posted November 01, 2017 01:25 PM            

I hope you feel good and safe.

So .... What or who is Johnny Cash to you?
What "song" or songs do you associate with him, personally?

I know a few... like 'Ain't No Grave gonna hold my body down'. I had watched some docu-movies about his life. He was actually a very religious man, who developed this character.

What kind of songs did your Grandpa play?
Were there any Johnny Cash songs he played, that you heard as a girl?

So ... Your Granddaddy chose 'family' over big-time fame?

Does that relate to you in any decisions you're trying to make right now, for your own life path?

And! LOL ...
On a spooky-realm...
Could it be a dream (if metaphysical) where he is telling you how MUCH he loved you/family?

After all.... 'ain't no grave' that can bury the Love that our ancestors feel for us? (Even if our relationships with them then, were interfered with, on some level--- when they pass into the etherics, there are NO secrets kept. ALL is revealed, and they can 'see' and feel what/or how their life-relationships impacted your own?... )

Sending you Much Love!

posted November 03, 2017 12:25 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
awwwwww Colorfulbutterly
Having a 'pork chop dream' ??? (ref peperoni-pizza dreams). You are just too cute! *hugs*

I hope you feel good and safe.

So .... What or who is Johnny Cash to you?
What "song" or songs do you associate with him, personally?

I know a few... like 'Ain't No Grave gonna hold my body down'. I had watched some docu-movies about his life. He was actually a very religious man, who developed this character.

What kind of songs did your Grandpa play?
Were there any Johnny Cash songs he played, that you heard as a girl?

So ... Your Granddaddy chose 'family' over big-time fame?

Does that relate to you in any decisions you're trying to make right now, for your own life path?

And! LOL ...
On a spooky-realm...
Could it be a dream (if metaphysical) where he is telling you how MUCH he loved you/family?

After all.... 'ain't no grave' that can bury the Love that our ancestors feel for us? (Even if our relationships with them then, were interfered with, on some level--- when they pass into the etherics, there are NO secrets kept. ALL is revealed, and they can 'see' and feel what/or how their life-relationships impacted your own?... )

Sending you Much Love!

{I don't get quality time on this computer anymore, so please forgive if I have chunks of missing time at LL. ..... I'm thinking about you. I read people's responses, then, I mull them during my away-times from the computer. ... You (and others) are not forgotten.}

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LOl, yes I think maybe a pork chop dream! Thank you for responding and I know how things can go to keep up with everyone and everything let alone have technical difficulties. Also want to thank you for the very sweet message that you always give *hugs*

Johnny Cash to me, I never really thought on it but I felt like I understood him , his actions and things in the movie about him. Maybe I see myself in him. IDK something I will have to think on.

My grandfather did choose family over fame. He once had a chance to play with Waylon Jennings but turned it down because he wanted to be home for his family. At his funeral we stood at least 2 hours, I had no clue how many people knew him or that he was as big as he was. He never let on that he was that guy or the man. He was always my grandpa and I really miss him.

I am not sure about the things in my life about I'd buy people but dead people don't talk back. Maybe it comes from stretching myself out for people, doing things and either they love me but cross boundaries or just using me while claiming to love me. I'm tired of it , like just plain tired hence maybe just feeling dead inside. IDK, just really sad today. Things thrown at me that are sooo not fair to me, I know it comes with the territory but it's not fair at all. Feels like things being done on purpose like some people have nothing better to do in life than to hurt you. I don't really understand, I really don't bother no one and mind my own business. I don't get off on hurting people and really do what I can to help others if they need it. Maybe just needing peace.

posted November 04, 2017 11:45 AM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Hello Colorful Butterfly,
My thoughts are it does relate to your grandpa, and to yourself of course. Fame didn't buy your grandpa. And he cannot talk back to whatever he's being said. Maybe you'd like to revive him, talk to him. Maybe you feel you could use his advice or just being around him. And maybe this reflects some fear of death as something final, from which our loved ones, or you, may not return?

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posted November 05, 2017 04:55 AM            

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Originally posted by colorful butterfly:
I think so , I think it is more of letting people go that are not good for my own particular growth.

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posted November 05, 2017 08:44 AM            

Sorry I've been missing from here...
My availability on computer has been very crimped now, especially for the 'quality' times. I grab time as I find it available, and as the muse flows.

{personal sharing}
I've been having some extreme-type transits. If you knew astrology, and saw my chart, your eyes would bug? LOL.
I know MY eyes did when I suddenly realized that there are TWO halves to anyone's chart-- (4 actually, when you look at quadrants).
Today, that was like receiving mixed-messages from the universe.

