posted July 27, 2005 03:11 PM         

I have a huge deal doctor's apppointment tomorrow and I have been in such a state for the last three days. This is because:

1. My Doc will be doing a blood test for a cancer marker. We expect it to be great, wonderful, fine, but I am still worried as my ear has been bothering me since my last RAI treatment

2. I am frazzled about my Doc's reaction to me tomorrow. We recently had a few personal emails in which we discussed his chart. It got a little personal and a bit flirty, innocent but poignant weird. I am worried that he will go into his shell tomorrow. And I am feeling too scared and bruised to handled any weirdness. I have even considered postponing the appointment??

posted July 28, 2005 01:34 AM         

Good luck with your appt., LILYGIRL; i hope all goes well tomorrow!

posted July 28, 2005 09:14 AM         

Well I decided not to postpone. I am getting dressed as I write, pulling on the proper pale yellow sundress and black flats.

I am a total wreck about this. I just have this horrible feeling. He fell off my screen last week and has not crawled back on since.

I feel completely emotional. For godsake I am a Gemini!! (So get out there LILYGIRL and be airy!!) Hopefully everything is fine, period, the end.

posted July 30, 2005 10:48 AM         

SO glad to hear everything went well with your appt.! I've left a message for you over in your thread in Astrology; it's about me not being able to find your horary chart online any more - oops! Can you post it again?

posted July 30, 2005 11:57 AM         

Does the horary still work if I just input the original times and values? It was gone so I reinserted the times. Does that still work? I am so clueless. It (the horary chart) looks familiar but I am not sure maybe I should start all over?

Anyway he was in great spirits and sweet and asking me a million personal questions. So phewww he obviously was not freaked out. I am still waiting for the tests to come back but he was quite hopeful.
http://www.astro. com/cgi/chart.cgi?;btyp=2;mth=gw;hsy=5;zod=;sday=22;smon=7;syr=2005;rs=;orbp=;cid=4glfilePi5FSU-u1120754096;lang=e;gm=a1;ast=&nhor=10&nho2=6

posted July 30, 2005 06:11 PM         

I'm glad to hear it went well with him, and wasn't awkward, though, you're a vivacious Gemini, so how else could it have gone?

Oh, don't worry about the horary question's validity, it's still good! You drew it up for the same time as before, right? Oh wait, i think you had the time over in Astrology. I'll take a look and write more later this evening. I'll reply over there in Astrology, so we can keep track of all the things we've talked about already.

That is really cool that you were able to relate to your Sabian symbols! They're are a really intriguing part of astrology - i think someone posted about that in the Astrology forum some time ago. They're like this treasure box of information that's hidden away in your chart, and you get some startling revelations there. I'll see if i can dig that old thread up...

posted July 30, 2005 09:34 PM         

On my chart showing up... I never register. Perhaps that is why they show up?. I don't register and then I just put it on my favorite place so when I go, it's still there. Go figure! LOL. When I redid the chart, I simply inserted everything from the original including time. It's under "Attraction"