posted August 08, 2011 03:27 PM            

I just had a very significant dream I woke up from about 40 minutes ago (it is a ridiculous hour here but I couldnt sleep). It is vivid and I dreamed about some people I know.

There is someone I know, my ex who I have been friends with for years (the pisces) who is in my life still - 7 years later - in a big part because we connect spiritually. He is my in-the-flesh spiritual guide! I just moved out from his house into my own a few weeks ago. We have been missing each others phone calls for the last 3 days (since I saw mum last).

He PUSHED me / made me sick in my dream so i could reach a dream dream state. The actual process is WEIRD but my dream dream state I could tell the first time, then because I knew what I was looking for my dream self tricked me into thinking I was in the dream dream state, this is when mr Pisces came up to me and made my sick (in my dreams) by giving me food that doesn't go well together (like chocolate and orange juice or something.. I remember I was eating something YUMMY and sweet and then he is like 'TAKE THE ORANGE JUICE' which I dnot really like... he wanted me to be sick.. then I fell and the world's warped and I was in the dream dream state.) The word Akashic came up at some point. I think I am accessing something I am not entirely sure of. I got a series of images and my mum displayed prominently and me when I was a little girl (I think....... my hair was glowing blonde in the sunlight but I had brown hair when I was little.. so am wondering if it was me and just the sun on my hair, or whether it was someone else at a different time)... either way the image of my child arm reaching out to my mothers and grabbing it (all I see are two arms, a child's and an adults grabbing each other) and I am sure that is me and my mum.

My mum told me on the weekend that she was worried that she has heart disease as her blood pressure medication isn't working and her bad cholesterol isn't coming down even with medication. Of course I am naturally worried but I find it hard to show (as with things that are this serious I stay fully composed and don't let emotions get in the way, just get things sorted). So I wrote her an email about smoking just now (I am a smoker too but obviously no where near as long as her) saying that we BOTH need to give up. But this is just what I feel ew need. I also said that since she moved away that I missed the time that I got to spend with her. Neither of us are particularly emotional with each other and I have been wishing we were closer (physically and emotionally).. she lives 1 hour away whereas I used to see her every second day when we were living closer together. Her husband had issues with me talking to her every 2 - 3 days! then wisked her off to a town 1 hour away. Well of course I am dramatising it but that's how I feel.. he has been nicer to me since he has isolated her (one of the more selfish men I have ever met! Most people who meet him think this as well.. but each to their own). anyway its not about him, but .. theres some background for me and mum. I dont know what the dream meant but it was definitely to do with us.

I am freaking out a bit and would appreciate an interpretation as the dream indicated I was sort of saying goodbye to mum (I think... not sure.. but the feeling was a bit dire). Or it was that I need to reconnect with her because there is not a lot of time or smoething. Or just that it is important that we get closer again like the mother-child bond...

I tried to change this to another forum (personal readings) by trying to open up the linda goodman web page for any of the forum pages, and unfortunately keep getting an error!!! So must have to post right here. If someone can move to personal readings that would be great thanks!

Marion = mum's name asteroid (shows as Mario)
Lucas = my ex's name asteroid
Justinano = my name asteroid
Kaali = I feel kaali energy is partly responsible for this
Akashi = I think this is akashic (refers to akashic records)

I am on the inside and the dream chart is on the outside.

I had a hundred or so flashes of info but they have faded.. I think my nanna is in there too somehow (she has passed on unfortunately). But she was definitely there. Her name asteroid is the same as my middle name. I always use the Angel asteroid as her name and my middle name asteroid. I dont really know what akashic records are (I know OF the term but never researched it) so just wikipediaed it then.. seems to be significant but not sure how.

Angel sits at 5'10 Leo in my natal chart (my Sun/Moon midpoint is 5'11 Leo!) and FREAKY.. okay so the natal Angel sits at 5 degree 9 minutes 57 seconds. The DREAM Part of Fortune sits at 5 degrees, 9 minutes, 59 seconds Aquarius.

DREAM Angel sits at 11 degree 11 minutes of Gemini. I haven't written angel in the below chart because I have been up for exactly an hour and I need to go to sleep as I have work in the morning.

Thanks for listening to me go on about this stuff Feels much better for getting it out.

Any interpretations appreciated.. I am not sure what to look for in a dream chart compared to my own. I will also post the dream chart on its own as well.

Dream Chart on its own

Again sorry for posting in the wrong spot but really appreciate any advice about interpreting dream charts.