posted December 08, 2013 03:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Can you order it & try it out?
9 of cups would suggest 'filled', yet also very pleased. So it may be you are not comfortable with it yourself? (10 wands?). Feeling like it's 'too much'? I think the king might relate to the iron on the dress

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posted December 10, 2013 01:54 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
LC,

" I was drunk, and he just isn't attracted to me in a relationship type of way."
Did he say so?

However if so, I am really sorry. Though on the other hand maybe it is good to know now, so you can move on again.

"Doesn't look like I'll meet anyone new...and obviously the Hermit is really summing up how I feel right now". I always equate the 5 of swords in this deck as relating to sexual abuse. That's not what takes place when I pull the card but it always makes me think of my past."

I feel like maybe this shows that you need some time for yourself to heal the old wounds.

Interestingly though I pulled the 5 of swords for the day when I met him, and it turned out so differently as I thought. NOt nasty at all.
BUT I had to be much more communicative and forward as I usually am. Going out of my comfort zone, though when I did I felt rather comfortable. lol
Maybe in this case it was this. Or well, you could say, there was competition there, about his attention, jut that I never even tried entering into a competition, and was not really aware of it.

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Yes he said so. I've known this for a while but I kept hoping that it's because he wasn't seeing me right, and that I could somehow change his mind. But then I couldn't wait any longer because I had finally admitted to myself that I did want to be with him. He had become a very dear friend to me and that part hurts most.

I do like what you said about the 5 of swords, about entering a competition without realizing it.

posted December 14, 2013 03:14 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Twirl, since you're getting back into crystal stuff you may like this link.

https://www.facebook.com/healingandcrystaltherapy

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posted December 21, 2013 03:38 PM            

Heirophant- Horned One (Devil)- King of Wands

It looks more positive than I expected, I was waiting for the 10 of swords to show up.

The booklet for this deck says, "unless the other cards are negative around it, it indicate a healthy life-enhancing wild nature".

posted December 26, 2013 09:18 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Just for fun because I don't expect this to happen I asked if he would take me to meet his family by the end of January

Heirophant- Horned One (Devil)- King of Wands

It looks more positive than I expected, I was waiting for the 10 of swords to show up.

The booklet for this deck says, "unless the other cards are negative around it, it indicate a healthy life-enhancing wild nature".

I am thoroughly confused...

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posted December 27, 2013 02:47 AM            

and I got Ace of Wands- 4 of wands - 3 of cups

posted December 27, 2013 03:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I was pulling three cards for my trip to London today and for next week.

and I got Ace of Wands- 4 of wands - 3 of cups

The funny thing is that I also got Ace of wands as my daily card.

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Is this for the whole trip? Does it fall till next week too?
For those cards I think you may make new friends or celebrate something together. Are you going for a wedding? Or visiting home? If anything it looks like an action packed trip with the wands and of course good times with the 3 of cups. I want to say that a re-union may take place of old friends. I may be way off of course.

For the daily, the ace of wands to me is full of excitement and gogogo energy. So you may be rushing around but with anticipation not anxiety.

posted December 30, 2013 05:13 AM            

not much time on my hand. But I know the devil in this one. I like it. A very primal natural energy.
I am a bit stumped though what it could mean in this context. sorry.

I do still see a lot of attachment, passionate attachment in this one. Especially with the heirophant around as well.
I am not sure what it means in respect of the question though.

As for my trip, - being rght in the middle of it-

a lot of upheaval and stress again, uranian. A tooth fractured, but it does not hurt so i hope it holds until next week (fingers crossed), a lot of discussing with the reception about my hotelroom and switching rooms.

I should have known though.
Everytime I am to London and Uranus is doing something, things like these happen.
In this case I believe Tr Uranus is opposing my pluto on 9 libra. lol and trine the ASC on 7 Sag and Nn on 10 Sag.

