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Topic: I had a dream that I let someone at my work spoon me
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Stawr
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posted April 09, 2022 12:59 AM
  
No I have very few outlets to cope with my life actually. I like to express myself through fashion, hair, and make-up.Husband and I are getting better and trying new thigs in our own private life. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted April 09, 2022 06:11 AM
I'd say trying new things with your husband is just as creative... Good for you. Sounds like you rekindle the spark.IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted April 23, 2022 01:48 PM
Yeah thank God! Chiron is squaring my 8th house Neptune and Uranus for quite some time too. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted April 27, 2022 10:53 PM
So my mom is going to help me put together my end of the year books soon. I had a dream that we were there putting them together in my classroom but for some reason the custodian was there cleaning. I did not interact with him. When he left the room my mom said "where does your work find these people?" IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted May 11, 2022 09:28 PM
Oh so a few weeks ago in real life when he came in my room two of my class butterflies were having sex with each other. He also told me this week about weird synchronization he has experienced (mainly related to people he knows whom have passed) he must be a synchronous magnet. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted May 12, 2022 03:20 PM
You clearly feel a unique vibe between the two of you. Perhaps you had something going on between you in another era, and the residual energy from it is still present.IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted May 12, 2022 09:04 PM
Thank you Ayelet. We are so blessed to have a gem like you on LL! IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted May 13, 2022 07:00 PM
Thank you, I'm blushing  IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted May 27, 2022 09:28 AM
He told me that he is able to see things happen to people who cross him with his mind.(like myself) (I did not go into detail with him in my experiences though) But I asked him how he felt once it happened, and he really did not answer me. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted May 27, 2022 03:03 PM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
Thank you Ayelet. We are so blessed to have a gem like you on LL!
I concur. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted May 27, 2022 08:26 PM
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I concur.
Thank you, Randall 🌺 IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted May 27, 2022 08:29 PM
@StawrI wonder, he felt close enough to tell you that. I understand you did not exchange many words, yet he wanted you to know.
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Stawr
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posted May 28, 2022 10:04 AM
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@StawrI wonder, he felt close enough to tell you that. I understand you did not exchange many words, yet he wanted you to know.
Yeah I definitely feel like if someone is crossing you, disturbing your peace and well being and you feel like you can't do anything about it in real life....it can manifest to that person in other ways in the privacy of your own home. Sometimes it feels like there is not enough justice, and I need to take matters into my own hands. I had my first experience with this when I was 13. The last time I did this was for my landlord a few months ago. I really try to check myself before going there with people, I evaluate how much this person has disturbed my well being, when I did not deserve it, and how much the person has impacted my physical and mental health. I did tell him that I made my landlord stop being a landlord. (kind of implying that I do similar things) I smiled and walked away to put my food in the fridge. But yeah I am not going to go there with him when my co-workers are starting to come in. When I do these things I tell my highest consciousness that I don't want the person to die or have anything happen to their health and fertility, or their family. I cannot handle feeling responsible for that. But this person needs to "go" in some kind of way! In the past I was more reckless with this. But in my mid 20's I decided to tone it down a bit. I've also seen myself be blessed for not doing this to people who probably deserve it other times. I wonder if he has a hunch that I have something to do with my boss leaving. Because he has seen how she use to treat me. I opened up to him a lot about it when we were the only people in the building once ...and I intend to always have his back, because I got his attention once and made a kicking notion to my boss when she was in her office. And that could of got me in a lot of trouble. Maybe that's why I felt like I could show him that side of me about 3 years ago. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted May 29, 2022 06:18 PM
In my opinion the best way to rid yourself of disturbing individuals is to bless them. They will either change or clear. That way you don't need to deal with any negative karma and wishing to take vengence, justified or not. Either way, you and that man seem to have a similar mindset regarding these issues, and who knows, maybe you practiced some kind of magic together in another life! Just take care no one's hurt. Yea, I got you take care not to harm health, fertility and the like. But even the thought of harming and to what extent can most assuredly prove detrimental. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted May 31, 2022 10:26 PM
I agree. Thank you. I kind of wish for them to find the light most of the time when I am doing a ritual. My landlord decided he is not cut out for being a landlord. While I did get feisty with him I did have to communicate with him. But towards the end I kept my thoughts to myself, and just spew whatever BS he wanted to. My boss is retiring, and is going to travel the country and plans to volunteer cuddle babies at the hospital. But it can take me a while to get to this place. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted June 01, 2022 10:02 PM
I'm sure you will get there, as blessings is a way to do what you do anyway without any element of damage caused in the way. When you see that every person in your life is there for a reason, you can pray and bless the situation, and ask spirit to help manifest the way in which that person is a golden link in the chain of your happiness.
