posted January 14, 2003 02:23 AM
'Primary quickfix' is myth. Everybody has got his or her own problems and it can't be solved through a primary quickfix. It is never possible. Feeling strong will never produce results, only the illusion of results. What is the difference between you hallucinating you are powerful and you being really powerful? 'Primary quickfix' is a hallucination. Actually, it puts you in a hallucination. Difference being the hallucination is not fantastic graphics. So you went wrong when you began - and the theory came from the wrong direction too. As for mys-elf I dislike living in a hallucination. Yet, the real problem is for me convince someone living in one, to get out of it. It is really difficult. They are fighting a game, they have lost. It is absurd. How will you convince a fool, who is convinced he is clever? He is a fool enough to be convinced, you are wrong. Educating fools is extremely difficult. You can't do it by telling them they are fools. Either they are egoistic or foolish not to understand their foolishness. What will you do when someone wants to live in hallucination? They tell you "I am fool, that is how I want to be - I am safe that way". So you walk and shoot me dead, and I am grinning - I don't know it is happening - I am living in hallucination. I wouldn't like the result - I don't know about those who live in hallucination and prefer to live in hallucination. I sincerely doubt them liking it. For all I know, it is rationalization. They know they are wrong. They know they wouldn't like someone walking and shooting them dead, while they think they are in their favorite restaurant, chewing the best food available. It happens that way with actual hallucinations. I don't know whether you would like if I walked upto you, shot you dead, yet you don't know anything of what is happening. May be it is a safe way to die. You would be believing someone is giving you a good banana in your chest. Or an insect is passing through your chest, not even hurting you, though it bleeds and you are wondering, what is happening. You never have time to wonder after that. Would you like it? I really don't think so. Psychological version is precisely the same.Yet, if you want a primary quickfix it has to be a system, a procedure, that can be universally adopted with ease. I am in search of such a procedure. There is no 'leader' here. It may or may not be there. Everyone can contribute to it. It is adventerous, and exciting. We keep turning out newer options everyday. The truth being reality is also changing everyday either forward or backward. Universal procedure has to work based on reality. And we do not know enough of it. We may never know we might have known it. We may never know whether what we have is really universal procedure. We dis-like uncertainty. Yet, uncertainty is basic to Truth. Without uncertainty there isn't much excitement. In our very quest for certainty, we have assumed the presence of uncertainty. So it is there.
Real world is at best AND at worst embarassing. Hallucinations are dangerous.
If you could be primary quickfix, will you be? I NEVER WILL BE PRIMARY QUICKFIX.
There is the story Fishing Trip by Stephen King. The story had a happy ending. The devil was a hallucination. It could be the other way too. Devil could be real. And the fishing trip hallucination. It depends how we interpret it.
Better be careful when you go to fish. But I don't know whether it is actually fishing trip. Better be careful. I am taking it too far with a point.
How do you know you are living in God's hallucination? May be that is why God wants you to believe he is good guy lest you put him into your hallucination. May be God and Devil are one and the same person. It is the way God keeps escaping every time. Or the Devil keeps escaping every time. Both are same. How do you know we are all not in a mass hallucination? May be it is why you don't see God so far. If you photographed him, and you know who he is, it is his end. God may not be powerful or immortal as we believe he is.
Should we arrest God?
If that disturbed you, it is just another good theory. I don't think it is necessary to apologize.
I want NONE of my relatives to be primary quickfixes. If they are, they are NOT my relatives. They never will be.
At present, I have only 4 of them.
Lindaland
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posted January 14, 2003 02:23 AM