Othr than that I have had a great time so far. Meeting up with an email friend of mine. Until today we had great fair almost springlike weather, the city is buzzing with people, even more than normally. (I apparentlz arrived with the same train some released people from Greenpeace arrived, since I do not think all the cameras and paparazzi and media were there for me. lol).

And es it feels like coming home. my friend remarked on that, how though I have not been here that often, i just find my way like a sleepwalker. Especially around Trafalgar square, Piccadillz, Covent Garden.

Only place in the world, I am not disliking the crowd but actuall thrive on the energy. Strange, hu

~As for Jude Law and the play, I think I will make a few words about that when I am back home.

but yeah that is about it for now, though the trip will take a few more days, until friday.

posted December 30, 2013 09:14 PM            

On yours, well other than the tooth it sounds amazing! It seems that I was right about the action packed vacation. Also the 4 of wands for me often signifies a happy feeling of home, or 'at home' which is not always the house you grew up in but the place that always fills your heart with joy. In this case it seems to be London

posted December 31, 2013 04:59 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:

You can pretend the paparazzi was there for you

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posted December 31, 2013 04:31 PM            

So something interesting with my cards, and when this happens with this deck I just end up loving it all the more. I had pulled 3 cards for the month of January and what would happen with my boy (I know, I know, I should cut him out...) and I got Queen of Swords Ace of Rods Page of Cups I forgot that I had asked this and asked again, what would happen/the development of our relationship etc.. and those cards appeared again in the reading! Which is when it hit me that I had pulled those exact cards a few days ago. I'll have to post the rest of the cards later so that we can dissect them.

posted December 31, 2013 07:41 PM            

Happy new year!

"You must be very pretty Ceri
I'm thinking Monica Belluci or Sophia Loren?"
LOl
No, not really. Still slightly overweighed, though looking much better and slimmer than a year before (minus 36 or 37 Kilos I think, depends on what the scale shows after the trip. lol)
but I know how I/'ve changed, and so despite still not fitting into a beauty-ideal concerning weight, I guess I must deal with it differently and more confidently.

As for being pretty (not weight related), well, maybe I am after all. Got a few startling glances from the man himself. LOL
Not a clue why, I did not do anything except being (there).
but it is one of my better hair days which means, the kind of my mum calls "witches/hair" and my dad calls the "angel look", because my locks get untameable if it is slighlty moist, and I suppose it must look good at the moment.

Well, not going to analyze it really, but it surprises me, but also pleases me.

BTW as for your inerpretation of the cards. we were having tea at the Savoy this afternoon, and it turned out our waitress was from Germany like me, and even had the same first name as me!

"and those cards appeared again in the reading!"
It looks positive tyhough with the wands and the cups, no?
A refreshed new passionate loving interest.
Though of course the Queen is a no "bullsh*t" queen.

posted January 03, 2014 02:43 AM            

Your tea "party" fits that 4 of wands and 3 of cups perfectly. It's amazing how much depth you can get out of a reading. Not only did it feel like home but you found someone from home!

Thanks for the clarification of the 8 of discs and it is true that I have my moments of melancholy and tend to withdraw. Sometimes once I've figured it out I tell him about it, not always though. They are thoughts and experiences he is not equipped to deal with...not many are. For me the 8 of discs feels like an admirable quality, no? This is a pretty good reading for me, it's honest, seeing my strengths and faults, without any crazy idealization, or even a negative view. I also wonder if the Empress would infer some type of birth, or re-birth after that melancholy stage? One is seemingly apathetic and the other is the ultimate giver.

As for the longer reading that involved the Queen of Swords, ace of rods, and page of cups it's as follows.

................(5)Page of Swords
(4)Two of swords..(1/2)Ace of rods/King of Discs..(6)10 of wands
.................(3)Queen of Swords

6 of discs- Page of Cups- 9 of swords- 8 of rods

It looks like some type of challenge will be overcome?

posted January 03, 2014 04:16 AM            

However, I guess so, cause yesterday I was getting looks AGAIN.
and the girl beside me tried SO hard to get his attention. she even seemed to try to crawl into me or my seat to do what exactly? Getting him to look at her?

