posted July 05, 2005 03:15 PM              

I'll have to think more on it but the message I get so far has to do with duality. Feeling maybe like your being pulled in two different directions or you are searching for something that you know is there but arent exactly sure of how to get there......but you DO 'get there'. As you DID end up finding two very different kinds of bathrooms in your dream. I believe they represent different aspects of yourself. Your Higher and lower S-elves.

What stands out to me is that you find two bathrooms and they are very different from one another. They seem very much opposites. One is 'cold' and 'white'. While in the other, you feel 'peaceful and lovely' in and it is full of warm colors, SOFT rust, beige lined with cedar. It's very different than the other cold white room.

In the first bathroom, there are TWO entrances and TWO showers. This is the part of you that feels split or the dual nature within yourself that we all deal with. It seems industrial, cold and not private. It could represent your everyday mundane, or lower self, the one living on this earthly physical plane.

You then find another bathroom (aspect of self) which you feel is "up high", possibly a second or third story (HigherS-elf). It's a "Beautiful" room and "away from everyone" (private part of yourself or one you keep hidden from most).

This shower sits in the middle of the room (this is the part of you that is 'centered' - your Heart center?). The room is circular (wholeness) and it has ONE window in which soft sunlight "filters through" a sheer WHITE curtain. The "sunlight", "white" "filter" and "one" window, all speak to me of the God presence within you. Your true Self.

Interesting that there is no toilet in this room. As if one isnt needed in this kind of room, it's more pure(?), clean.....

The very different feelings that you get being in each room is telling too.

It also seems that you may be feeling like you arent putting your best face forward to others. Or are feeling a little self conscious about your apperance. You were worried that you shouldve colored your roots and that your clothes suddenly changed from a robe to a shirt that you didnt particularly like when you realized you had to leave the peaceful bathroom (your inner private self). You had to leave your 'inner sanctuary', go face the outside world and you noticed your clothing changed at that time.

Just now, reading over your dream again, I realized at the end you said, "the thought rips me in two and I just want to be whole again." I didnt remember that when I started interpreting this, but find it interesting because the strongest message I got was one of going back and forth between duality and wholeness!

That's what I got so far. What do you think? Does any of this help or make sense?

posted July 05, 2005 04:16 PM              

I can feel your childlike loving Self bursting off of the page! That's great!

I know - so many people ARE afraid or repulsed by Love.

So much synch! Sounds like youre 'in the flow'. I love that feeling. Very cool about the initials thing.

BTW, I'm a double 17!

posted July 10, 2005 01:50 PM            

The dream could suggest that you are in the midst of a transition or temporary situation (hotel), possibly involving family. Something about this situation is making you feel stress and a bit of anxiety, and all you want to do is cleanse yourself of it, wash it away. You desire peace, harmony, and privacy, but must first bypass the conflict and unrest (two) around you.

So, in the dream, you find it - a place within yourself (round room/circle symbol) where you can have peace. The dream may be suggesting that you need to take some time out for yourself, to spoil or pamper yourself a bit and relax.

Now, my take on the rainbow coloured turtleneck is a bit different. True, rainbow colours often indicate a spiritual bridge of sorts, wholeness, psychic functioning, etc., and something like this can still apply, but there is also a meaning that runs somewhat counter, the other side of the rainbow coin, which seems to fit within the context of this dream.

You describe the shirt as "uncomfortable" and "gaudy", not exactly a positive description, which leads me to believe that the rainbow colours are more about the separateness of the colours and the energies they represent rather than wholeness. There is certainly a striving for wholeness implied, but it could also be that these rainbow stripes indicate an ordering of life's energies, a need to put them in order, even if it is "uncomfortable".

Does any of this apply to you?

If so, add these thoughts to the ones 26T has already given, and maybe a more complete picture can be formed.

posted July 10, 2005 03:50 PM            

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which leads me to believe that the rainbow colours are more about the separateness of the colours and the energies they represent rather than wholeness. There is certainly a striving for wholeness implied, but it could also be that these rainbow stripes indicate an ordering of life's energies, a need to put them in order, even if it is "uncomfortable".

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