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Topic: Books from Linda's Library
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ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 04, 2008 06:16 PM
I am doing what I feel is right.And I have nothing to be ashamed of. Did you read the rest of my words, or only the first few lines? Did you even care when I tried to make peace? Did you ever, ONCE try to place yourself in my shoes, just for a moment? The fact that you are using Michael Goodman and my feelings for Linda as ammunition is deplorable. I have put a lot of love and have so many fond memories of this website. Do you even CARE? IP: Logged |
juniperb Knowflake Posts: 6852 From: Blue Star Kachina Registered: Mar 2002
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posted March 04, 2008 06:16 PM
LTT, please read this quote carefully quote: This is not the forum for battling any personal problems you have or others may have, so i will say this to you. If you have something you need to say to me and you feel I am not getting both sides of the story, leave your phone number with THOR and I will personally talk to you and let you know how I feel about these issues. This is all the time and energy that i choose to waste on this subject, Please ListenToTrees try to BREATHE, Center yourself and listen to your inner voice and I know if you do this, Peace and love will abound.
This is a very kind and generous offer on Michaels part. He is willing to listen to both sides of the story. Please take his offer and find peace with this matter. Take the gift and use it !
------------------ ~ What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world is immortal"~ - George Eliot IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 04, 2008 06:22 PM
(edited)I'll send the number IP: Logged |
juniperb Knowflake Posts: 6852 From: Blue Star Kachina Registered: Mar 2002
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posted March 04, 2008 06:26 PM
Wonderful!!!
------------------ ~ What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world is immortal"~ - George Eliot IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 04, 2008 06:40 PM
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ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 04, 2008 07:20 PM
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ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 04, 2008 08:12 PM
------------------ "To err is human, to forgive divine" ~Alexander Pope "It's just a ride & we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings & money, a choice, right now, between fear & love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off, the eyes of love instead see all of us as one"..... ~Bill Hicks IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 05, 2008 01:07 PM
I remembered these lyrics from a song, and I feel that they are a good summery of the world in both the macrocosm as well as the microcosm: We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh...
Here is my case We've got no time to waste Cuz we want the same thing We're fighting a war But we don't know what for Cuz we want the same thing I know we're different now Different as night and day ............ We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... And all that we need is to See it together We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... For now, for love, forever, amen I look in your eyes and I know deep inside that We want the same thing Breaking the chains that Just keep us in shame Cuz we want the same thing No matter what we say No matter what we do Beyond the battlelines Baby we know what's true We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... And all that we need is to See it together We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... For now, for love, forever, amen We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... And all that we need is to See it together We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... For now, for love, forever, amen We dream the same dream We want the same thing ...ooh... IP: Logged |
BiBi DeAngelo Knowflake Posts: 612 From: Los Angeles, CA, USA Registered: Jun 2007
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posted March 05, 2008 02:51 PM
For what it's worth....Thor is 100% correct Michael has a PO BOX... as does most people living in his area.. I've mailed to Michael at this PO BOX.. things do get to him.... Thor does know Michael.. because he and I have had conference calls from my phone and I have spoken to both of them at the same time... Thor is standing in complete truth on this matter... Thor is also 100% correct.. when having lunch recently with Kathleen McGowan... she did say she bought some books.. with Linda's writings in the margins... she adores, and treasures these books... Thor do you have Kevin's contact information, because Kathleen had mentioned that she would like to see if Kevin has any other books of Linda's he'd still be willing to part with and sell? Can you email me that information on private email.. I've already shared with Michael the items I have that he can choose from... and I spoke with him yesterday and again this morning.. telling him I'll be going to Philip di Franco's home this Saturday and Philip is looking through his collection for items and I'll call Michael from Philip's home and ask him which items Michael would love to have then I"ll ship those items to him... (for those of you who don't remember who Philip di Franco is -- he was Linda's business partner for years and years. I believe you can look into Linda's books and see Philip referenced there.) Listens to Tree's... you would never conduct yourself like this on the CE site... Randall has put down healthy boundaries and requests for your conduct on his site... Michael has invited you to talk to him... please honor posting on this site with the same spiritual code that you conduct yourself with on the CE site. With great appreciation, BiBi IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 05, 2008 03:38 PM
Does anyone have a HEART around here?Have you got any idea what I've been going through? DOES ANYBODY ELSE WHAT TO THROW DIRT AT ME? IP: Logged |
BiBi DeAngelo Knowflake Posts: 612 From: Los Angeles, CA, USA Registered: Jun 2007
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posted March 05, 2008 03:47 PM
Listens to Tree's... we are not throwing dirt at you... we are setting healthy boundaries... like a good portion of the things you post...we are only asking you to talk in healthy and positive ways... you have made the same requests of us... we are only asking for the same treatment... In great appreciation, BiBi IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 05, 2008 03:52 PM
Bibi, the way Thor has spoken to me has been DISGUSTING, yet I am the one getting the blame.HOW could you write what you just did after my last heartfelt post here? What is this crap about how I would conduct myself at CE? I have only been there a number of times- never all the time like I do here. Are you completely heartless? IP: Logged |
BiBi DeAngelo Knowflake Posts: 612 From: Los Angeles, CA, USA Registered: Jun 2007
