare account on Facebook using his name and got nothing but that profile unless it’s under another name. I’m willing to try but this time Around truth and honesty and communication is a big factor to make this relationship work this time and honestly if he had a kid from years ago there is nothing can change and can accept the only thing it would hurt the most if he fathered this child when we dated if the kid is 11 that would make him 17 when he fathered and we started dating from June 2009 and broke up in may 2010
But all in all I think he may be working so hard to try and provide us a future if he wants to be with me as he knows how rough it was when I dated chad and at one point I was homeless J knows that so maybe he wants to be known as the one that helped provide Jess with the best life she could have <3
So if J's chart is correct he has Neptune, Saturn, and Uranus in 5th house and looking online apparently if a man has Neptune in 5th house that it can indicate a man can have a child that he didn't even know about so...that could possibly be a hint but honestly we do really know and it is just speculation the only way to know the truth is he tells me in person to my face

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posted December 13, 2020 10:44 PM            

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Maybe we have a clue he could have fathered one unknowingly but he might be in delusions even now. Unless he recently learned it and that's why he's in oppresive energy?

Hun, can I ask you something?

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posted December 13, 2020 10:51 PM            

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yes you may <3 hmm, interesting but then again i have seen girls say this is your child but in the end, it isn't and that is some very hurtful actions but then again if he indeed fathered one unknowingly she should have been upfront with him in the first place I find those actions uncalled for in my book.

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Maybe we have a clue he could have fathered one unknowingly but he might be in delusions even now. Unless he recently learned it and that's why he's in oppresive energy?

Hun, can I ask you something?

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posted December 13, 2020 10:57 PM            

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I agree it isn't right but women have done things like that. I dated two single dad's before too. The mother of the kids both times meddled.

Relating to secret parentage, I had a friend in school who found out a girl her age had turned out was a blood relative. The mother had never revealed it until she was in her teens. People do strange things.

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posted December 13, 2020 10:58 PM            

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what would you like to ask me? <3

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posted December 13, 2020 11:07 PM            

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Just wondering, your thoughts.
I can take the honesty.
I've been reading almost two months. Wonder how my peers feel.
Really .. How bad do I suck? I'm getting a feeling maybe I am ruffling some wrong.

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posted December 13, 2020 11:08 PM            

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I don't think you suck at all hun you have honestly helped me so much and others as well I know it's like your another member on your forum but you put in a lot of work with your readings and I surely enjoy them and I think from what I see on here others do too yeah we all may be rusty at times but we get over it and we keep going <3
Nobody I feel would spend this much time helping with my ex J like you did and I am very grateful from the bottom of my heart that you gave yourself the time and energy to help me regarding our situation your like an angel to me <3

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posted December 13, 2020 11:11 PM            

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I hope so. I got worried a couple things made me second guess myself. Thank you.
I suppose it's like a well oiled machine, it needs to keep active to keep skill building.

I feel better but maybe my rose quartz will help. It's a weird energy time lately. The Eclipse, upcoming new Aqua energies.
Did I tell you our Sun's are trine by a tight orb? In my life, my story with a past love, so similar to you and J.

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posted December 13, 2020 11:17 PM            

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💕🌸💕

You have a big heart and I have been happy to be helpful. 🙂

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posted December 13, 2020 11:17 PM            

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Hun I honestly second guess myself at times with readings but I'm just a beginner lol but everyone has their moments <3
I just hope and pray J has the courage to seek me out and communicate with me I have this feeling he may want to but is just very afraid deep down as he may feel I am going to hurt him again. I think this calling to home yes it may be about family but I think it may be with J as well that he may want/need me in his life <3

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posted December 13, 2020 11:25 PM            

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oh wow i never thought of that is awesome! maybe that is why i felt so comfortable telling you everything about me and J and sharing my story and I feel like we get a long so well <3

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I hope so. I got worried a couple things made me second guess myself. Thank you.
I suppose it's like a well oiled machine, it needs to keep active to keep skill building.

I feel better but maybe my rose quartz will help. It's a weird energy time lately. The Eclipse, upcoming new Aqua energies.
Did I tell you our Sun's are trine by a tight orb? In my life, my story with a past love, so similar to you and J.

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posted December 13, 2020 11:26 PM            

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Yeah, as I said before there's no complete certainty in any reading.. even astrology. Nothing is flawless in today's world, obviously. In a non technology time, perhaps it was more accurate.

Just thought, have you come up in his readings with one backwards in his spot when reading/getting readings? Vedic may be most accurate, I wonder.

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posted December 13, 2020 11:32 PM            

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i am sorry im not sure what you mean by that and i haven't tried vendic how would that go about?

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Yeah, as I said before there's no complete certainty in any reading.. even astrology. Nothing is flawless in today's world, obviously. In a non technology time, perhaps it was more accurate.

Just thought, have you come up in his readings with one backwards in his spot when reading/getting readings? Vedic may be most accurate, I wonder.

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posted December 13, 2020 11:39 PM            

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It's difficult to explain atm, have you tried sidereal in chart options?

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posted December 13, 2020 11:45 PM            

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No I haven’t but will give it a go will post chart when done still midpoint?

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posted December 13, 2020 11:49 PM            

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I can't say what is what in if there's a child, let alone the age. I can say there's 2 ways he may have learned of your return besides your uncle, he could go to readers. Or .. maybe he gets downloads and is in touch with abilities?

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posted December 13, 2020 11:51 PM            

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The last 24h I had strong energies, but the past 6 or so hours it is less. Maybe cause I had a lot of family interactions.

If I has been living alone, a hermit type, he could be super sensitive.

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posted December 13, 2020 11:53 PM            

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Hmmm very interesting maybe he is starting to awake
I’m having a bit confusion making the chart if I give you our details I can edit when you say you have them I trust you enough❤️
If I am down right honest I don’t think he has a child atm I am thinking more so he is trying to build a financial nest for himself and working hard❤️ I honestly think he misses me as much I miss him as well❤️

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posted December 14, 2020 12:32 AM            

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Your intuition may be kicking in. I feel it might be similar to my question earlier. We start doubting ourselves at times. Air is notorious for that. I am not feeling
him being dad, based on our readings. Not that we have go be right but you knew him. Your instincts are connectedwith him essentially.

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posted December 14, 2020 12:43 AM            

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He isn’t that stupid to do something like that I just get that feeling about em and who knows we may end up having one together if it’s meant to be. Maybe he has been waiting for me all this time deep down and now I am coming home we can try and make it right and true this time❤️

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