posted October 22, 2002 12:56 AM         

Now, about Randall "banning" me....I guess I didn't mean "officially" banning me, like shutting me out....but just figured he was probably about to ask me politely to leave, which on the second thought, really is kind of the same thing, when you come to think of it, I guess...*sigh*

I have no anomosity toward Deanna. She was just trying to be helpful...

...and yes, it was frustrating to have my posts deleted...*sigh*....but Ra is very "tight" with the Glamor Junkies as they like to call themselves, so he it was his idea to delete my posts. *sigh*

I think it's odd that you should use the word "riddle" in connection with raj....as that is the way ACE YELLOW identified himself over on Greg's Concsious Evolution thread. He called himself THE RIDDLER, and commenced to post riddles on the thread...hmmm.............and of course, with you not taking to raj's riddles yourself, you understood perfectly why I came up with my MAGNIFICENTLY VALUABLE INSIGHT....*smile*

Pearl, I really admire your ability to "toss out the bathwater" and and save the baby....I have to work on that virtue...yes, there is a beauty in freedom...and yes, you're right, for better or worse...raj is here....but whether comtributing, remains to be seen. Perhaps at times he does come up with a bit of food for thought, but when it came right down to it, Ace was a very BRILLIANT fellow too, and at times would come up with profound pearls of wisdom (no pun intended...tee hee), but then would often be eratic too.....as raj was with jwhop and Aprhodite on another thread. So when similiarities crop up like that, it gives one cause to wonder.....in fact it was Aprhodite who shouted out in her post..."ACE?" when she recognized the similiarities.............*sigh*.........but it seems that raj is not causing anyone any trouble and people here accept him, no matter who is is, and so it's none of my business if he is here...mascarading....

It's just that some of the longer posters here know how much Randall and Auriel didn't want Ace around, since he was causing her a lot of grief....and that WAS MADE PUBLIC ON THIS SITE...so it's no secret. I just figured it wasn't "kosher" to feel one way about a person, and then turn around and welcome that same person with open arms, just because they are wearing a mask....on the other hand (and I hadn't thought of this before), maybe they were aware of the mask, and allowed the new identity to come in as a moderater anyway, since they are probably very forgiving people, and probably forgave him, which is what this site is all about anyway, isn't it??? Oh...and here I am being so small!!!!

...and Pearl you are absolutely right! It really doesn't matter if certain posters are all one person, even tho it does smack of deception (which somehow rubs me the wrong way). But I shouldn't allow it...I should be more like you, and skip over what I want with that beauty you spoke of, that freedom allows...oh you are soooo cool lady....

I thnk you are right too, about certain people here, steering away from the negativity.

Pearl you are a dear...to suggest meeting Amber....and that's doing an awful lot for some cyber person (me) who you have a lot of faith in...I did not know you lived in LA, but that does make it easier for you to meet her, if you really want to do that. That's entirely up to you...(and her)....

On that note, dear sweet understanding person, I will bring this long,long post to a close....do let me know how the "mad tea party" turns out...(just a little humor...nothing for anyone to get their knickers in a knot about)...

posted October 22, 2002 01:05 AM         

small

note...

We do not call ourselves "GlamourJunkies"

That is the name of the band that Amber and I have. Bernadette (Amanda)is not a member of that band, she is a friend of ours who posts on our message board, which is called "The Glamour Junkies Message Board".

So the whole 'as they like to call themselves' makes no sense here at all. We've never called ourselves that here, not even once and Bernadette would never refer to herself as such seeing as she knows it's a band.

As for Ra.... gosh I didn't know it was unacceptable to see our posts on a message board and... *gasp* like us. How that makes him "tight" with us is beyond me. I've never spoken to him except in a couple threads.

*sighs*

posted October 22, 2002 03:24 AM         

I'm sorry. I did not mean to be rude. Please forgive me. I am new here and have seen nothing but positive things on these boards. I have lurked alot of forums and seen so much negativity until I found this one. I have felt very welcome here and wish I had more time to post more often. I was just a little suprised that some bad things have went on here, I didn't know how to take it and stuck my nose in where it didn't belong, not to mention, stuck my foot in my mouth, as well.