This Full Moon Taurus (Moon Taurus, Sun Scorpio) was ON one of the most 'painful' aspects of my chart--
(Venus Taurus, Saturn-rx Scorpio, 5th and 11th House).

I have some gnarly 'elder transits' right now too-- the thick of it.
Energy has become thicker since beginning of this year, and going into next year.

This past week, it's been my (deceased) father's birthday.

(I never realized his Sun-Jupiter 3+ Scorpio squares my Chiron-rx Aqua H2cap; his own Chiron was Gemini, on my traditionally unaspected Sun).

So amazing to look back and reflect on relationships, being a student of astrology late in life as an elder-- someone who's 'lived all of it' already.
"Nothing you go through is wasted" .... Honestly.

But anyways... Chiron.
(Makes me chuckle knowingly, in an accepting way, while it still semi-sweetly hurts inside me... pain etched around images soooo vivid).

And Saturn --
I don't know what/how I want to really say/feel about Saturn... except, it bites.
If you're a masochist, then you'll say it's good.
If you're under its thumb, you'll KNOW the sadistic experience of that energy. ? ...
Natal and Progressed!

Inwardly I'll allow a soft joy...
Laughing is a medicine, through tears of ALL to be ever experienced, in the course of an ENTIRE life.
*heart*

*~

Leaving you these links to explore possible the personal meanings relating to the 'symbol' this celebrity possibly represents to your life.

A Celebrity's Life... I respect ALL the service they DO for us.

They are regular people ---
(mourning with Jimmy Fallon today, on the loss of his mother yesterday...)
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jimmy_Fallon
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Fallon,_Jimmy
- http://people.com/tv/jimmy-fallon-mom-gloria-dead/

Some have a DEEP religious faith, and wrestle with their lives, publically and personally.

Even in this next video {while Roseanne Cash sings to father}, we see the cameras shift focus momentarily on the responses of the Clintons {who were in the White House then} ... This couple have a deeply personal committed relationship AND private life, having lived a life of TRULY Public Service.

When you have "Fame" ....
It's HARD to protect yourself from other people who identify themselves with your Image.... and what they 'think' they will have when they capture you?
(I had an exceedingly small version of celebrity/popularity while I was on a worship team in a mega-church in the late 1980s/early 1990s.
A man there, after 5 years, proposed-- and I not-knowing what I'd gotten into, had become merely his trophy-bride...
Won't go into it, except, it shredded my soul and psychology.
I was soooo naïve-- believing that what he 'told' me, was true.
Once the I-do was shared, I found out within a week, 'what' I had really married. Shocking change in his personality.

{today, Venus and Vesta in Libra are ON my Neptune-rx Libra H10.}

H10 with Neptune ....
appreciation of artists, film and story-makers.

Lots of SCORPIO ...
seeing through the veil of REAL lives, with Compassion for preserving personal-life, and the many sorrows.

Celebrities have a LOT of weight on them.
They are Heroes.

They are US. They toggle the lines between being our Myths, and, needing to have the space to live their OWN lives, separately and privately.

Johnny Cash
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Cash,_Johnny

(music) Roseanne Cash sings to her father (JFK Awards Ceremony, 1996) [6:20] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wu1EFVX03eU

Now....
WATCH THIS ONE 'before' you listen to his song, Hurt.

DEEP DEEP symbolisms that give you background information to more fully understand the song, Hurt.

(topic) Johnny Cash's Last Interview (Aug 20, 2003) [11:01] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1zRFnw4jOU

(music) Hurt (Johnny Cash) [4:02] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FywSzjRq0e4

Your mention of "Ring of Fire" matches that SCORPIO energy.

"Desires" -- of ALL KINDS.
Our Relationships "to EVERYTHING" that sparks us personally.

(music) Ring of Fire (Johnny Cash, lyrics) [2:37] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hbo6WhbNRsc

Johnny Cash (in his final interview) spoke of some of his relationships...

Mentions Ray Orbison who had been trained to be a preacher(?fact check?) yet was TORN to still follow his dream of being a musician.

Johnny Cash seemed the SAME DEEP WAY. He walked so conflicted, feeling such a deep personal living relationship to the God and Love of His Soul, and, in his earth walk was feeling as though he were out of integrity, in his more human life of being a secular musician.

He mentions Jimmie Rodgers...
I LOVED that man's songs when I was a girl.

I'm certain that our Loved Ones who have departed remember us from a distance, with Love.

(music) Better Loved You'll Never Be (Jimmie Rodgers) [2:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6SFm-lV28Q