posted October 25, 2005 05:14 PM         

Hey Lotus~ did you happen to get a chance to do yet another one of your amazing readings for me the suspense is killing me!! thank you so much!

p.s. how was your walk? I was imagining that i was walking next to you in the woods. That i could hear birds chirping the wind blowing the branches and leaves the smell of damp wood. awwww must be nice!!!

posted October 25, 2005 06:07 PM           

I pulled one Rune card

13 HARVEST

JERA
The first green shoots
sprout from turned earth.
Patience, patience,
my beloved.
In your season
you will know
the harvest of the self
_____________________________
basically, and this goes for the bothe of us
hehe

we can not force anything, do not call him, I said that, you must go on with your life, while you are waiting
we still have work to do on ourselves
we are abviously not ready, as they are not
I promise you this
he will come, and will come back groveling
you must be strong and patient
Find the magic around you, go back to what it was like to be a child
remember how in awe we were of everything, I found that again, and forgot because I let myself get upset

my walk, it's a blizzard, we're getting over a foot of snow, my walk lasted 30 miutes, and my eyebrows and hair were white and fluffy
ho ho ho
and Oh so cold

posted October 25, 2005 06:17 PM         

My heart is broken, and the way you put things down just makes my heart melt!! Im crying! although im not sure i understood what the rune card meant I was able to understand what you were saying to me! thank you lotus and I will gather up every bit of patience and move forward. thank you so much!!!!! ((((BIG HUG))))

posted October 25, 2005 06:19 PM         

Lotus. I hope you get everything you ask for in life. A person like you deserves it.

Sometimes it just takes longer which sucks. Thank you so much for being there for me these past months.

I am still just living my life and trying to go out alot. I'm gonna have a great weekend again and I'm gonna make sure I do

Please take a break when you need to steph. You are so sweet.

P.S - Brandy sorry but my boss has been around alot. He won't be here thursday thank god.

I have had work loads also. Please don't push him emotionally and question him on feelings all the time. I notice cap men don't like that.

Do exactly what sxc said.

I know it is hard but it's for the best.

For both of us.

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Gemini sun, Cancer rising, mercury in Gemini, moon in Taurus *29, venus in Taurus, mars in Libra

posted October 25, 2005 07:31 PM           

and to get back to the HARVEST

think of it as your garden, you can not pull on the the shoots to assit them to grow, or yikes, you might break its roots

I was thinking, i have a zen garden, I will pretend it is him, and I will tend my neglected garden, and rake it, and shape it, and tickle it
hehe

I think I'm on some kind of forth demensional
roller coaster, and it won't stop
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

posted October 25, 2005 07:34 PM           

You are so awesome, and strong, and a very good example of what to do
Bravo!

Nev,
Sorry I haven't gotten back to you, I'm not in a reading mode, But I will do your reading tomorrow and email it.

posted October 26, 2005 01:21 PM         

Im doing better today, my spirit feels good. I have to admit one thing though I called Brian this a.m. and he answered right away! He and I had a good talk we were talking like friends although he wanted to know what I did last night (my car was parked at his and carlys house). I know he cares its just going to take more time... I have planted my seed... lotus now i just have to be patient and watch it grow!

When we got off the phone he was like have a nice day and Ill talk to you later. Im like o.k. so ill let him make the next call. I know i know I should not have called!! <3 I could not help it... I guess now I should work on self control!! Lol

hey Lotus I have a question? I asked the palm reader in Pismo but.....I have nothing but trust and faith in you as I know you are heaven sent. is there another girl that he may be thinking about or dating or am i the only one that he is taking into consideration?

thank you

posted October 26, 2005 04:07 PM           

Svirgo, lovelight, you are bothe so welcome, and please anytime you need a read just ask.

