posted November 06, 2014 04:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
T-gem,

I did one of HER and Cusp

her perspective

Thoughts: ANCHOR
Hope/Fear: SNAKE
Feelings: PATHS
display of: SUN

= FOX

She thinks that their relationship is a steadfast, committed, lasting one.
Nevertheless she fears treachery and threats, possibly in the form of another woman, a rival, or in the form of sexual seduction.
That migth be the reason for her feeling quite divided and torn, like she is facing a choice.
Nevertheless she displays confidence and selfassuredness, appearing to feel very secure and sure of the relationship.

Nevertheless her sum is Fox, there is something sneaky and underhanded going on, at least on a subconscious level.

His perspective

thoughts: BEAR
desire: FISH
Feelings: MICE
displays: TREE

Sum: FOX

His thoughts about the relationship are probably those that it is a strong one, founded on protective power. I wouldn`t interprete the Bear as jealousy here, as there are no real sexual or romantic cards on his side of the equation (I would have expected the snake, heart, ring, Moon, whip, lily etc. for this).
However, the bear can also sometimes mean possessiveness and an overbearing attitude. Maybe despite the strength he seems to perceive, it feels too much or too heavy at times (actually I think "heavy" is a good keyword for the Bear. lol)

His hopes are characterized by the Fish, either he is appreciating some sort of financial security coming with this relationship (it would make sense in the combination of Bear and Fish, too), or he hopes for a certain depth.

he also displays a stable, reliable character (the tree), maybe a bit boring.

However, at the same time he feels that something is missing and gnawing away at him (the Mice always symbolize a loss).

Interesting both Sum of cards result in FOX, so it seems both people sense that something isn`t quite right in the relationship.

The overall sum, and possible outcome is SCYTHE.
In the worst case (for them) this simply means a break up, and it would be a sudden one, that onne really sees coming (not like the coffin dyying a slow torturous death).
or it means that something has to be cut away from the relationship so it can survive. But as it it is now, it seems to be not on the flourishing side, especially if you consider the feeling-position.

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posted November 07, 2014 12:25 AM            

Tgem, I only wanted to say that maybe I would've stayed with 14+14 (Fox + Fox) = 28, the Man. I think this relationship is pretty much up to him. She is committed to him, but he can make it or break it. And, if I recall correctly, you have the upper hand over him about the divorce. It was my impression he wants to be with her, even though he is not truly happy, and this spread confirms it. Interesting that Ceri added 28 further to 10, Scythe.. I only do that if the number is higher than 36, the Man is a card in its own right and with its own significance. Well, that's how I've done it so far. It's always good to see other points of view, I always welcome that. Scythe would be the end of them..

posted November 07, 2014 04:06 AM            

my daily today is

Book - Lily - anchor

something about unknown man.
I should have known. lol
Tarot was King of Wands (they are always usually assosicated with theatre to me).

Co-headmaster just informed me that some theatre guy is going to come to talk about cooperationw ith our school and I am expected to show up in 2 hours in the headmasters bureaus for the talk. Just informational, but dman it I hate things that happen like that, without me preparing.

Well I was actually just in the mdidle of writing a mail to my colleagues about the theatre production of Romeo and Julia in our local theatre, and offering to be4 the connective person to contact the theatre for visits of theh performance and maybe a workshop. And then our co-headmaster came in and informed me.

You know what annoys me the most?
That I of course am wearingone of my shabbiest pullovers (it has become so cold, and I still have to buy some more fitting winter clothes).

So yeah, that is how quickly things sometimes start rolling.

posted November 07, 2014 06:49 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Oh my GT corners are pretty okayish, except for Sun-Fox of course. So yeah that might be it.
So then I am expecting my Bouquet-letter any time now. *tapping foot*

It does fit my fateline, too, I think.

BTW I don´t think it is really a tragedy, and I am mostly annoyed with myself and my inertia. Well not inertia, but I should have made room and time for this as well. somehow. Especialyl since it actually is very close to my heart.

