posted October 28, 2014 03:23 AM            

I've asked a couple of times, to see, to check, if anything has changed, if I would be in a relationship by the end of the year/beginning of January. I've gotten yeses neurologically, but the cards themselves confuse me because 10/swords and Death seem to crop up the most. Now those cards are usually no's...so what gives? Will it be a transformative relationship? Will it be one that is born out of the death of ego?

Now I don't remember the exact order of the cards but the most recent one was 2 of swords-World-Death (Mary-el Tarot). I actually really like the Death card here, makes me think of an old wise shaman and has lived through much, transcended much.

Or does this mean I myself will change/transform/experience ego death or maybe a death of fear and old binding thoughts...but then I'd expect the 8 of swords....allowing me to be more open to a healthy loving relationship?