I don /t know. It was not that long and much, but repeatedly and most appreciated during the bows.

I do not really see why he would be looking at me, not just once, but throwing me these short glances all through the play. I did not do anythng, did not wiggle in my seat, did not lean forwards as if to crawl onto stage, as the girl beside me did. I was just, there. lol
Maybe that sometimes is enough.
and I totally fell in love with the play, the wit, the everything, not just because he was on stage, but I really loved the play so much, and also the other actors, and it was magnficent.

posted January 03, 2014 01:40 PM            

Ace of Cups - Queen of Cups - Prince (Knight) of Cups

I suppose I must have seemed quite receptive to the Play (Queen of Cups).

But then as I said he was not the only one, I must have exuded something different than I usually do, that people, well men, liked. lol

posted January 03, 2014 01:45 PM            

"t I have my moments of melancholy and tend to withdraw."
I was basing that onem ore on the 4 of cups actually.

"For me the 8 of discs feels like an admirable quality, no?"
Yes, I think so. It might sometimes look like nothing much is happening, a bit boring, slow, but to me it speaks of putting a lot of effort persistently into building something of valor and stability.

" I also wonder if the Empress would infer some type of birth, or re-birth after that melancholy stage?"
Yes, I could see that. She is very creative in every kind of sense.

posted January 03, 2014 03:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:

But then as I said he was not the only one, I must have exuded something different than I usually do, that people, well men, liked. lol

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You, my lady, seem to be a vixen in disguise

The name Ceridwen is really make sense now, definitely all High Priestessy energy here

All your cup cards..I'd say you pulled on him emotionally, intriguing him (yet again. The Knight of Cups is very fishy to me. He's forever on the love chase but sometimes doesn't appreciate what he has and swims away. In your reading I would say he wanted, in a way to conquer you, your appreciation and awe. To show off. To make sure your eyes were on him, because he was also looking at you.

posted January 04, 2014 09:01 AM            

"You, my lady, seem to be a vixen in disguise"
LOL
Not that I am aware of!

"The name Ceridwen is really make sense now, definitely all High Priestessy energy here "
Can you elabortate on thi? What is so high priestessy about this? Or me?

.I'd say you pulled on him emotionally, intriguing him "
I think so. Yes.
Not sure why or how, but I guess a little bit of inrigue was there.

"(yet again. The Knight of Cups is very fishy to me."
Ah I love my Princes or knights. REally. And the Knight of Wands and Cups are my favourites (not keen on the Swords one though).

Yes, I know they are always on the go, but I find that fitting. Feelings are like that. Not to be carved in stone they are fluctuating all the time, trying to freeze them in time suffocates them, takes away the spark and soul and life.
I do like a little bit of balance though. lol

However, a knight card makes much sense for the situation, cause it had to be a fleeting one, naturally, given the circumstances. Just a snapshot of time.

" To make sure your eyes were on him, because he was also looking at you."
Your description made me smile.
Yes, maybe.
As a matter of fact, I at least once caught him looking at me when I was occupied listenting or looking to someone else.
As I said there wre so many wonderful, talented, amazing actors up there, and I just wanted to take it ALL in, not only him.
Though I DID look at him more often than not, sometimes even when others were speaking, to see his reaction to the words, how he was acting and responding even when he did not have to say anything yet, and how he would seemingly explode into action then, but as a matter of fact, you could see
the hints of the coming explosion by his body language, building it up slowly, which you would have missed if you had only looked at the speaker.

