posted October 25, 2014 06:24 AM            

Nevertheless I had unusual difficulties to pick an outfit, and opted for a more withdrawn, modest one.

Blue Jeans in a slim fit, a simple black shirt, and the new shawl I have bought (I am in my Desigual phase, will also have a handbag from them). Rather boring, but I think it will do, and I want to feel comfortable.

So my question was: how am I going to look in it in general?

Queen of Wands - 9 of pentacles - King of Pentacles (not sure about the King in the spread though).

And the other question, more specific was, what will HE think of it, or rather what effect will it have on him?

Lovers - 8 of swords - Ace of swords

posted October 26, 2014 07:46 AM            

And for some reason people reacted in extreme ways to me. Either very appreciative, or well, to the point of hostile. Which reminded me WHY in the first place I put on so much weight. Cause I couldn`t deal with that back then, especially not the hostility coming from some women, for no other reason than my presence.
But I suppose yesterday I noticed, but did not care that much about it.
Of course it is always just a few people, but you tend to take notice of these few.

"What he thinks? Looks like he'll like it but be restricted in his is appreciation, and expressing it."
That seems very very true. Yes, fits totally.

" The ace of swords made me think of an erection"
LOL
Well, his bandmembers did allude to that at some points in the show, and he was leaving stage uncharacteristically during the show. Usually he stays on there even when the others are singing.
But I guess he was just hungry or something like that. At least he was talking about his salad getting cold. lol
(and this way he could inform us he was watching his weight again, without really saying so I guess. )

"but swords are more mental...so it may be a muted comment or just a thought."
Well, this might be, I don`t know fo course for sure. I think he should not have seen me anyway, as it was so dark. But still he kept on staring into my direction for most of the evening, but I am not sure he saw me, maybe int he latter part of the evening when he took care that a spotlight would hit me AGAIN.
Just one spotlight once directed into the audience, and it hits me. Always.
Slowly I start thinking this is not just a coincidence. lol

posted October 26, 2014 08:52 AM            

Lovers - Knight of Wands - 8 of pentacles.

posted October 27, 2014 06:26 AM            

I think he was fond of your presence. However, the peer pressure (8/S) put him straight (A/S).

posted October 27, 2014 04:44 PM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
8/S makes me think of figure-hugging outfit.

I think he was fond of your presence. However, the peer pressure (8/S) put him straight (A/S).

A/S could be a distraction, too.

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I definitely can see that. And yes, to my surprise the outfit was emphasizing my outline, though it was not even that tight. Must have been the cut. lol