Anyway the first three cards of my GT, possibly speak of this as well, butz in a more pleasant way

Bouquet - Lily - Garden

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I was thinking Sun/Fox is not a bad pair for theater since Sun could also mean entertainment, display, showing off, arts lol and Fox is...well, "faking", playing a game

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posted November 07, 2014 07:12 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
@ Leeloo, DM, Dani and Littlecloud,

If you have any other suggestions/interpretations, I welcome them. You all pretty much know the story with Cusp anyway or at least have read for me about him

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I've been practicing the Grand Tableau lately, 8x4, I can cast one for you if you give me the question.

posted November 07, 2014 07:24 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
I was thinking Sun/Fox is not a bad pair for theater since Sun could also mean entertainment, display, showing off, arts lol and Fox is...well, "faking", playing a game

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posted November 07, 2014 07:26 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
Good luck, Ceri!

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ssht - that is NO good for theatre. Superstition.
Wishing someone good luck means everything is going bahhh.

Rather wish me "break a leg".

posted November 07, 2014 07:47 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
I've been practicing the Grand Tableau lately, 8x4, I can cast one for you if you give me the question.

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Did you get a deck? So fast?

Look what my silly Scorpio GT snowballed into lol! Well, something good came out of it then, so I am glad.

posted November 07, 2014 07:59 AM            

I take it nothing good came out with Scorpio...I'm sorry, DM

posted November 07, 2014 08:09 AM            

Painting your own cards, that is great!! Adds a personal touch to it. I ordered mine from the Internet lol, it was a kids' toys website. They sold them as playing cards lmao.

posted November 07, 2014 08:13 AM            

I know you asked me about it but it completely escaped my mind at that time that THIS site does have Lenormand decks (under Cartomancy)!!!! As well as hundreds of spreads, some of them very very good!

Sorry, LeeLoo, I forgot all about this site. Which one do you use?

posted November 07, 2014 08:19 AM            

What do I need to know about Scorpio and me?
-The Lesson

What about his lack of response?
-Patience.

Sometimes these online things are eerie accurate. Ok, need to get back to work. I might drop by now and then, usually during lunch breaks. Can't stay away from LL for too long. It's home.

EDIT. You, Me and Us is one of my favorite spreads. I used it with the same deck.

What you think - Good News
What I think - Judgement (Reversed) = Misjudgement
What we think - Forgiveness
What you feel - The Fool (Naive, jumps into each new adventure without a moment's thought, extravagant, obsessive and thoughtless.)
What I feel - Frustration (Reversed) = Patience
What we feel - Woman of the World (Intellectual, self-reliant, objective, serene, wise.)
What you want - Vulnerable (Reversed) = Secure
What I want - Secrets
What we want - Communication
What you need - Mistake. HUH?!
What I need - Abundance
What we need - Sexual Attraction
What you get - Greed
What I get - Ending
What we get - Love (Reversed) = Hate

So, it's not that there isn't potential.. But his ego/greed will come in the way for sure. At least I will get my closure. 2 years was enough wondering what if.

EDIT 2: Ok, I did another one. "My lover spread" (no, he doesn't have to be your lover lol)

As I am now - Doubt
As my lover is now - Heartbreak
How my lover feels about me - The Lesson (*rolls her eyes*)
How my lover thinks about me - Sexual Attraction (ok, no room to doubt that..)
What my lover keeps from me - Abundance (precisely what I wanted in the other spread.. hmph)
What my lover reveals to me - The lady reversed (Lethargic, vain, fickle in love, indecisive, unfaithful.) - I'll say!
What my lover wants from this relationship - Good fortune
How our relationship will evolve - Love.

No reversal this time.. Funny that it came up as the outcome card, twice..

posted November 07, 2014 09:10 AM            

In the Body, Mind section there is a spread called Annikin Soulmate. Check this out.

Have I found my soulmate? -Clarity
How will I know? -Truth
What would make me disbelieve? Brown haired man [not him, so probably, having to choose between him and another]
What would make me believe? Victory reversed = Defeat [I don't like how this sounds.. but there might be some truth to it, considering..]
What of this person being my Twin Soul? -Hope.

