posted March 20, 2003 05:36 PM              

I always wanted to do martial arts but then I'm a Bruce Lee fan (and please tell me you know who that is!) but tai -chi is more in tune with me now. As for the harnessing the energy ....I really don't know because I've always been 'reaction' instead of 'action'.I kept wondering why when I pushed it was like a backlash twice as big would kick me on my *&*&%..so now I go around it,wait it out, pry it apart piece by piece ,go underneath it, over it and if not just wrap around it 'till it cries uncle(last one works real well with guys).It being whatever obstacles I want out of the way. And if that doesn't work I give it a coat of paint, add flowers and live with it!! WHere before I would counter agressivity with agressivity ...now it's why is he doing this or why do I do this? I tell you if it wasn't for looking like a 44 year old Cabbage Patch doll I'd like getting older!!!!!THough I still get the occasional urge to rip a door off it's hinges ...I'm conscious of why... and I do it.THen I fix it!!

I still think my sun progressin in Taurus and my ascendant in Capricorn gives me more self_control.Now that I like.FOcus!!!I'm a fish and it's alwasy been difficult for me.
(Sorry long reply but I'm in a good mood!)

posted March 20, 2003 06:59 PM              

Thanks for your quick reply!

Yes, I know who Bruce Lee is, who doesn't
Yes age helps with Mars & aggression I guess, I'm coming to realize that myself. Lately I'm trying really hard to be patient and "non-confrontational", but I still sometimes can't help but feel like a loser who's backing away from a fight... I guess I have to work on this a bit more... But that backlash thing is sure good enough a reason. It's just that I lately started to focus on this Mars opp. Asc. thing, trying to fix it. The first step is being aware of it, right. But my Sun has progressed into Leo, that doesn't help, does it

Ah well, as long as we have our health

posted August 10, 2006 11:33 AM              

Ascendant conjunct Moon
Your inner reflective self is in alignment with your outer projected self. That which you show to the world is the same as what you feel inside. You do not hide your feelings as others can often clearly see how you feel in your actions and words.
(Well, that's a good thing, right?)

Ascendant trine Mercury
This means there is harmony between your outer self and your mental self. You are logical and this is what others see. You enjoy mental challenges and express yourself to others so that they see you as a good communicator with good ideas. This comes naturally to you but it might be something you take for granted.

Ascendant oppose Mars
Aggression often surfaces in your relationships. It can come from you or the other party. If you do not pay attention to your desires and passions they can be suppressed. This can lead to a lot of conflict. You prefer to act more than to negotiate. Learning to co-operate will come in very handy in the long run.

Ascendant square Neptune
Deception might be a problem in your relationships. You could be so involved in your own fantasy world that you lose your grip on reality. This could lead to you not being dependable and others finding you unreliable.
(Well, I always suspect I'm kind of delusional... or am I?)