posted November 28, 2003 04:09 AM           

"This then is the meaning of the dragon which consumes its own tail: Nothing which claims to exist outside of or independent of God can survive. All such notions will consume themselves, for such is the nature of all that finds itself outside of God; it consumes and is ultimately destroyed, while only God remains. All material, all thought, all feeling, all of anything that insists upon its independence from God, seals its fate, and must return to the components of which it was made, God..the Alpha. There is only God. Nothing else is, and upon realization of this simple, yet most paradoxically complex of realities; only upon return to God, the Omega, the All, may the "individual" thing survive. Only as a facet of God, for that is all that anything ever is.

posted April 13, 2004 01:17 PM           

This was written about 20 minutes after the awakening began. I went back to bed and when I woke up it was still there with me. It lasted 6 hours after that.

daf

posted November 23, 2007 04:17 AM         

Dafremen,
my mind has been churning, since
your post days ago.
That has to be one of the most profound
and awing dreams I've ever heard.
It's deserving of the reverence
of contemplation.

You must just know when you dream something like that.
That it's not just a dream.
That there's a lifetime
of messages to reflect upon.
Perhaps some insights not awakening
immediately...yet flashing revealments,
sowing in the seeds of time (and experience?)

I've been drawn to the numbers and what
they may mean. The alignment, as you felt,
seems so significant.
Zero was very pertinent to my awakening.
I felt so close to something...so close to something unknown. I still feel that nearness...if only the missing peice that may cohese it together as one vision.

I'm eager/curious...
I hope we may talk more.

Blessing.

I admire what you take
from what you see.

posted November 23, 2007 05:59 PM           

In the course of doing so, I had 5 people accuse me of trying to start a cult, 2 accuse me of being in cahoots with the devil, and 1 very good friend I used to game with who didn't understand my bizarre behavior, took it personally and hasn't had a rational conversation with me since that didn't involve intellectual posturing of some sort.

Most of them are here on this site.

One is a Scorpion who has threatened to put a sword through me (I'm assuming metaphorically, she's sweet if you don't pliss her off) if I continue telling people about these things while I'm not "there."

I'm not sure where God's voice is anymore. He seems to be everywhere barking orders at me through everyone I know. =)

You might examine:

The Divine Tetraktys

posted November 28, 2007 01:31 AM         

I used to go by the names, BlueDove
and Heart&Soul here before Lialei.
I think I first signed on as BlueDove in 2001. But I wasn't a prolific member. More of a wanderer. In and out, to and fro.

Would the posts you recorded on the numbers be in Oranges & Hyacinths? I'd like to read them if I may.
The Divine Tetraktys.
It appears I have more reading to do.

If you would feel more comfortable discussing things privately in the meantime,
do you still have your hotmail email and would it be alright if I wrote to you sometime?

I've experienced enough here at times to understand your hesitancy. I'm coming onto the first anniversary of being slandered site-wide at Christmas time while a dear friend of mine was dying. One experience of many. But probably the most blind-siding and painful.

Not everyone's the same. There are beautiful hearts. That's why I'm still
here. You probably understand... you're here too.

posted December 18, 2007 11:28 AM           

Tink,

posted December 18, 2007 11:18 PM         

thank you for these.
It was timely to discover them tonight. ~

Perception is NOT reality
Of Fate
Of Freewill
and
Divine Perception.