posted November 14, 2012 08:15 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
i finish the school year officially in june
though they said that around may you can freely stop coming to school and just come for any extra help clases and final tests

so im planning to get a job and start working to get money for higher education ^^

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posted November 15, 2012 12:57 AM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
That sounds great! Make sure to enjoy yourself and also do some exploring and try different things too!

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posted November 26, 2012 07:59 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
Chiemi are you being abused at home?

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No, I personally haven't been abused but I've grown up witnessing my mom in a lot of heated arguments with my ex-step dad and now her current boyfriend (which includes lots of yelling, slamming doors, and years ago throwing objects). My ex-step dad also used to abuse her for some years but that stopped when my mom pulled a knife on him. So yeaa. I'm just trying to stay calm and not take her too seriously (she's always talking bad about her new bf and how he's this and that but she won't leave because she doesn't want to live with her mom), I've kind of grown distant with her after some recent arguments we had (which never happened until she got involved with her bf) I just feel like she's not the same anymore or maybe I'm just seeing things for what they are but that's another story. I just have to let her deal with her own decisions and leave it at that.

But for the most part (when I'm not around her or at home) I'm good. I was actually told by some of my classmates that I'm always happy and optimistic when they see me which I didn't even realize myself lol. Oh and "D" called me cool and quote "you're really intelligent and really nice!" so atleast now I know he notices me

posted November 27, 2012 12:47 AM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
No, I personally haven't been abused but I've grown up witnessing my mom in a lot of heated arguments with my ex-step dad and now her current boyfriend (which includes lots of yelling, slamming doors, and years ago throwing objects). My ex-step dad also used to abuse her for some years but that stopped when my mom pulled a knife on him. So yeaa. I'm just trying to stay calm and not take her too seriously (she's always talking bad about her new bf and how he's this and that but she won't leave because she doesn't want to live with her mom), I've kind of grown distant with her after some recent arguments we had (which never happened until she got involved with her bf) I just feel like she's not the same anymore or maybe I'm just seeing things for what they are but that's another story. I just have to let her deal with her own decisions and leave it at that.

But for the most part (when I'm not around her or at home) I'm good. I was actually told by some of my classmates that I'm always happy and optimistic when they see me which I didn't even realize myself lol. Oh and "D" called me cool and quote "you're really intelligent and really nice!" so atleast now I know he notices me

How have you been?

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haha look at you pulling men towards you just being you

posted November 27, 2012 04:31 AM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
haha look at you pulling men towards you just being you

well i finally got my list of possible army positions and had to rate the fields i wanted to get tested for

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Did you get any good ones that you wanted?

And I wished him a happy birthday today... on twitter though :l I meant to do it in person in the class we had together but my mom picked me up early in messed up my whole schedule lol. So i'm making slow but steady-ish progress kinda sorta

posted November 27, 2012 02:54 PM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
Did you get any good ones that you wanted?

And I wished him a happy birthday today... on twitter though :l I meant to do it in person in the class we had together but my mom picked me up early in messed up my whole schedule lol. So i'm making slow but steady-ish progress kinda sorta

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haha you virgos take eternity XD

posted November 27, 2012 05:43 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
haha you virgos take eternity XD

i didnt get he job i wanted
there is hope though that i would get summoned for intelligence
im currently trying to reach air force intelligence

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Lol funny thing is he has a virgo moon so maybe thats also why its taken so long. Double eternity for the win haha

posted November 28, 2012 01:36 AM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:

Lol funny thing is he has a virgo moon so maybe thats also why its taken so long. Double eternity for the win haha

And I hope you get it!!! The air force sounds cool! Do you have any more tests or interviews to take? Or do they base everything off of the test and interview you just took?

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haha its nice you try to see logic in the militairy.....i did the same mistake too....

they *might* send one (they usually do) and hopefully i get for intelligence too

posted November 28, 2012 09:27 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
haha its nice you try to see logic in the militairy.....i did the same mistake too....

they *might* send one (they usually do) and hopefully i get for intelligence too

there are lots of tests and interviews....and for positions like this also a background check and a scerity clearance interview

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o.o woah I thought it was just one test and an interview and that was all. I hope you do well and get into a good one with kind people, is anyone from your school joining after high school too?

posted November 29, 2012 01:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
o.o woah I thought it was just one test and an interview and that was all. I hope you do well and get into a good one with kind people, is anyone from your school joining after high school too?

