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Topic: @Springtimeflower - Natal chart question
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Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted January 07, 2023 04:02 PM
I'm also hoping for a better year as a Goat, 2022 turned out to be a bust for me overall... Well, a necessary bust, though... It looks like we will have to wait for the Mars and Mercury Rx to pass and it'll be all GO for a few months probably.I've heard about the Covid situation regarding China, unfortunately, this doesn't sound too good. There is a famous astrologer Jessica Adams and her astrology blog I follow. She predicted a few months (or even a year) prior to the first news not so long ago arriving about China's restrictions being lifted... She wrote about bad news around a new wave of the pandemic which could be one of the worst so far. I'm not quite happy about this as I've just started to see a glimmer of hope of getting certain pieces from my pre-covid everyday life back. Including getting back to the office and even traveling abroad. I wanted to see the world again, but looks like there is another delay in the line for me probably... NYE was quite mellow, I spent the evening with my mom and her partner. A few hours before midnight I got back home to feed my kitty. Fireworks were going down continuously, and even though I closed all the blinders to make the rooms pitch black, kitty was still tense due to the noise out there. Poor thing even had a puffy tail a few times Lately, I've been contemplating my natal North Node & South Node placements. I have my NN in 3H Cap conjunct Uranus and Neptune. South Node in 9H Cancer. I've read and heard for a few times that the SN shows e.g. the past life, comfort zone, things to leave behind, etc. As my 9H is empty I haven't really paid much attention to it so far, but now I had a strange realization that the 9H things for me (ranging from education to foreign cultures) are definitely not a comfort zone for me - or, at least not in a sense others think of 'comfort zone'. I find it strange that these things come naturally to me indeed, but I have to make a huge effort to make 9H things happen in my life - pull myself out of my real 3D comfort zone On the contrary, I feel I was born into the 3H Cap NN action. My life used to be very Cap and Saturnian-like for more than 20 years, restricted and full of responsibility since my childhood. Something I used to be very familiar and comfort zone-ish with, but it wasn't 'natural' for me at all. With Uranus-Neptune conjunct NN I'm craving for breaking free to experince the 9H stuff, and I feel it is intensifying more and more as the time goes by. I think probably the pandemic helped to magnify the situation, too. This 'necessary bust 2022 situation' regarding my career also contributed to this realization. I've always felt at some kind of eerie ease in leadership positions with bigger responsibility, but I've never truly wanted to climb the corporate ladder, I've rather been forced into them either by higher ups because there weren't other options to get a promotion and higher salary, or societal/peer/parental pressure even if it's been rather on the unconscious scale. My mom used to push me a lot back then, too. Only perfection was acceptable and the hustle culture-ish mentality to give 200% all the time. I wanted to become a fashion designer (Midheaven in Leo - 5H and creativity + probably my Libra placements, too) I've always been crafty and highly creative, but I was basically prohibited by her to go into that direction. I know I also do well with 9H stuff (2H in Sag) I normally earn my living in positions including more than 1 foreign language, but even to these days, especially now as I got back to embroidery, I feel utterly sad about what happened before, basically the missed opportunity to do what I really love. And that I didn't have enough autonomy back then to make decisions on my own. I used to be muted, manipulated and stifled, very Saturnian oppressive childhood. I wasn't even taken anywhere, but quite literally kept among 4 walls most of the time. That used to be all I know/knew and took long years and effort on my side to do the shadow work and work on this part of my life. I crave wholesome experiences and freedom to explore a LOT. ETA: Transiting Saturn is back again exactly on natal Moon. 2 out of the 3 rounds (including this last one) I feel trapped in "4 walls". IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 08, 2023 11:04 AM
Yes, on the retrogrades going direct. I'm thinking things may change for me when transiting mars is in its last degrees of gemini as it will sextile my natal uranus in my seventh house which is near my north node..I can relate to what you are seeing with the nodes as freedom (away from taking care of everyone else) has been elusive for me..my cap saturn in the first showing all my responsibility for my parents over the years..I also have an intercepted house there, too, with Aquarius, which makes sense. I had one reader tell me that when my mother passes, the tears will start for a good while..my moon is in 7 deg of cancer, so as transiting mars gets closer, I can see the tears and the approximate two weeks they gave me for my emotions to balance, it fits the transit..I'm thinking as I get things cleaned out and are just living here instead of working on stuff (like another reader saw things changing for me)..it will most likely be around mid March then just like the transits are showing. Transiting Mercury in Taurus will also be in opposition to my natal Mars showing the battle with my siblings as my natal mars also rules my third house, but then it will trine my natal saturn/jupiter conjunction and things will get worked out. On the Covid..I just keep wearing my mask..but yes, it will be interesting to see how it all manifests everywhere..we just need to protect ourselves and remain positive. On the reading you gave me about the cameras in the windows..and that someone or something would happen to change things..I picked up intuitively that they were offered something, but declined and then I called about what I saw with one of the windows and the person living there, so maybe they know that I know and that