Riiiiiiiiiiiiiight..

posted November 07, 2014 09:44 AM            

How you managed to find yourself in this position [ edit ]

Nine of Earth - Descent

Meditation, seclusion, contemplation, memory, research

In order to come into contact with what is really important to you, it can be necessary at times to actually go somewhere else, where you may forget all the identities you are associated with. In being alone, it is possible to let the person you are supposed to be tire itself out and dissolve. Then it will be possible to come into contact with who
you are at a deeper level

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Your original partner [ edit ]

Ten of Air - Vision

Perception, delusion, mirage, prophecy

If you wish to learn to fly, you must first be able to get off the ground. If you let yourself be guided by your wishes and visions, it is necessary to make yourself independent in your mind of everything that could stop or limit you. Moving from dream to realization may take weeks, months or years of hard labour, but if you do not dare to dream, you will never be able to create anything of worth.

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The other person, whether it's your other lover or your partners lover [ edit ]

XIII. Death

End, goodbye, dying off, defencelessness, loss of ego

This is the condition of not-knowing. Life appears to have lost all solidity, and there is nothing you can call your own anymore. Even the body has no beginning or end: it is merely a number of energy impulses somewhere in space. Nothing is as it was. There is nothing you can do. There is again the promise of the True Self taking over your life, but once again the Sun sets, leaving you with a feeling of
meaninglessness. But this time this feeling too is seen for what it is and recognized as being without form or impact. Nothing remains.

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What the other persons position is in this affair [ edit ]

0. The Fool

Innocence, sincerity, naturalness, beginning, jump into the unknown, freedom

Innocence makes it possible to experience Freedom without awareness of that Freedom. For children, especially for babies in their unconditioned state, there may be the experience of that which is ultimately experienced in The Universe, the last card of The Major Arcana. This is the Fool’s strength. It is a blissful state, but in this image, as you enter the garden, there is also a sense of the necessity to leave it. Once innocence is lost, there is no choice but to move on, learning and experiencing what it takes to achieve the state of card number XXI. Indeed, it is necessary to move through all the stages of the major Arcana, from the Magician to the Universe.

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Your partners position/attitude [ edit ]

Ace of Air - Clarity

Brilliance, openness, spaciousness, power of the mind

The mind come to rest is spacious, open and as clear as a diamond. Such a mind is available for all thoughts that really want to inspire and lead you. The Magician is fully aware of the fact that thoughts may come and go, but do not really have anything to say about who we are. Because of this insight he is able to make good use of the mind and of all thoughts coming to him from whatever source. The spaciousness, which is his mind, remains intact no matter what.

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How you feel about this situation [ edit ]

Child of Air - Learning

Education, reflection, playful learning, intelligence

The Child of Air is the student who first wants to know a lot about life or a subject, before plunging into it. In this way he learns less by means of trial and error, and usually he learns quickly. At the same time, he will never have as much contact with earthly matters as someone facing life without preparation, because that reality will always remain partly abstract to him. This talent for abstraction and reflection is what makes him intelligent, but also lonely at times.

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Something you should beware of [ edit ]

Four of Fire - Reverence

Devotion, attention, respect, ritual

If you pay attention to the things you do in your life, you develop a quality which may eventually become a strong fire. With your attention and reverence, you are able to animate objects and to make rooms sacred. Because of this way of being in the world, you will start to experience reality at a deeper level.

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Guidance [ edit ]

Child of Earth - Play

Playfulness, pleasure, innocence, teasing, carelessness

The Child of Earth is an expression of the Fool living in innocence without a sense of time or limitation. Everything in life is a play, and in playing he learns about life. The Child of Earth acts from pure joy, and his energy is boundless. If as an adult you are capable of seeing life as a play, you will move effortlessly from one rich experience to another, and you will never be short of joy.

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Guidance [ edit ]

Four of Earth - Interference

Intervention, violence, boundaries, disturbance

This is the earthly power of the Emperor, who is able to act when something has gone too far. If you remain in contact with the fact that you are always subordinate to the natural course of things and that all you can do is make an occasional adjustment, you may do some good. Still, it is exactly this power which may start leading a life of its own. In that case you may start imagining that it is you who changes, determines and causes things, and you will become cut off from nature.

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Future [ edit ]

VI. Lovers

Relationship, connection, love, communion, contact, being in love.