I got that last idea from a book called "The Game Of Life", a great book for practical spirituality. I think you can download it on Kindle for free! Highly recommended. The full name is "The Game Of Life - and how to play it".IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 12, 2022 10:51 PM
Okay that is very interesting that you bring up past lives and physic bonds because I looked up where his Juno is...It conjuncts my IC and S. node. The interpretation talks about karmic bonds and past lives. Also my Juno conjuncts his n. node IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted June 14, 2022 06:52 PM
I do not have much knowledge of asteroids outside of Chiron (though I know the goddess Juno), but having your Juno conjunct his north node might mean your bond has future potential.IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted September 27, 2022 12:24 AM
It is really clicking. When I was having issues at my condo. My husband could not and still cannot get on my emotional level. When I had it, dealing with that family I said something about that family and my husband said I was taking it too far. Upsetting for me to hear when husband has zero emotions about me being lied to by people I'm renting and not doing what they need to do for me to live in a safe environment. This custodian is on my level when it comes to people doing wrong on livelihood of others. Like it was a sign that I could be comforted by him. With what I was going through. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted September 27, 2022 09:47 AM
You and the custodian might share some high sympathy and understanding. And it is frustrating that your husband did not understand your emotional needs. But would you go as far as replacing your husband with him? Theoretically, I mean. I understand that present issues might be somewhat pushing you away from your husband, and I wonder what it is that YOU want. Perhaps you wish to be the focus of events for a change, instead of someone else. Maybe you wouldn't have replaced your husband with the custodian, but merely develop a certain connection that would contribute both of you at a certain point. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted December 07, 2022 01:23 AM
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Originally posted by Ayelet:
You and the custodian might share some high sympathy and understanding. And it is frustrating that your husband did not understand your emotional needs. But would you go as far as replacing your husband with him? Theoretically, I mean. I understand that present issues might be somewhat pushing you away from your husband, and I wonder what it is that YOU want. Perhaps you wish to be the focus of events for a change, instead of someone else. Maybe you wouldn't have replaced your husband with the custodian, but merely develop a certain connection that would contribute both of you at a certain point.
I never want to replace my husband, but I don't want to be with him anymore. I just care about peace and happiness now, it's not in my husband. No matter how hard I work to try to make it that way it's just isn't happening because of his own unwillingness. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted December 07, 2022 01:38 AM
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I had something else happen that kind of freaks me out. One day I was just fantasizing about him. And just from keeping it from getting to be TMI, I will try to keep it vague...! Well during this session in my fantasy, he used something that he uses a lot for his job. The next day (in real life, btw)...!!... I see that the thing that he used in my fantasy is broken. I see him working on it. I ask him about it...and he even says he thinks it's the specific part of the thing that was used in my fantasy that was causing it to not work anymore. My eyes must of bugged out of my head in front of him! I've never experienced a coincidence like this! This happened sometimes before xmas. Sometime in November or December. Not sure if I am making any sense.
My mom has had many phases of spirituality. I forgot about a story my mom told me to make me realize we have the same skill. She was being a prayer warrior for someone who is experiencing cancer. She even visualized beheading a cancer demon that night. When she went outside the next morning there was a bunny rabbit in our backyard with it's head off.
Freaky! My sister and I got exhausted from hearing about this story, my sister would pop a xanax . My mom might have 8th house moon. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted December 11, 2022 08:08 PM
Another real synch I had with this person happened back in March.He had a really bad temper tantrum at work at the end of the day. I missed it, but many other teachers and students witnessed it. All of us teachers talked about it after school. It was so upsetting for me to be present and hear about. I was so upset about him getting in huge trouble. I was super sad and worried about him the whole weekend. I go to buy my first vape pen that weekend. I see the same exact car he owns in the parking lot. Not his. But I felt like it was some kind of sign. I learned later that he was trying to not smoke that day...and that he was having a really bad withdrawal episode. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted December 11, 2022 09:47 PM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
My mom has had many phases of spirituality. I forgot about a story my mom told me to make me realize we have the same skill. She was being a prayer warrior for someone who is experiencing cancer. She even visualized beheading a cancer demon that night. When she went outside the next morning there was a bunny rabbit in our backyard with it's head off.
Freaky! My sister and I got exhausted from hearing about this story, my sister would pop a xanax . My mom might have 8th house moon.
Your mother must have sensed unconsciously what happened to the poor rabbit at the exact same moment she was practicing magic for the sake of the ill. It was a synchronicity, everything is connected. We all have these gifts and can develop them at will.
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Pathseeker
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posted March 09, 2024 09:43 AM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
He told me that he is able to see things happen to people who cross him with his mind.(like myself) (I did not go into detail with him in my experiences though) But I asked him how he felt once it happened, and he really did not answer me.
Hello Strawr, This is my first time in this forum and your thread is the first one I visited. This above quote caught my attention because it is the first thing you shared that hinted that this person has psychic leanings. When I read this post, I got an "And that's not all" when it comes to what he is able to do. I got the impression he was baiting you. Do you do anything for psychic protection? Pathseeker IP: Logged |
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