becomes the deterrent..today has been quiet, but lately I noticed that they have become less and less focused on me with just some spikes of interest. I'm thinking there is a guy that will be coming into their life as the big venus retrograde coming in the Summer with Mars in the same sign during part of it will activate their venus and mars in the same sign.. That same venus retrograde is in your 10th house and with its ruler in Sag in the 2nd, it should benefit your travel aspirations through your career--you will either travel to other countries through your work or you will move to another country to work. Your 11th house ruler (hopes and wishes) is next to your Sun and jupiter in your 11th will be fortunate for you..so this fits for movement. The third house is also short distance travel. You are right about the wanting to travel and the south node..but the ninth house could also have something to do with higher education and the orthodox religion to move away from, which may have been your past life interests..I have aquarius in my 1st house or where my SN is and in readings they talked about me not being fair. In this lifetime I've tried hard to treat everyone fairly..and when I think about the person behind the camera, there wasn't anything I could do, but didn't think I was being unfair..each person around them had different ideas on what they wanted..some not wanting to do anything, some not caring about what got done, etc. I tried to take a middle road, but even that didn't work. This also makes sense with mercury ruler of my eighth (shared resources) near my ninth (philosophies) squaring my natal saturn, which rules both my 12th (covertly) and 1st (overtly) houses...slandering me in both ways because of how they looked at things. My mercury in libra thinks logically..the square is showing with the slander that they don't think logically with what needed to be done. I also pulled cards for one of them (at the center of everything) and got that they aren't in touch with reality), which makes sense with my saturn also ruling the 12th house of illusions as part of that square. Transiting pluto in cap is moving further away, but at the moment the more personal planets are activating all of this again--sun, mercury (in retrograde no less), so in your chart all that 3rd house stuff is being activated for you to put it behind you as I have been working on. Not letting it shackle me to feel like I can't do anything to help myself. For me the venus retrograde would be a 7th house event..I'm thinking that's when I will meet a good guy..my moon, ruler of the 7th is in the 6th and that fits with me working in a job that a reader saw me doing and that's how I would meet them...that transit will also benefit my dog..thinking about the dream I had in where I was living when things change and she would have more social because of the people around us as it conjuncts her natal jupiter and trines her sun and mercury. Hugs to your kitty. I don't think people realize and maybe some just don't care enough on how it affects them. I remember reading in the news that a woman in Brazil had gotten a firework caught in her clothes (came from someone else shooting it off). No one had time to help remove it and she died after it exploded. My pup didn't do well with the fireworks either.. I think the SN in the ninth is you changing your philosophies about family dynamics..cap can be rigid more than simply traveling..that will come to you through your work and that jupiter placement in your 11th.. I've also had to work hard at getting closer to having more freedom in my life for me..1st house aqua SN, but uranus' ruler is in my 7th..getting married and having a partner will help for me..Your south node ruler is in the 4th house..so moving away from your family..both our SN rulers are fixed signs, but the moon being cardinal or changeable yours is achieved by movement and more than likely through your career..the NN is also what you are here to teach others--responsibility, dependability, etc.?..mine is also fixed but in aqua, so it makes sense with readings I've had that it will come suddenly...I'm thinking mine is using what you have creatively/repurpose it to clean it out so that you can live more freely.. I think your 3rd house cap placements are helping you to see how hard work (saturn) can help you to achieve your hopes, wishes and feeling freer (uranus) and your dreams (neptune) and this is what you can help others to see or learn in their lives... Your natal saturn conjuncting your 4th house in opposition to your 10th house is a push pull of two competing interests, but what I've read about this is that the way to solving this dilemna is to give to both..then you won't feel that way.. I'll be back with more soon.. IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 09, 2023 05:09 PM
I re-read what you last wrote and something I once read popped into my head..with freedom comes responsibility..Your moon in Aquarius wants to be free... your sun in sag is typically a freedom seeker/explorer..but I think the Pluto transit will help you in the coming years..I remember as a child spending lots of time in my room, but it wasn't forced..my parents took us to the beach until my mother fell and then we no longer went..then I remember going places with friends (their older siblings would take us)..when I look back, I don't remember how I may have felt..I think cap placements in our charts can make us dwell on the past, but I think with Uranus in cap in your 3rd house, you'll break free of those limitations..both literally and how you think about some things..your mom wants the best for you.. usually aqua represents perfectionists..I had a sewing teacher like that and it wasn't until later that I realized just how much she helped me.. Sending hugs.. IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 09, 2023 05:13 PM
When Pluto goes into Aquarius, it's going to be interesting to see what happens..I think the barriers to a lot of things will undergo a transformation..IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted January 10, 2023 04:46 PM