In connecting with another person, someone can break through the illusion of separation. This is the force of The Lovers. Two or more people recognize themselves as being one essentially. You may connect to anyone or anything and recognizes that you have always been one. In essence there is no separation or connection, and there never has been any

posted November 07, 2014 09:48 AM            

Interpretations

Present/Current State of Relationship [ edit ]

10 OF BOWLS

Heaven is a mystery, a home, a place, an
Entity.
Take wing, take wing! and fly away!
For Home is but another Day!

Doubts, Lies, Jealousies. Poison quiets the
stormy seas. Sacred wind that is only Just,
carry us to a place of Trust!

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You in the Relationship [ edit ]

9 OF WANDS

And there he stood;
with no good intention.
But all the Angels whispered;
Fight! Dear one... Fight!

Cast your glance to the ground.
For only Mother Earth can comfort you now.

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The Other in the Relationship [ edit ]

10 OF DARTS

Pray for us in our darkest Hour!
But keep sadness away-
For we all know the darkest hour
Is before the dawn!

How fleeting the dawn!
But as the waves of silence
Are drifting on the morning breeze;
The blessed Sun gives pause.

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Fears and Concerns [ edit ]

KNIGHT OF WANDS

Glows the silvered moon into the Night!
The time has passed for troubled Flight.
That which is will be no more;
and That which we choose to remember is
forever!

Like wax and water that run between our
fingers;
wash your face clean! and gaze upon a dark
blue sky.
A sword to set thee free; A wand to heal the
life that simmers.

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Issue/Main Obstacle [ edit ]

4 OF DARTS

All through the night, past the fears of Man.
Each dawn a forever Time,
Each dusk a broken rhyme.
Brave Soldier of the Night, hold the brightest
Light!

The tread of Surety.
The Hand tried and True.
Dearest Friend of our dreams,
Being more than the secret seems.

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Action/Change [ edit ]

7. NOBILITY

Proud visage, unmoved stability! Cast Thy pearls to the wind.. for only the wind Knows Thy real Name. Oh My Heart! We have missed the face of Purity, and it has been so long! Where are you and the Kingly ways? Lost, lost forever...

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Hopes/Wishes [ edit ]

KING OF DARTS

In His presence all is Awe.
With His vision we have Time.
Beneath His foot asunder Lies-
For what was Once will be again!

Assailed are the angels of the Light!
Fighting constantly for what is Right..
Tears that man cannot dread,
Follow close the Quick and the Dead!

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Future/What May Be [ edit ]

Fears, issues and potential actions

2 OF BOWLS

What is bound by the Water of the Spirit shall
not be cast aside! Blessed Be!

Cast us not aside! Green eyes hide the face of
torment that divides us; but we are bound by a
Greater One.

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Highest Self [ edit ]

Insight

19. THE SUN

All longing fulfilled! All pleasure like an
overflowing river! Many Children run about,
in the Perfect Dream!

Would you dwell with me, if I knew your
mind? What is given forever, what is lost
never; these are held in this very human hand.

posted November 07, 2014 09:58 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
T-gem,

I did one of HER and Cusp

her perspective

Thoughts: ANCHOR
Hope/Fear: SNAKE
Feelings: PATHS
display of: SUN

= FOX

She thinks that their relationship is a steadfast, committed, lasting one.
Nevertheless she fears treachery and threats, possibly in the form of another woman, a rival, or in the form of sexual seduction.
That migth be the reason for her feeling quite divided and torn, like she is facing a choice.
Nevertheless she displays confidence and selfassuredness, appearing to feel very secure and sure of the relationship.

Nevertheless her sum is Fox, there is something sneaky and underhanded going on, at least on a subconscious level.

His perspective

thoughts: BEAR
desire: FISH
Feelings: MICE
displays: TREE

Sum: FOX

His thoughts about the relationship are probably those that it is a strong one, founded on protective power. I wouldn`t interprete the Bear as jealousy here, as there are no real sexual or romantic cards on his side of the equation (I would have expected the snake, heart, ring, Moon, whip, lily etc. for this).
However, the bear can also sometimes mean possessiveness and an overbearing attitude. Maybe despite the strength he seems to perceive, it feels too much or too heavy at times (actually I think "heavy" is a good keyword for the Bear. lol)

His hopes are characterized by the Fish, either he is appreciating some sort of financial security coming with this relationship (it would make sense in the combination of Bear and Fish, too), or he hopes for a certain depth.

he also displays a stable, reliable character (the tree), maybe a bit boring.

