posted October 02, 2014 09:24 AM            

But nevertheless I was asking if I am going to get pregnant next year.

The cards:

2 of wands - Sun - Knight of Wands

I have no ideas about that spread, except that the Sun, well, I was using RWS, so it has the child on it.

Nevertheless of course to become pregnant, one first has to have sex.

Stupid question to begin with. But the cards, ven though puzzling, surprised me.

Actually I was doing a one card reading before, asking what is going on with me healthwise, cause I have all these weird health-issues as of now, and the card I drew was Empress.

Well, as a matter of fact either I am simply having panic attacks, a stroke, a migraine or am just simply going nuts finally. lol

I suppose though if I really had a stroke, first of all I wouldn´t have it a week long, and secondly I wouldn`t be able to sit here and communicate with you, or to get up in the morning going to work, doing my job and talk to others.

so anxiety attack? Coupled with migraine?

(symptoms really are dizzyness, usually in bed, when turning, or before getting up and the likes, plus obsessing mentally on what all could be wrong. lol - which I thin is maybe the worst problem; I tend to overdramatize- plus that which they call eye-migraine, had an attack this morning again, had one last month, and have been waiting and fearing another one, andp robably brought it about by fearing it so obsessively, and before it struck, I was just waking up, making an unlucky movement with my head, which made me hear a noise in my neck, like something "snapped", directly followed by me seeing stars, and then the flickering before my eyes, which lasted 27 minutes, it ALWAYS lasts between 20-30 minutes, it is very reliable this way, anyway, of course it makes me anxious, maybe overly so.

Actually I was at the doctor on tuesday, telling her my problems, and how i am fearng such a flickering-attack will strike again, remember last month one. She took my bloodpressure, which was nothing to worry about as a matter of fact, and I will have to go back to her today so she can write the transference to a neurologist and ENT doctor, and possibly orthophedic one. Rigth now, judging form the extreme tension in my neck and shoulderblades, I find that to be most likely be at least partly the reason. That and all that stress piling up.

Sorry I am disgressing. lol

And well, it is not thef irst time I have had these flickering-attacks (which the emergency doctor back then called eyemigraine, as I did not have any other indications of a stroke or something of that sort).
It was really bad in autumn 2008, then I would have them weekly for a time, then monthly until they stayed away. I usually have them in autumn or if there is a lot of internal stress.
Anyway, I would have preferred they stay gone.
I also suppose I am having an iron deficiency again. Was treated for it 3 years ago, but the doc said I probably would have to do it again.

Well fitting timing, too.

Tr Neptune squares my n Mars, and on sunday Tr Mars was conjunct my n Neptune exact. Thank you very much.
But two days ago I was devouring almost a whole glass of red beet. I usually dislike red beet, but it seemed like the only thing thac would stop me feeling hungry that day.
Well, that unusual lust for red beet seems to also show that my iron level might be less than high at the moment.

I am babbling, actually originally I just wanted to share that funny spread with you.

posted October 04, 2014 02:52 AM            

But as a matter of fact I will have a thorough check of my blood, which includes the check for glucose of course.
I remember that even when I was heavily overweight, the glucose was relatively low (compared to what you would expect with that much of overweight), and I also need to watch my thyroid.

posted October 06, 2014 05:29 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
Chocolate rocks.

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It absolutely does.

posted October 08, 2014 07:12 AM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:

Also, the subject of this thread is wildly misleading.

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seems noone really wants to answer the original question.

posted October 09, 2014 01:34 AM            

how do we count pages?

posted October 09, 2014 02:26 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
seems noone really wants to answer the original question.

And pleaaaaaase, who eats chocolate to satisfy the hungr?
It is all for the delicious melting on the tongue, the taste, the texture of it, isn`t it?

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No,no I get ya - chocolate is divine. I was referring to starch as the fuel (pasta, bread etc).

Guys, what do you think of Star when it ends the spread or alternatively, when it opens the read?

posted October 09, 2014 04:41 AM            

Venus- To be honest I don't know...Star always looks peaceful but never seems to indicate action. Everything thing I've read always says it's a time of hope and things going smoothly, almost like the wish card.

posted October 09, 2014 06:49 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Knight of Wands does not say pregnant to me and the numerology says No (2+19+12=33)

I on the other hand I got Fool-Empress-Star...Numbers say yes and the cards seem to say yes as well. My reaction "Oh Sh!it "

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Why is 33 a no?

posted October 09, 2014 06:51 AM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
No,no I get ya - chocolate is divine. I was referring to starch as the fuel (pasta, bread etc).

Guys, what do you think of Star when it ends the spread or alternatively, when it opens the read?

I sometimes feel as if it's Wheel of Fortune - especially when she concludes the draw.

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posted October 09, 2014 06:55 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Jessica- pages are 11

Venus- To be honest I don't know...Star always looks peaceful but never seems to indicate action. Everything thing I've read always says it's a time of hope and things going smoothly, almost like the wish card.

But c'mon! Fool and Empress? It practically screams motherhood although without a partner I have no idea how it would happen. Besides, single parenting, not really my thing.

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I agree with you. On both actually, or on all three.

And I don`t really wish to become a single mother myself. It was a bit of a nunsense question, and maybe that is how the tarot answered it, it was just the Sun symbol that made me stumble across it, otherwise I would not even have mentioned it.

And neither 2 of wands nor Knight of wands talk about pregnancy to me, though if we are talking about what is needed to get pregnant, now we`re talking with the Knight of Wands, though this literally screams one night stand to me: LOL

posted October 09, 2014 06:57 AM            

Chariot - King of Cups - 6 of wands

posted October 14, 2014 05:59 AM            

XVII - Still waters run deep?