Hi Spring, I will slowly reply to all your posts in the coming days in parts. At the moment, Saturn is working so hard to diligently wash and spin my natal Moon right in the middle of another purging... And Saturn is STILL in an applying position, it feels neverending, but I know it has to eventually end.I made a 2023 yearly reading for you what major external life events & changes to expect during the year. Wheel of Fortune King of Wands Strength High Priestess Queen of Pentacles Bottom card: 8 of Cups Strength and the lion in the middle of the spread immediately caught my eye, I think you are right about the Summer period and the Venus Retrograde in the sign of Leo. The King of Wands either refers to the person you've also mentioned with the placements, or can be a different man who is probably a fire sign, or has fire sign placements, too. The Wheel indicates movement and changes happening including fateful events/encounters. Jupiter and Uranus transits should definitely be checked, these can give further clues. It can also indicate a cycle ending (and a new one beginning as the Fool was peeking out a few times, too) Something which probably started at least 10 years ago, or happened 10 years ago is either going to pass, or come back to another round with the retrograde(s). Strength can also refer to your pup, but combined with the HP I'd say definitely listen to your instincts and intuition. Or, your dog's reactions if someone pops up. Growling and barking shows a 'no-no', bad vibes and energies. - This just randomly came to my mind, but your pup might actually be a guardian of yours trying to protect you from certain decisions/paths. The QoP might be a family member of an earth sign (or significant earth placements), she might require more of your attention possibly in financial matters. Or, she will be someone helping you with practical matters in general. With the 8 of Cups on top of the spread as a summary, certain things which don't satisfy you emotionally will be left behind during 2023. There can be a possibility for literal relocation, too. I pulled another card - 4 of Pentacles. On the card there is a man holding tightly onto 3 pentacles (1 is on his head), behind him stands the grim reaper with a scythe. Another day I read about Saturn and scythe as its symbol (also referring to the 90's manga/anime Sailor Moon where Sailor Saturn also had a scythe-like sceptre) I'd definitely check any natal Saturn placements and the upcoming Saturn transit in Pisces, too. Any 12H topics can come up ranging from past events (from this/other lifetimes) and the matters of the subconscious to metaphorical/literal death as well. Can also show an end to an iffy financial situation, sorting out and creating order/structure where previously boundaries didn't really exist and you felt you had to hold money closer and tighter to you. I cut the deck exactly at the Hanged Man, Pisces/12H is emphasized. ETA: When I tried to pick the cards up the 4 of Pentacles fell down and turned upside down (reversed). One thing which came to my mind was the word 'fall' - like someone falling in/out of love, literally falling, falling leaves, something happening in the Fall. Or, ALL of these in a sequence. Events which have the potential to turn lives upside down. There will be 2 eclipses in October: New Moon/Solar Eclipse in Libra on October 14, 2023 (21°8') Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse in Taurus on October 28, 2023 (5°9') One/both of these might be highly significant for you. As the card became 'reversed' I looked the Rx planets list up: Saturn Rx - June to November Uranus Rx - August to January Neptune Rx - June to December Pluto Rx - May to October Chiron Rx - July to December ETA 2: I've just realized my mouse attached to my laptop also fell. Probably kitty knocked it down. Something about the 'arrow' - movement, direction, control, or these turning upside down, a detour, a 180° turn of events. Losing/falling control, change of direction. Derail, redirection from an external source or above. These came to my mind. ETA 3: I made a yearly reading for myself as well following the same question and literally a 5-card love spread turned out with 2 of Cups as a summary card. Then, I suddenly caught myself accidentally leaving that pesky reversed 4 of Pents out of the deck before re-shuffling. It was suddenly peeking at me from below, too. And there I was, like omg I'm gonna be cut off from the comfort zone by probably letting my guard down finally. I am hoping to be catapulted out of my singlehood by a compatible person... A few days ago I was 'playing' with my timing pebbles and the eclipses in April/May might be significant in my case, especially the April Solar Eclipse at 29° Aries (almost right on my natal DSC). Around that time the SN will also conjunct my natal Venus, and a while later Jupiter, then the NN will conjunct my natal DSC. Might be quite interesting to observe. Hopefully, they won't turn out to be bust(s) IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted January 11, 2023 07:56 AM
I quickly pulled quite a few timing pebbles for you to help with any timing involved. I didn't expect it to be this much info, but the sequence just started to make sense - the pulling after pulling Feb Aqua Nov Dec 1 I think this refers to the most action happening in your life, from February to December. After Eclip Pluto Time Cap Day Travel Next To Moon Begin Future Uranus Months Again Sag Month Scorp From Long Done After the eclipse(s) might possibly come the change (Pluto Time - during Rx back in Capricorn) including some kind of movement (Travel) and a little instability (Uranus Months Again) probably some kind of home/NASA related event (Moon) Scorpio and Sag period will be significant for you including October the eclipse time. Rapid Within Saturn Ready Change Sun Until Leo 20 Soon Fall Either some kind of Saturnish or related event, or Saturn changing signs (March 0° Pisces & November 0° Pisces as a timeframe) From March to Leo season (including Fall) another life event/change might happen, I suspect it might be the Venus Rx related one, too. IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted January 11, 2023 01:09 PM
quote: Originally posted by Springtimeflower: When Pluto goes into Aquarius, it's going to be interesting to see what happens..I think the barriers to a lot of things will undergo a transformation..