However, at the same time he feels that something is missing and gnawing away at him (the Mice always symbolize a loss).

Interesting both Sum of cards result in FOX, so it seems both people sense that something isn`t quite right in the relationship.

The overall sum, and possible outcome is SCYTHE.
In the worst case (for them) this simply means a break up, and it would be a sudden one, that onne really sees coming (not like the coffin dyying a slow torturous death).
or it means that something has to be cut away from the relationship so it can survive. But as it it is now, it seems to be not on the flourishing side, especially if you consider the feeling-position.

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Thanks DM for the input. Actually this spread was not about my divorcing Ex and his girlfriend, rather this is about the guy I strongly believe to be my TF and the relationship with his wife. I really feel this reading hit the nail on the head as I've read Leno can be quite literal/direct in meaning. Mind you I was really good friends with both of them so I've got a pretty good idea regarding the dynamics of them in general.

So from her perspective, to me, it's as plain as day. She thinks the marriage is stable and definitely doesn't want out (anchor) but she fears a possible affair on his side, if even emotionally (snake). I read the snake can also literally mean a woman with dark hair. Well that's ME. She knows he developed feelings for me and any future involvement with me could potentially end their marriage. So she has to make a choice. Does she stay in a marriage with a man who is not emotionally committed to her and not happy for the sake of security or does she walk away (path?) Either way, she's a Leo so displays confidence and pride to everyone indicating everything is perfect (sun) but clearly she knows deep down it's not. She chooses not to address the issues within their marriage - dryness/lack of emotional connection - for the sake of keeping the peace and tries to use cunning tactics such as manipulation to guilt him into staying in the marriage (fox.)

His perspective: he is the head of the household, the breadwinner, who has a responsibility to his family (bear) but he hopes for a deep soulful connection (fish) that is clearly lacking. He's afraid to leave due to the financial repurcusions of a divorce - he would have to pay child support on two kids, give her half his business he built etc. (fish) but he is unhappy as the loss of the friendship/relationship and soulful connection with me is eating away at him (mice.) Either way, he will still display himself as a family man and stable partner as he has high morals (tree.) Most likely he did not come clean with her when everything blew up about an "ALLEGED" affair and chose to keep his feelings private. He may have figured it was over and done with, he could move on, but it is very obvious the issue is still affecting him despite his superficial attempts to keep the peace (fox) and so he looks at his marriage almost like a job, he has to do it, but it doesn't mean he has to like it (fox).

So naturally, when both of their sums equal the fox and the sum of two foxes equals the scythe..that really doesn't surprise me. I've actually had a couple readings in the past tell me their marriage will end. Regardless, they're not being honest with each other and laying the cards on the table. Now they just have to choose if they want to continue in a marriage full of foxes instead of hearts.
Anyway..so that's my interpretation..

posted November 07, 2014 10:13 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
I've been practicing the Grand Tableau lately, 8x4, I can cast one for you if you give me the question.

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posted November 07, 2014 12:58 PM            

Well, it were two, an actress/ director, and an actor, apparently a couple, which did not keep the guy from staring at me.
Really I have no clue what is it about me?
And no I am not deluding myself that this was just the typical normal curious look if you meet someone new, well it was a VERY curious look. It is difficult to explain, but by now I notice the difference (if it is obvious enough) in how I am looked at, mostly by making me feel slightly uneasy and on display and much too visible, resulting in that subconsious "fight-or-flight-mode" (or in my case playing-dead-mode) to be activated.

It was almost hilarious, since I was standing a little to the side when they came in, I could literally see his expression change when he was seeing me. lol
Seriously, no clue what that was about.
i`ve actually been thinking about that. Maybe to some of the actors, especially the more extroverted ones, my introversion is sort of intriguing, as it is so different from their own personality? Could that be? But then at that moment neither actually even had been saying anything at all.