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posted March 05, 2008 04:04 PM
Bibi, the way Thor has spoken to me has been DISGUSTING, yet I am the one getting the blame. Listens... this ordeal between you and Thor should be discussed off the site... come on... isn't this enough... don't you want to spend your time on more positive things?HOW could you write what you just did after my last heartfelt post here? because of many of your recent positive postings you've provided.. you get into that positive beautiful place... then you return to stir it all.. try to let it be What is this crap about how I would conduct myself at CE? it's not crap Listens... why do you go jumping to that word... do you talk like this there? I'll have to go and pull up your old postings... atleast the one's you haven't deleted and editted... Aren't you TIRED to this back and forth with Thor... come on... Randall has asked you to handle this off the site.. so his site doesn't have to filter all this... that isn't too much to ask. You've asked it of us.... Are you completely heartless? contrary to your thinking Listens.. it breaks my heart to hear you be in such pain... constantly posting.. then deleting.. then cycling into positiveness.. only to come back and act in pain again... please... this is something that Thor and you need to do in private... IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 05, 2008 04:14 PM
quote: because of many of your recent positive postings you've provided.. you get into that positive beautiful place... then you return to stir it all.. try to let it be
If you are talking about the apology thread, the reason I got upset again after that was because after he had read it, he wrote the post here about his conversation with Michael, which I found hurtful not to mention insulting.I don't know whether you have talked to Thor today, but if you have then perhaps he may have mentioned the emails I wrote last night explaining how I wanted to let the whole thing go, especially after re-reading his post on Hazlewood in which I felt.....his love for Linda, which I had been doubting. So I wrote to him, telling him I wished I hadn't brought stuff up again, but I explained to him that when he attacked me the first time in the newsletter thread with all that stuff about how Linda would slice my head off (which I did not encourage, I had not said anything against him at that point)....I explained to him how much that hurt, and I explained to him that I was upset about something Randall said (not towards me, just a general remark) and that made me bring it all up again, which I realize now I shouldn't have. There have also been a couple of other things which happened that were hurtful prior to this whole palava (something Thor said to me on Christmas and another thing he said several months prior to that, after which I decided not to bother because each time I contacted him I felt drained......I didn't bother until Christmas (when I noticed him online by chance) just to wish him a merry christmas but ended up in tears by his sharp reply. The next time was the newsletter thread. I have been so drained emotionally, that I decided to delete my posts in order to try and forget the whole thing. I came here today, and put in those lyrics which I felt were very moving. The next thing I know, you have come and brought the subject up again. Do you feel you can understand a bit more clearly now? IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 05, 2008 04:36 PM
P.S. I don't know what you think, but I have nothing against you personally Bibi. I did say, when the subject came up, that I didn't agree it was right when you copied and pasted conversations from Conscious Evolution over here. But thats just my personal opinion. Aside from stating this opinion once (on Randall's thread, I was angry at the time), I have not bad mouthed you to anyone, and I didn't agree particularly with one of the responses somebody posted against you, but you had been posting things against their friends. All I had done was try to get people to see things from both sides. I had not taken sides with anyone- my only "crime" was too have chatted a few times with members at CE about spiritual matters, because, despite the personal problems between a few here and a few over there, I do feel that you are all essentially good people.Do you think I write this kind of thing just to look good? If I had to pretend all the time, wouldn't it be a bit exhausting? Besides that, I'm a terrible liar even if I try. I know I'm not particularly the easiest Sun Sign to understand, and my mind is continuously racing around with so many ideas and different angles on things. But whatever I am, I am not a "fake" as Thor seems to think I am, at least he did in one email he sent last night, I don't know whether that was just his anger speaking. IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 05, 2008 04:40 PM
Here is my chart. I don't know if the further insight will help or not.(edited) IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 05, 2008 04:54 PM
Please, I'm asking everyone now- if you don't have anything positive to say to me- just leave it be. I don't want to keep discussing this any more, this negativity.IP: Logged |
BiBi DeAngelo Knowflake Posts: 612 From: Los Angeles, CA, USA Registered: Jun 2007
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posted March 05, 2008 05:30 PM
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angel_of_hope Moderator Posts: 1419 From: Palmer, AK Registered: Jul 2004
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posted March 05, 2008 05:34 PM
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 25411 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Nov 2000
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posted March 05, 2008 09:38 PM
Actually, if posting private e-mails, then I can somewhat agree, LTT. But posting things said on another site, that is entirely acceptable. If one posts anything on the Net, it's public. There is no expectation of privacy. ------------------ "There is no use trying," said Alice; "one can't believe impossible things." "I dare say you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast." Lewis Carroll IP: Logged |
BiBi DeAngelo Knowflake Posts: 612 From: Los Angeles, CA, USA Registered: Jun 2007
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posted March 06, 2008 01:27 PM
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ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 06, 2008 03:37 PM
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ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 06, 2008 03:37 PM
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angel_of_hope Moderator Posts: 1419 From: Palmer, AK Registered: Jul 2004
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posted March 06, 2008 03:47 PM
Awwwww, LTT ... I love, love, LOVE that picture!! Your warm hug is felt here in cold, cold, COLD alaska!! although it's not really that cold here today, lol IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 3960 From: Infinity Registered: Jul 2005
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posted March 06, 2008 03:54 PM
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