Today I went for a walk and saw local numberplates again (our old combinations consist of 3 letters, then 3 numbers.) There were a few months appearing today as well e.g. JAN, MAY, JLY/JUL, NOV once and MAR three times! When I saw the MAR ones they came as a sequence and right after that I saw SCY again twice, then SKY (event in the sky, or anything involving the sky.) My first thought was immediately Saturn and Pluto changing signs from March, especially the latter one... I'm pretty sure it'll bring quite a few 'scythe' moments/events in general and personally, too. Way too obvious from these signs. I'm the most curious about Pluto reaching my natal Saturn at 3° first. Even when it reaches the 0° I wonder whether it'll activate the conjunction right away just like Saturn did to my natal Moon, or not yet and only the exact conjunction (or 1-2°) will count. I have a hunch Pluto will start transforming and dissolving my Saturn themes rather than making my roots to my current circumstances stronger. The astrologer suggested the latter as part of the Plutonian extremes e.g. I might get attached to my 'roots' via a family member getting ill and taking care, etc., but in my case, fortunately, that's 99% not a possibility at all so far. IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 11, 2023 09:04 PM
Wow Emsie!Thank you! I've been reading and re-reading everything you read for me and for you and will be back tomorrow with a fresh look. The whole day today was mostly errands..took care of the pup and tomorrow more for her--flea protection and nail trim (I take her to the vet for that)..I think when my life changes and she gets more exercise and attention (what I saw in my dream), she will do better health wise. I saw the one neighbor sneak her a treat today and the woman tried to act like she didn't (think she saw me) and turned around to walk away. The pup is on a prescription diet and that didn't help. I may take her out to the front and put the small garden fence up for her to go potty, but may just supervise and pick up her poop as she goes potty. Just need a flashlight at night. I also have more stuff to do for my mom tomorrow, too. It's supposed to get colder this weekend, so I wanted to get some outdoor/outside stuff done before that. Back soon. IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 12, 2023 08:24 PM
Finally..With the Moon conjunct Saturn, try to do something to just lift yourself up..treat yourself.. I hope so with the changes. Ten years ago I had started to work on my health and interesting you said I could have a new cycle with that as I started to get an eye infection..had them frequently around that time..but this one seemed milder, but a reminder to keep disciplined about it. Before I forget: Feedback on the one behind the cameras..About a week ago I picked up them declining an offer (you saw someone or something happening and then I would have peace), but the other day they told them: where do I sign?..the man said..we will make a good team.. I think there's a delay..transiting Mercury goes direct on the 18th..think they are just continuing what they have been doing, but I'm not picking up the turmoil like before..the 21st is showing good news, so I'm thinking it may have to do with me finding out that they have moved on. I also found out one of the companies launching rockets is working towards launching three of them a day. Not good for the pets as the sonic boom and windows rattling will be hard for them. Strength is right as I've had neighbors trying to feed or give my pup treats..put up a short fence and cut one off and then the other neighbor that I've talked with started giving them treats again. The Leo transits may be other challenges, though. My NN is also right there with the Venus retrograde.. My pup growling/barking may be the Aries guy showing up, but she may be a big help to keep him away from me as I know what he is about. The Q o P in readings is usually me. The new moon eclipse in Libra will conjunct both my natal venus and mercury and sextile my NN.. The full moon eclipse will be on my birthday and oppose my natal Sun.. I think the 4 of pentacles reversed may mean taking a risk as I think others had read the 4 of pentacles upright as protection. We feel protected in our own right and like you said getting out of your comfort zone..those transits you got for your year look like a new relationship.. A past reader saw me going on a picnic with a man during the Summer time. Transiting Pluto conjuncting your natal Saturn is much better than if it were to square it..but definitely transforming.. Interesting you looking at number plates..I would have never thought of that to be the sign..and your timing pebbles...I'll definitely give you feedback on that. I remembered that Aquarius was the ancient ruler of Saturn. Transiting pluto has started to square my natal Sun..doing things to help the whole group versus just yourself works out well with this transit..I don't plan on volunteering for anything anymore..I'm way over that..but maybe it has to do with my book writing efforts.. What's interesting is I keep running across people who are giving me info about what the future holds for the area where I live..aside from the multiple rocket launches, another person told me about all the accidents because of people coming here from different places and having different driving styles..he also told me about some of the dog issues--some not behaving at the dog parts and other dogs getting injured.. no longer a good place to live..my car insurance premium keeps going up and then we have commercials showing all the money awards going to accident victims. When I first started seeing them, an older senior was on saying that she had an accident while going only 25 mph, which isn't very fast considering the autobahn is 100+ miles per hour..she got a sizeable award and then said she bought a new home with it..they quickly edited that out of the commercial.. crazy.. Thank you again for the read...you did a great job!
