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Topic: Good bye..............
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5322
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 27, 2005 10:05 PM
 
Juniperb, really?I am an inspiration to you? Wild. It boggles my mind.
Thank you, I am honoured. Trillian  right back. IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5322
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted July 27, 2005 10:22 PM
Okay, I am SOOOOOO not bringing all this back up but I do think I need to somewhat defend my actions, as it was brought up a few times, and I did not respond, as I figured maybe it should be overlooked.. but it is actually sticking out in my mind.I am not always the best mediator, but I try, and each time, I feel I learn a bit more.
I am sensitive, and ballsy. That combination means I am fully equipped to face fire and brimstone, but more than likely, my shield slips and I am hurt. I still face it though....
and I do not live in the past.. in that of course I embarass myself.. but I leave it there for anyone to see, and possibly judge. *cringe* hopefully with an open mind, but I digress....
So I don't edit past posts. I learn from past experiences... but I leave things there, like testaments and tests.
Ra can attest to some posts (especially the drunk ones) that I have left here, and not edited.
The point to that is.. I live authentically, and if I change things, how will I remember where I have been?
Which leads me to.....
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There is enough fighting going on here at LL......
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I have been as tactful and diplomatic as possible. I have not been involved in any vile exchange of words as I have seen in other forums. Sorry to disappoint you...but I will not fight, or discuss this on an open forum again.
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Please...I won't point out things you said(not just to me) that I found offensive...
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Truce and discussion instead of some of the vileness in other forums(not concerning me..whew!)
You have referred to this, perhaps as an indicator that because I have 'fought' with someone else, I am fighting with you here.... neither of which is actually the case.
I won't involve the details, as they have been rehashed so many times, I am pretty sick of it all.This person you apparently 'saw' me fighting with, I was not fighting, I was mediating.
If you have read all the correspondance between us you would probably congratulate me for my decorum and tactfulness, and restraint. I take all the blame from her. because I am conscious of her motives, and visible here, therefore she paints me into something I am not.
I do not love drama.
(sometimes I do)
But something has to be done. I diffuse it with humour, but when it comes back as insults (both childish and to my character, in the form of pleads and lies to Randall) I am stuck between defending others, and this entity called Lindaland that she is obsessed with that overthrows her ability to reason, and though she has been banned (By Mr.Webmaster, smartly) she has come back repeatedly to 'start' things, as soon as the whim takes her. If that makes me a fighter, then, that is what I am.
I urge you though, to find a thread where I attacked her.
So before you attach a name to my behaviour, in a negative light, perhaps you can familiarize yourself with my history here.
I haven't changed a single part of it. The good and bad. IP: Logged |
LibraSparkle
Knowflake Posts: 6034
From: Vancouver USA
Registered: May 2004
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posted July 28, 2005 02:41 AM
Whoa... so this is where this went.Pix... I you.... you awesome lady you.  IP: Logged | |
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