posted July 17, 2013 07:41 PM
excerpt from my post in another forum ...sometimes you can't save others when you have to fight with all you've got to just survive for your own life!
i had a dream that was like that once....
[2001~2005? i'll have to find the actual date from my dream journal for that time period]
(dream) "The Hell Hole"
in the dream i was in NJ (usa) at the 'superman palisades amusement park', on a ride called 'the hell hole' ..... my church pastor (2001-2002) looked like the character Pugsley (wearing rainbow striped t-shirt) in the Addams Family. there was a group of people standing with and behind him, all dressed uniformly in black trench coats and fedoras.
this 'hell hole' centrifuge-ride got started. (this is where i noticed the pastor standing off sides). the ride spinned faster and faster... until suddenly by surprise the floor drops out from under you! you're caught in position... sticking to the walls, even slipping down a bit towards the bottom of a pit.... and you feel pinned, paralyzed, shocked, and powerless to have any effect except to 'breathe' for your own self and safety, and to only be and stay-alive 'for yourself' and your own sake....
in the dream i kept trying to help others be comfortable when the spin started... before the floor dropped out. then it got gruesome. the only thing left for me to do for others was to look at my neighbor by my side going through these same things and to LOOK very deeply into their EYES and TRY to anchor their consciousness and to encourage them with my eyes to be brave.... But it was all about Endurance now.......... and seemed like it was eternal.
as the dream continued, this 'ride' morphed and turned into the 'space shuttle'.... we were blasting into space (while i and others were still pinned to the walls of this centrifuge-ride). i looked up...... and i saw the deep calm and vastness of a black universe, with the stars like flecks of diamonds... we were in a tube, pinned... but the nose (window, cockpit) door was 'open'... and you could 'see' the night... it was like the movie with Jodie Foster.... (end of dream)
(thanks for letting me post this here)