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Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted January 24, 2023 02:24 PM
Hi Spring,I think what my local astrologer told me is actually coming true, with most of the retrogrades already gone my pace of life is picking up speed indeed. Aries energy is also kicking in Things related to my new workplace and role are taking most of my energy right now. But I haven't forgotten about you, probably by the weekend I will check back and re-read everything. IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 25, 2023 11:35 AM
Congratulations on your new position. Hoping for good life balance and happiness for you.I've been making good progress with the downsizing and cleanout. No worries on responding right away. I've been battling back to back eye issues coming from my health journey..think this was the relapse that you and/or another reader saw for me and then a much quicker rebound to getting my health back.. Take care, Spring IP: Logged |
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posted February 18, 2023 03:32 PM
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Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted February 18, 2023 10:10 PM
Feedback on what you read:Ahh, there was definitely something with the blinds and with darkness. I had "pitch black" on my mind several times while doing your reading. I also noticed on the 2 of Swords card it's dark night. The cat is blindfolded, but we can still see the cat from an outside perspective. Security is def important. I found it very interesting again that I picked up on stalking as well, and then, when I saw your Q I was immediately like "Omg, I knew there was something going on" On your question: Will N finally move on from stalking me over the next three months?
[Devil] [Star] [Fool] Bottom cards: World + 4 of Swords I can also see right away there's been pretty obsessive behaviour going on on behalf of the person in question, but I think eventually N will learn to calm down and/or start healing. Either way, I definitely feel giving up and moving on to "greener pastures" with the Fool card. Like being distracted by something/someone else, but every now and then N might still think of you while trying to find distractions to get you off their mind. The World in this case is a definite ending, the end of a not-so-pleasant cycle (stalking), and paired with 4 of Swords I feel it says "you can now rest your head in peace". An interesting detail on this latter card I definitely wanted to include - One candle is still lit in the window while it's pitch black darkness outside. I think this actually refers to your camera remaining vigilant nevertheless. --------------------------------------------- Today my ESP picked up a name..first and last and then I did a search for the general area and out popped up something interesting..the person is licensed to diagnose and treat mental, behavioral, and emotional disorders. They help patients develop strategies to change behavior or cope with difficult situations and refer patients to other resources or services, such as support groups or other mental health professionals.. so this is more likely to be the someone or something (distraction) that has come along to help them manage or heal whatever they need help with.. I'm still picking up their energy, but it will be interesting to see how quickly or slowly it drops off in the coming days/weeks.. My dog also had a meltdown a couple of days ago..she got something in her paw and didn't want my help at first..My ESP picked up the one neighbor (who has one of the woman's cameras in his window) saying I don't want that dog. Now I know my intuition was correct and why he had been trying to feed her and letting the corner of his fence sag. That same neighbor's yard is also full of the things my pupper got in her paw..lol I hope all is going well for you and that maybe there is some forward progress with your person of interest. Take care, Spring IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted February 19, 2023 02:03 PM
quote: Originally posted by Springtimeflower: I think your 3rd house cap placements are helping you to see how hard work (saturn) can help you to achieve your hopes, wishes and feeling freer (uranus) and your dreams (neptune) and this is what you can help others to see or learn in their lives...
This pretty much sums up my whole life so far... I've also been musing about this lately. Via hard work and effort I started accumulating money years ago. At first, I had no clue what for, it just kept on growing, but nowadays I just feel more and more to keep going and accumulating, because I will probably need it, especially if I want to be 'freed' from my homeland. Feels very Uranus & Neptune IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted February 19, 2023 02:21 PM
quote: Originally posted by Springtimeflower: Your moon in Aquarius wants to be free... your sun in sag is typically a freedom seeker/explorer..but I think the Pluto transit will help you in the coming years.
I hope you are right! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Even though Saturn is already getting away from my natal Aqua Moon, but there is still transiting planet activity in my 4H. I still feel stuck and the lack of motivation, enthusiasm and lust for life makes me really sad. I still don't feel like my real self and constantly praying for something to come and give those back to me. To give me a new purpose and direction. I've never thought I would EVER pray for some Pluto action. I've already experienced one before and it completely wiped my whole life out, it was pure pain and no fun for years (when everything I'd ever buried deep inside came up for purging at once...) Saturn is structure, I can't help but feel stronger every day that Pluto on my natal Saturn will uproot me instead of strenghtening my roots (how my local astrologer also suggested as another possibility of the influence) Even now as I think of the possibility of getting glued to my country makes me feel trapped and tears in my eyes... I can't express it with words how depressing it feels despite my new job which engages me all day and week long (hence my radio silence). It's a slight distraction I otherwise enjoy as it is an intense learning period for me and I have the chance to commute again and feel alive. But, when I have the time to think at the end of the day the distraction just cannot last forever. IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted February 19, 2023 02:33 PM
Oh my, I've just read your most recent feedback about the cam and the neighbor man. Dang, I wouldn't let the dog out of the house anymore (only for the daily walks)At the moment I have a pretty intense Aries 6H and Aqua 4H dominated period going on (as I wrote above). I'm trying to cope and get to a more stable mindset, but it's not easy so far. Transiting Saturn trines my ASC, then will trine my natal Venus, too. I feel the massive need for being organized and structure, otherwise I could fall apart easily. (The pros of Saturn, ironically...) Lately, I've been contemplating what exactly would bring my enthusiasm and fire back to me as I really feel I lack all of that and direction. Looks like I'm trying to find the way back to myself again - just when people start thinking they successfully did, and then boom here we go again... Good luck with re-routing yourself! Pluto in exact conjunction to my nSaturn seems like a long shot due to its slow moving, but I think the 3 degree distance might also activate things. I guess I will know it from March... IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted February 20, 2023 10:28 PM
quote: Originally posted by Emsie: I hope you are right! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Even though Saturn is already getting away from my natal Aqua Moon, but there is still transiting planet activity in my 4H. I still feel stuck and the lack of motivation, enthusiasm and lust for life makes me really sad. I still don't feel like my real self and constantly praying for something to come and give those back to me. To give me a new purpose and direction. I've never thought I would EVER pray for some Pluto action. I've already experienced one before and it completely wiped my whole life out, it was pure pain and no fun for years (when everything I'd ever buried deep inside came up for purging at once...) Saturn is structure, I can't help but feel stronger every day that Pluto on my natal Saturn will uproot me instead of strenghtening my roots (how my local astrologer also suggested as another possibility of the influence) Even now as I think of the possibility of getting glued to my country makes me feel trapped and tears in my eyes... I can't express it with words how depressing it feels despite my new job which engages me all day and week long (hence my radio silence). It's a slight distraction I otherwise enjoy as it is an intense learning period for me and I have the chance to commute again and feel alive. But, when I have the time to think at the end of the day the distraction just cannot last forever.