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ehm the army service is not an option....all must serve

so yea most of my class is going to the army after they finish

mostly to process you go through depends on the place that interests you
those that have no interest in actualy doing serious work in the army might work as some low level worker that requires no evaluation process than the one that was already made

for myself though....i will need to go through additional tests and interviews and hope il do them right to get accepted

posted December 01, 2012 08:23 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
ehm the army service is not an option....all must serve

so yea most of my class is going to the army after they finish

mostly to process you go through depends on the place that interests you
those that have no interest in actualy doing serious work in the army might work as some low level worker that requires no evaluation process than the one that was already made

for myself though....i will need to go through additional tests and interviews and hope il do them right to get accepted

hopefully il get summoned to the units i want....if not that i have very little hope of doing something usefull in the arm and i would need to start sending letters to the HR section for additional tests

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posted December 01, 2012 11:22 PM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
Oh no, I know it's mandatory but I meant it as in is anyone joining the army right away like you, or waiting till after college?

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The army doesent give other people the option to wait
If you are 18 and have no good reason to not currently serve you will have to serve

Only a few people can make a deal with the army to go to college to get a first degree...but they must come back and serve 7 years instead on the regular 3 (or 2 for woman)

I am one of the people who can make this deal
But im interested in learning psychology which will rquire at least an MA so the army program is of little interest to me

posted December 02, 2012 08:44 AM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
Ohh, I thought everyone got an option. And psychology is what you've decided on after the army?

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i decided it was the best fit for me

i wanted an army position that either deals with psychology or intelligence

posted December 03, 2012 07:55 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
i decided it was the best fit for me

i wanted an army position that either deals with psychology or intelligence

now im trying to get into one of them

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I hope you get it , hows school going?

posted December 04, 2012 01:09 AM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
I hope you get it , hows school going?

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kinda dry a school currently XD

since its last year people are getting tired from school and are interetesed in many other things so everybody in class just sit there qietly and wait for it to end

posted December 05, 2012 06:32 AM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
kinda dry a school currently XD

since its last year people are getting tired from school and are interetesed in many other things so everybody in class just sit there qietly and wait for it to end

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posted December 05, 2012 07:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
Just a couple more months . Over here the seniors are a bit rowdy though lol.

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lol i really get ya
im finising 90% of my studies till march and then all il have to do are my finals and try to do something with my life till the army calls...and of course try to deal with this horribly disfunctional system to get one of the 3 positions i want

posted December 05, 2012 03:01 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
lol i really get ya
im finising 90% of my studies till march and then all il have to do are my finals and try to do something with my life till the army calls...and of course try to deal with this horribly disfunctional system to get one of the 3 positions i want

hows going with that boy? did he make a move? ^^

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Nahh, I think I'm just gonna chillax and focus on improving/loving myself. I don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet, plus I'm still "me oriented" and deep down still a commitment phobe in a sense. I've been looking up stuff about my chiron/sun, chiron/venus and North Node in libra stuff and South Node in aries and the aries bit fits me so well lol. I have no idea why I was totally oblivious to looking this stuff up. It really made me look at myself and actually look at how I've been acting lately.

So thats pretty much where my head is, I hope that made sense? lol

posted December 05, 2012 03:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
Nahh, I think I'm just gonna chillax and focus on improving/loving myself. I don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet, plus I'm still "me oriented" and deep down still a commitment phobe in a sense. I've been looking up stuff about my chiron/sun, chiron/venus and North Node in libra stuff and South Node in aries and the aries bit fits me so well lol. I have no idea why I was totally oblivious to looking this stuff up. It really made me look at myself and actually look at how I've been acting lately.

So thats pretty much where my head is, I hope that made sense? lol

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actually it does

but im on the opposite side XD
my interpretation od SN aries in the 2nd is keeping oneself indipendant and not letting others in or giving of ones resources and time

my sun NN conjunction is calling me... im feeling a ned to connect to others...not in a dependant way but a strong relationship and a merge of 2 people into something better

posted December 05, 2012 03:59 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
actually it does

but im on the opposite side XD
my interpretation od SN aries in the 2nd is keeping oneself indipendant and not letting others in or giving of ones resources and time

my sun NN conjunction is calling me... im feeling a ned to connect to others...not in a dependant way but a strong relationship and a merge of 2 people into something better

hopefully il get the opportunity with all the gays here in hiding XD

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I hope so, relationships are so blahh lol I hope I can achieve being more like my NN over time and being more open and relating with people rather than shutting people out our keeping then at a distance. For now I'm working on friend-relationships then later down the road romantic-relationships. Just a step at a time.

posted December 05, 2012 04:00 PM            

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Originally posted by Chiemi:
I hope so, relationships are so blahh lol I hope I can achieve being more like my NN over time and being more open and relating with people rather than shutting people out or keeping them at a distance. For now I'm working on friend-relationships then later down the road romantic-relationships. Just a step at a time.

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Sorry for the typos using my phone