Greeneyedgemini,
no worries, I didn't see that yet, but I still have to do a reading, will do doon

Philbird, I got a couple ahead of you, so by this evening

OK, so we got 2 feet of snow, I've had no electricity since after 8:00 P.M. last night
Oh yeh, no heat, my fingers are thawing out as i type, hehe

what to you do with a 14 and 15 year old, when there is no power,
anything and everything, hey, I even tried to Snowboard
I'm not very good

I'll be back

posted October 26, 2005 05:23 PM         

sending you beautiful swirling
rainbows of light.....

may peace and beauty be yours
today and always.

this is iris, goddess of the rainbow,
for you...she is the female
counterpart of hermes, messenger
of the gods, full of compassion and
love for all humans.

posted October 26, 2005 08:07 PM           

Sorry everyone, I had no internet service

HedgeWitch, thanks so much, I feel so much love today, and it really feels good.

Lovelight, oops, sorry I said I'd do a reading, and I will, ASAP

the line up
Greeneyedgemini, you are next
one in email after that
Lovelight
then Phlibird, I will email

again, if I lose power or internet, sorry for the delay in advance.

posted October 26, 2005 08:50 PM           

Gee, your reading was so horrible

hehe

There is no other women, or unfaithfulness from Brian
Unless you create it with fear, it's not in the cards at all, please know that he is your twin, and you will be with him in less then a year, I SEE 7 months
which is not a ling time, really, it shows you need to focus on yoursself and what makes you happy on your own with you're children, this is a time to bond and listen, ask them questions, you'll be amazed at there answers, they need you right now, it tough to go through a divorce, yes they are resilient, but it still hurts, that mommy and daddy are not together anymore
The X be cautious right now, he's getting ready to try to cross you, don't worry, it won't work, you are very intuitive
so, with that said, your higher self awaits contact, meditation, you can be with Brian this way, telepathy you share it
start to explore this new world, and create a fun world with your children, through art the theatre, nature, ask them what interests them

20 hours without power, can sure teach you alot, we managed to get along, and find things to do, and talk about
it could have been horrible
my children have sure been tempered by life, they amaze me, everyday

So, darling you're cards are good, and there are no problems, just take it one day at a time, and we can talk about what's going on anytime.

posted October 26, 2005 10:42 PM           

Believe in yourself, first and foremost
all is there for you
many opposing forces
again, be willing to hold your nose and jump
love is made of feelings
listen to your intuition, you are being guided
Trust this
The Star, this is up to you, you must have faith and belief, connect with yourself, allow the divine to work with you
there is Love and Marriage and Fertility

You are right
and don't let anyone tell you
you are not

You can now depend on your higher self
the YOU of YOU

please keep me updated
and always see the the glass half full

Love and Light to YOU

posted October 26, 2005 11:52 PM         

that makes me feel so much better thank you so much! As hard as it is i will keep the faith and do as you said. Take care of me and the kids. I will stay as positive as i can.....and gosh 7 months is not long at all thank you thank you thank you!!

posted October 27, 2005 11:25 AM         

love to you both...i really
love this thread...it's so full
of healing and nurturing.

the kindness and goodwill here
are uplifting.

posted October 27, 2005 01:24 PM           

yes, we both need to take your advice, i love learning though all of you, it's such a wonderful experience.

HedgWitch,

you are so kind and beautiful, your words always move me, thanks so much for being YOU

Love and Light to ALL

posted October 27, 2005 02:55 PM         

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Gemini sun, Cancer rising, mercury in Gemini, moon in Taurus *29, venus in Taurus, mars in Libra

posted October 27, 2005 03:07 PM           

Wow! you're higher self must have been warning you that something is brewing inside of you, OK, your ready to throw it at him
I say go with your intuition, it's an unexpected influence, a polarity, yes very bizarre
I say it's time for an argument, I can't believe I'm saying this, but you, must be feeling it???
After this exchange, things will be out in the open, then you will both proceed, you get everthing you want, you are fulfilled
ah it's all beautiful, you just have to get through this thing that haas been building up, it needs to boil over, it would be nice if it was just steam, but this requires boiling, there is karma involved
undertake to go through thi with Love and Forgiveness in your heart
Many blessings in store