I think the transit of Uranus in Taurus squaring your natal Moon will help here. It's getting closer.. IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted February 20, 2023 10:42 PM
Sending hugs..I had to purge a lot of things from my head before I could do a proper meditation..not sure if that would help. It's like emptying your head.I put up a small fence to keep my dog away from their fence, but she needs to run around the backyard. I'll have to look again to see if there is more of the small, cheap fence to keep her safe and make her space bigger. I think your mars in sag is talking to you..travel is what you need.. I'm trying to look more closely at some of my downsizing stuff to see what I've outgrown. I have transiting saturn opp my natal pluto and looked back at the time I experienced it before..there was a bully in my workplace that didn't like nice people..but I still did well work wise and got a better job after the transit ended..the bullys will most likely be what Mystic Moon referred to as the flying monkeys from the family drama around me..I had never heard the term before..I'll bet the people that send them probably don't know it either... I hope you're able to get some rest at least with your busy schedule. Spring IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted March 04, 2023 03:01 PM
Hi Emsie..A couple of years ago or so I had had a dream about one of my nieces..in the dream she was doing better..looked healthy..had grown as a person and the name of her bf or husband came to me..my brother, her father, was not in the dream, so my thinking was that he had passed on and I was there to help just as he had asked me to...last month she died..I had a falling out with him last year and coincidentally my niece started to go back to her old habits, which seems to have contributed to her passing.. couldn't help but wonder or if that was her time to go..the next day, while meditating, I thought about her and I feel very much like we had a conversation..she told me it was really cool there..not as in cold..I asked her how her parents were doing..she said her mother was bawling and can't remember what she said about her father..I remember smiling a lot while we talked as the experience gave me great joy..I then heard a quiet, different voice say she was gone.. thinking she crossed over or went to the light..it gave me peace to know she was doing okay..a few years ago I used to watch the TV series, Ghost Whisperer, and remembered people crossing over or going to the light..I just never thought that I could experience what John Edwards and other mediums do, but think the transiting Pluto still in my 1st house square to my natal sun conjunct Neptune in the 9th house helped me to connect with her.. Hope things are going well for you.. IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted March 12, 2023 04:43 PM
Hi Spring, I'm really sorry to read about the news regarding your niece. I really hope you are well despite the current circumstances! I feel she is at a better place now and can feel your love. 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈I am experiencing family issues as well. I had a huge falling out with my mom 2 weeks ago, and now we are not in touch with each other at all. In the meantime, my granny and uncle are better healthwise, they were transferred to the hospital weeks ago, and my uncle had an emergency surgery. Nothing rosy on my end, too, unfortunately Not to mention the work situation with the intense learning period and a few of my colleagues... There are days when I feel completely left out... I'm among people, but, at the same time I feel like a recluse. I'm trying to concentrate on the job itself and it helps, but at the end of the day I sometimes go home crying. Jupiter is conjunct Chiron in Aries these days, for me it's in the 6H. Opposite my 12H... Childhood memories from school resurfaced, the feeling of 5 of Pentacles and meeting either mostly "bystanders" due to the big volume of workload not having enough time to socialize and emotionally support others, or co-workers with less (if no) empathy... There are exceptions of course, and I hope things will get better as soon as Jupiter is leaving Chiron alone for a while. I'm looking forward to April and May for Jupiter reaching my DSC and my 7H. (And transiting Saturn trine my natal Venus...) Not so long ago while conjunct Chiron and Venus it brought a very short lived workplace 'spark' which I think was mutual, but then it turned very bitter as the person became distant and started ignoring me completely... Divine protection again, I guess. Let me know if I can read for you regarding your niece. I will try to be present a little bit more often on the forum. Next week I will have a day off due to national holiday. 😊 Warm hugs 💖🌈🤗 IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted March 14, 2023 10:58 PM