Peace,

Deanna
(no mask, my real name, i guess i need to get creative and come up with a cybername)gee....how does jackass sound! again, i am so sorry to offend.

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We don't see things as they are.......we see things as we are.

posted October 22, 2002 11:19 AM         

Well for a start it was a Full Moon last night - so no co-incidence that a few people decided to "vent" a little.

Now I don't know if to be "flattered" or "upset" that this "argument" has now been brought to my forum.
Flattered that you all feel I am non-judgemental enough to allow you to express your views.
Upset, that as much as I am non-judgemental I'm no "doormat" - just so we all know that and don't forget I have BOTH Mars & Pluto in my 12th

Rainbow darlin. I have known you for quite some time and know what Ace has put you through. This site daily has new people who don't know the history and so are "in all honesty" shocked at some of your posts.
You said in your post that you did not want to bring the "ruckus" to my forum - you then followed that statement by saying "but". Now whenever a statement is followed by the word but, it always cancels out the statement because you go ahead and do what you say you wouldn't do. Does that make sense?
So the ruckus began........

As you all know, I am English. Now one thing that has always puzzled me is this public venting. It's not really an English thing to do but then again maybe it puzzles me more because I have 4 planets in my 12th.
Well anyway that's just food for thought. Why do you (and this is a general question to everyone - no-one in particular) feel the need to do that? Is it that you just feel so badly treated that you want everyone to know? If so does that make it better? Do you just want people to take your side? If so why? Does it make you feel better (or stronger) if other people agree with you? But more importantly does it solve the problem? I'm not asking for answers to those questions (I already have my own thoughts).

Anyway back to the issues.......
Rainbow what will it take for you to "let go" of this Ace thing? Because you do have to let it go, it's bad for you to hold all that hurt and anger inside you I know the Scorp in your chart finds it so hard to let it go, Scorpio always wants its revenge BUT is also very capable of soaring like an eagle and rising above it.
You said a while ago that you were going to let it go and you did for a while....but now it's back. Darlin this is not good for your health Plus as I've said in the past - you are really giving Ace everything he wants - which is attention. If you think he is worth all of your attention then fine -but I know you don't think that.

posted October 24, 2002 08:35 PM         

I have only returned, to reply to your post...

First of all I'm sorry you haven't been feeling well (read about it on another site). I hope you are feeling better real soon....I am sorry about your friend too. That's a very unpleasant experience to have to go thru..for both the person who is suffering, and the loved ones who have to witness it..*sigh*...I have you both in my prayers...

I wanted to address something else that has been on my mind...I truly hope that you didn't think I thought of you as any "doormat."......My words to you have been sincere, because I figured I knew you pretty well, from Greg's site....and I would NEVER take advantage of our friendhi, by assuming that I could "get away" with things on your board! *sigh* I hope you understand that I am above that.

My father who was my guide here on earth, while we were here together here, has also been my guide in the spirit world. I removed his photo from this forum, because he asked me to. I would never do anything to hurt him

And my friend, please know that I am not hurting.....at least not from what I perceive as a well thought out, and well executed, brilliant charade. I was merely outraged for my friends whom I thought were being taken advantage of....but not anymore....this is a cyber world, after all, and I guess this kind of stuff happens all the time..*sigh*

I was "hurt" when MS attacked me unfairly, but that's been resolved and way in the past.

I was "not hurt" by Ace's obcene messages to me. I was upset! ...and now exasperated...not because he has been obscene, but by his "trickery." Ace has some good stuff going for him..he's a talented and creative individual...and maybe in a sense he is putting that to good use now....

This is not goodbye for us....if you show up on the other site now and then...I'll see you there....

Love,
Ginny

posted October 26, 2002 07:58 PM         

This is my first time here and while I haven't made any posts I do come here and read them from time to time.

Now that I have offically registered, I hope to be posting regularly.

juniperb, Rainbow speaks highly of you too, and I can see why.

posted November 03, 2002 06:42 PM         

It also makes reference to a meeting that Pearly and Amber were going to make, but I don't think they did. Thank you.

In love and light,
Freedom