posted January 31, 2023 11:07 PM            

I simply want to find solid ground
I simply want what can’t seem to be found
I don’t know where this confusion leads
I don’t know how my mind will be free

I don’t know how to find peace in this mess
I don’t know how to transmute love from this stress
I wish I could stop creating illusion
I wish the smallest hopes and dreams weren’t in fusion

I wish I could only seek what’s mine
I wish I could find partnership divine
I’m tired of aching, I’m tired of being crushed
I’m tired of pain, I’m tired of feeling rushed

I wish beyond wishing
I could find something real
I wish beyond wishing
Some days I didn’t feel

I’ve lost all sense of purpose
I wish somehow my love life wasn’t a circus
I wish I could find
I wish I was found
I wish I was sought
I wish the right one came around