Hi Emsie!Thank you. I do feel like I had a very brief conversation with her before she passed over while I was meditating the day after. She said it was cool there (neat) and she wasn't an astrology or intuitive believer..so that would make sense compared to what I've read about it...I could feel myself smiling as we connected and then a voice said--she's gone. She has her natal mercury in pisces and gemini is her chart ascendant. Her mercury in pisces trines my sun/neptune in scorpio and my moon in cancer...I took another look at her chart and it looked like it was her time to go as I've seen astrologers point out on other charts on a different forum.. Hugs for you and your mom. Maybe some distance and time there will help. Glad that your other family members are doing well. Two less to worry about as much. Your workplace sounds like a clique where people group together and make decisions about how things should play out. I've been in that environment--think it's a competency thing..like you will do better there than they will..so sad..it's hard to find team efforts in the workplace anymore as well. Big hugs for you!! Sounds a lot like one of the places I had worked--was there almost 10 years and really didn't know anyone well when I left. The Jupiter in Aries squaring my moon makes me want to eat junk food. The lack of empathy is sad. It seems to be everywhere in some form. Thank you for the offer on my niece. I think that little bit of time in meditation really helped a lot. I'm guessing she learned what she needed to while physically here. Some of my current transits are pointing to an ex bf that is looking for converts for the Buddhist religion he and his wife are a part of. He texted me last night and just kept talking. When we dated, he didn't say much. How odd. Maybe his Sun is in the 3rd house and with transiting Jupiter conjuncting it, makes him talk more. There have been other guys popping up where I take my pup, so I'm thinking something is getting ready to happen there. If you would like to read something for me, maybe see what is coming up for me over the next four or five months as far as a love relationship. I remember you seeing some things in that longer general reading you gave me..maybe what you saw about "falling" will come out in the cards or what you choose to use. That similar place that I worked at like where you are at now, I left there when I had my Chiron return, interestingly enough. IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted March 28, 2023 02:07 PM
Hi Spring, now that a few planets are transiting through Aries and my 6H (trine my 2H placements) I finally have much more energy Your Q: "What is coming up for me over the next four or five months as far as a love relationship. I remember you seeing some things in that longer general reading you gave me..maybe what you saw about "falling" will come out in the cards or what you choose to use." Hierophant Queen of Swords Emperor Page of Cups 6 of Wands Magician Bottom: King of Swords Temperance Ace of Wands Ace of Pentacles I think someone will come into your life within this timeframe. At first, you might be cautious like the Queen of Swords. It's interesting that the QoS sits between the Hierophant and the Emperor - and actually does not look at the Hierophant, but the Emperor. I feel this might be your attitude towards relationships in general. You might not want marriage, or at the very least you won't be fixated on the idea of it, but rather the structure and commitment. Just a note on timing: The Emperor is Aries, and we are currently in Aries season - as the QoS is also concentrating solely on that, but not the Hierophant / Taurus season. I literally thought of "you don't yet see it coming, but will arrive in or from Taurus season" - especially when a transiting planet will conjunct Uranus in Taurus. Jupiter will also step into Taurus from May, so it might be the beginning of something - an invitation perhaps? Or the blossoming of feelings, or both... (Page of Cups) 6 of Wands to me is Leo, Magician is Gem/Virgo, I am thinking of Mercury in Leo period right now. Or, significant action is going to happen in your love life straight from Taurus, through Gemini, until Virgo season - late August, September. With the bottom cards, an Air ruled, or Gem/Libra/Aqua man might step into your life - matching the QoS which in this case is you, same element, a lot in common is what I feel with this. The opportunity of the spark and a solid beginning will be there, but the situation might probably unfold in a natural way, no rush. Another interesting thing is that the KoS is looking down and in the direction of the QoS, but the Queen does not notice. Yet. Someone might already have you on their radar and you haven't noticed yet. Or, definitely will within a few months, a secret admirer. Hopefully I could give some insight, the spread looks quite neat and encouraging. The QoS and the Hierophant jumped out a few fimes and they were present in the spread as well - it must be pretty significant as the spread also begins with those cards, so Taurus and Air is emphasized for you. IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted March 29, 2023 07:50 PM
quote: Originally posted by Emsie: Hi Spring, now that a few planets are transiting through Aries and my 6H (trine my 2H placements) I finally have much more energy Your Q: "What is coming up for me over the next four or five months as far as a love relationship. I remember you seeing some things in that longer general reading you gave me..maybe what you saw about "falling" will come out in the cards or what you choose to use." Hierophant Queen of Swords Emperor Page of Cups 6 of Wands Magician Bottom: King of Swords Temperance Ace of Wands Ace of Pentacles I think someone will come into your life within this timeframe. At first, you might be cautious like the Queen of Swords. It's interesting that the QoS sits between the Hierophant and the Emperor - and actually does not look at the Hierophant, but the Emperor. I feel this might be your attitude towards relationships in general. You might not want marriage, or at the very least you won't be fixated on the idea of it, but rather the structure and commitment. Just a note on timing: The Emperor is Aries, and we are currently in Aries season - as the QoS is also concentrating solely on that, but not the Hierophant / Taurus season. I