Well, actually instead of starting the talk really with my superiors, I suddenly found myself being pulled into this small talk about beaurau-equipment and Fen Shui.
Well THAT was a remark I couldn`t let slip by. LOL
I am pretty sure that was a new piece of information for my bosses though. FEng Shui is not really what is being taught in our school. lol

Anyway it was a very interesting meeting, and the actors were doing most of the talking, espcially her.
WEll at the end of it, I was being made the "contact-person" as I knew before would happen, for the projects we want to establish in cooperation.

Speaking of introversion, well the actor at the end of the meeting actually remarked on me having not been saying much during the meeting (comparing to my usual silence during conferences I actually had been quite chatty though. lol), which I found a little funny, why would it matter, how much I talk`? Th decision is being made by my bosses anyway.
Well I did reply to that with the very nunsensical: "I listen".
Which is actually true.

Anyway so we will implement actually two workshops in the long run. One for the pupils, and one for the teachers to be trained and educated in theatre techniques, or actually that means some sort of acting-course. *sighs*
seems I haven`t been running fast and far enough to avoid this. lol

Anyway the actress of cours e had to mention the theatre in Mr Sag`s hometown. *sighs* In factz it seems she is coming from the very neighbourhood there.
This city is haunting me, or people of that city.
Actually i will be participating in another literature-workshop on 18th november, at our school, and the teachers there will also be from that very city.

Additionally this actor-couple is having their theatre-base at the castle, where my aunt had been living in the orphanage there (well almost orphanage) for a few years, and she still is trying to drag me there now and then.

Funny enough, I remember my parents have actually been seing one of these actor`duos productions, being so enthusiastic about that performance, and trying to persuade me to come along, which I refused (because of time issues).

But like so often in my life I find that very different threads seem to meet in a certain point (like NOW) to lead into new directions from there.

The way life seems structured is utterly fascinating for me.
Except for that I am talking too little apparently. lol

As the attention payed to me was a bit puzzling to me, I was pulling three cards on why that guy was staring at me so intensely (no I don´t think there was anything really behind it, but it still was puzzling. lol),

and I pulled

3 of cups - 3 of swords - Page of Wands

For me that afternoon was so exhausting, because I felt like being on display so much, when I am used to stay in the background.

But for some reason people are not content to leave me there. There is a reason my superiors wanted me to participate in the meeting; in a way they want to push me inot a more leading position, a step up the career ladder I suppose. Just I do not want to make a big career.
Being in the spotlight feels uncomfortable for me.

But sometimes there is no choice in this I guess.

BTW today Tr Mars was square my natal Pluto exact, conjunct my natal Venus by 3 degrees and Tr Pluto is conjunct my pr ASC exact (with Tr Mars being 2 degrees off it).

and Tr Sun conjunct my pr MC exact (funny enough I just realized that my pr MC is conjunct Mr Sag`s and my composite MC. and his pr MC is conjunct our composite ASC. Weird)

Anyway, one of these days I guess...

But seriously, did I suddenly grow a second set of eyes or something like this, that people stare at me like that?

posted November 08, 2014 09:25 AM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
http://www.mydivination.com/tab_readings.mdv

I know you asked me about it but it completely escaped my mind at that time that THIS site does have Lenormand decks (under Cartomancy)!!!! As well as hundreds of spreads, some of them very very good!

Sorry, LeeLoo, I forgot all about this site. Which one do you use?

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Ahhh Annikin and Facade, my fav divination sites. I use "My Lover" in Popular Readings, on Annikin.

For Lenormand, I don't seem to find in English for now, only in my language and other languages, something incomplete in French etc Still looking.

posted November 08, 2014 09:28 AM            

Congratulations on the new project! It seems that the professional novelty/proposal in your GT came true

posted November 08, 2014 10:13 AM            

LOL at the staring, I can relate.
At times it makes me really paranoid as to why people do it, but then I think maybe they're just curious about me that's all. Cause like you said, it could be the introversion thing, so therefor we come across as mysterious to others. Or it could just be some other reason alltogether.

posted November 08, 2014 11:26 AM            

Lavender,
I actually did not dare wearing that shirt from my fb pic on the last concert (though me wearing something else did not keep him from gazing at me either. lol), thinking it was too small, but when I saw the pics, I was pleasantly surprised.

As for yesterday, since it was so cold and I did not know I would be in a meeting that day, I have been wearing one of my older pullovers, which is really too big now.