Amazing acting skill up there.
I wonder though how he managed to, well there was a scene when he compares the princess Catherine to an angel, and then sais, quite embarassed: "I said it and must not blush to affirm it."
And he was ACTUALLY blushing saying that line. How does he do that?
How do you manipulate your face so that it changes colour?????

posted January 05, 2014 10:49 PM            

I like what you say about feelings, especially this part; "trying to freeze them in time suffocates them, takes away the spark and soul and life." Very fitting then, that they should be represented by water and the cups cards. My issue with the Knight, as pleasant as he is, is not realistic and tangible enough. This is due to my own experience where he kept popping up for this guy who I was sure I would end up with. He said the right things, gave me the attention I wanted, was into me.. There was just this whole romantic air to it...but that's it. It never went anywhere. One of the biggest heartbreaks I ever had to endure. There was more depth to it than what I'm saying here, but it just felt so perfect, almost movie like, how things just seem to fall in place, and then I learned that I don't like the movies.

But anyway, for your reading and this purpose it seems quite nice, fitting as you say for the fleeting moment.

"How do you manipulate your face so that it changes colour?????"
I say you should ask him this when you see him and then let me know too. That's a handy trick to have up ones sleeve.

I did another short reading for me and my boy, asking what type action he would like me to take in terms of him....it's badly worded but the intention is what type of action would he want me to take (i.e never talk to him again/walk away, talk to him more/be more vocal about how I feel, open up more about things bothering me, leave things be..etc...this was the thought process I had)

Knave of Pents http://springwolf.files.wordpress.com/2013/03/pentacles-knave.jpg

8 of wands http://diaryofachristowiccan.files.wordpress.com/2013/06/20130531-214354.jpg

Strengh http://www.lindaravenscroft.com/image/cache/data/a4%20tarot/strength%20%282%29-800x8 00.jpg

posted January 06, 2014 06:06 AM            

"I like what you say about feelings, especially this part; "trying to freeze them in time suffocates them, takes away the spark and soul and life." "
Yes, it took me a very loong loong time to arrive there, because my Aquarius Moon is a very fixed one. I would LIKE to bottle up feelings, preserve the moments, put them into a bottle sort of. like in this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErrJLUevyc4

Yes, putting feelings and memories into a bottle and being able to revisit them again and again, just as they were when I experieced them.
But it doesn`t work. And believe me I tried. All it resulted in was freezing and crystallizing them.
Feelings are not meant to be that way. They need to flow. Hindering their flow, makes them get murky, muddy or worse, frozen (which is probably why the Moon is debilitated in SCorpio and Capricorn).

But that does not mean it is easy to accept that the only thing constant is change. Especially if you experienced something amazingly great.

But in this context, yes, the Knight of Cups is the most perfect card.
And let`s face it, he`s Jude Law. That kind of intrigued attention was a very nice surprise an much more than I expected. But by now I am already in the past and totally forgotten. lol

It was just a moment, okay, a few moments.

"My issue with the Knight, as pleasant as he is, is not realistic and tangible enough. "
I agree with you. If I was looking for a committed relationship to start, I would want to see some strong positive Pentacle cards thrown into the mix.
Even wands would be too flighty, though they might provide the initial spark.

"One of the biggest heartbreaks I ever had to endure"
Yes, I believe that. It is just so heartbreaking to know that the feelings are there and yet it is not to be. That is so sad.

But anyway, for your reading and this purpose it seems quite nice, fitting as you say for the fleeting moment.

"I say you should ask him this when you see him and then let me know too."
LOL
I certainly did not want to mob him like his other fans did.
I find it funny though how surprised he still seems about the adoration he gets from his fans.

"Knave of Pentsp://springwolf.files.wordpress.com/2013/03/pentacles-knave.jpg

8 of wands http://diaryofachristowiccan.files.wordpress.com/2013/06/20130531-214354.jpg

Strengh http://www.lindaravenscroft.com/image/cache/data/a4%20tarot/strength%20%282%29-800x8 00.jpg"

Quick, determined action. have your goal and intention firmly planted in your mind. Do not hesitate about it, but go on about it in a very grounded way, leaving room for compassion and patience for overcoming any kind of obstacles you might perceive.
I would think it is a "talk-to-him" spread, but know what you want to say and what you want to learn.