literally thought of "you don't yet see it coming, but will arrive in or from Taurus season" - especially when a transiting planet will conjunct Uranus in Taurus. Jupiter will also step into Taurus from May, so it might be the beginning of something - an invitation perhaps? Or the blossoming of feelings, or both... (Page of Cups) 6 of Wands to me is Leo, Magician is Gem/Virgo, I am thinking of Mercury in Leo period right now. Or, significant action is going to happen in your love life straight from Taurus, through Gemini, until Virgo season - late August, September. With the bottom cards, an Air ruled, or Gem/Libra/Aqua man might step into your life - matching the QoS which in this case is you, same element, a lot in common is what I feel with this. The opportunity of the spark and a solid beginning will be there, but the situation might probably unfold in a natural way, no rush. Another interesting thing is that the KoS is looking down and in the direction of the QoS, but the Queen does not notice. Yet. Someone might already have you on their radar and you haven't noticed yet. Or, definitely will within a few months, a secret admirer. Hopefully I could give some insight, the spread looks quite neat and encouraging. The QoS and the Hierophant jumped out a few fimes and they were present in the spread as well - it must be pretty significant as the spread also begins with those cards, so Taurus and Air is emphasized for you.
Hi Emsie! Not to mention that the transit of Saturn has passed your Moon, so that helps with your energy, too! Thank you. The transit of Jupiter in Aries opposite my natal Venus in Libra is symbolic of me maybe not wanting marriage or a partnership at the moment..The emperor like you said represents Aries and what's interesting about that is someone around me..ex bf is an aries sun and now more like a platonic friend..(hierophant?). All what you read fits with transiting Venus in Leo over the Summer, since it goes retrograde.. Anything happen with your person of interest? Did the ingress of Pluto into Aqua affect you? For me it's been people passing away..a sister-in-law of one of my brothers passed away..found her birthdate..think transiting Saturn in pisces triggered her moon squared by Saturn and Neptune..her sun was in the early degrees of taurus and she died around the time Pluto ingressed into Aquarius..she was 50.. Have you and your mom patched things up? Seems like a lot of people are struggling in their relationships.. Spring IP: Logged |
Emsie Knowflake Posts: 1650 From: EU Registered: Jul 2012
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posted April 02, 2023 12:53 PM
Hi Spring, unfortunately, no signs of my person of interest coming to my country yet.Pluto hasn't been too rough on me - yet, but I can already see signs what this might be all about for me. Saturn in Aqua brought isolation earlier (4H and 11H combined), and I think Pluto is now going to continue on the path bringing transformation to my 4H and 11H matters. But no signs of 4H stuff yet, I'm pretty sure there will be eventually as my granny's health is still questionable, she has periods when she needs medical observation. I'm really sorry about reading these news of passing on your end. I have one particular friend whom I've started growing out, and eclipse season is upon us, I wouldn't be surprised if she'd get eclipsed out of my life pretty quickly... I've realised not so long ago that transit Pluto has been squaring my natal DSC for a while now. Not sure if it's a good sign regarding my love life. There is also this colleague of mine, somehow we cannot get away from each other. I feel something unexplainable and fated with him, but I am holding myself back and I feel he does the same, because he has someone else. Although, I made a few readings how he would deal with this situation and turned out he's only there out of convenience and is on a brink of breaking up. I'm still keeping an eye on 20 April Eclipse, and then 27 May when tr Jupiter and NN will conjunct each other and loosely conjunct my natal DSC. And, late Agusut when transiting NN will conjunct my natal DSC. Something interesting happened a few hours ago. I was curious to ask my timing pebbles when the man I will go on a date with next time would ask me out on a date - also June/July period was marked with Cancer, Leo and Venus. Then, I immediately thought of MoonMystic's reading from 2021 about the man I would end up marrying - http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/026609.html She also mentioned Leo season and the Sag Full Moon (which this year falls on 3 June) I get the feeling I haven't met this person in person yet. Which is also interesting, because when I tried to do a reading about my next love partner my colleague was showing up continuously. Maybe I will be facing a choice as well IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower Knowflake Posts: 5031 From: USA Registered: Jan 2014
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posted April 04, 2023 10:40 PM
Hi Emsie!I started re-reading your message again, and hopefully can respond tomorrow. Today was a cooking day and getting caught up..my pup has needed more attention and my mom is getting up earlier, so it's harder for me to get to other things and if I try later, then she looks for me..and I then need to keep an eye on her so she doesn't fall.. don't need her in the hospital with that horrible fungus going around.. I have a good friend that has Scorpio rising like you do and she had troubles with her utilities and electronic stuff..things going wacky..her 1st house cusp is at 5 deg... IP: Logged | |