posted December 04, 2014 07:50 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Daily spread:
Fox+scythe+stork+tree+rider
Well I woke up and checked my email to find out I won't be getting a job I applied for because it was filled (fox+scythe.) only thing I can come up with for the others is something related to my health or growth so we'll see.

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posted December 04, 2014 09:19 AM            

I am sorry.

On a more selfcentred note, oh man, I told a friend she was to keep me from his facebook when I am between leaving school and going hom, just that moment in between.

Certainly he had to - again- post at that time when Iam at the verge of leaving, and hence do not have tim eto think things through before doing them.

So I did participate in that game he has on there. lol (he implemented a sort of advents calendar, uploading a christmas song, sung by him, every day, but changing a line, and asking everyone to post which line was wrong, and then he is picking a winner every day.)

So yeah, I DID do this today, and also made some silly remarks again, that none really cares about, but I blame it on the in-between-phase of me practically on the go.

And now, I really don`t want to even go to his fb anymore. Well, he will name the winner only tomorrow, and I don`t really think it would be me, but still, why am I doing these things? :sighs:

Well I was pulling three tarot cards on what he thought about my participation, and got

4 of wands - King of Cups - Ace of pentacles

posted December 04, 2014 10:07 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
I had 3 denial letters come yesterday for jobs. I did receive some news yesterday karmic in nature which changed my thoughts on things but other than that can't really decifer the stork-tree-rider.

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It takes more time for the change (news) to occur, but they are certain. I am sorry tgem but hang in there, it seems the cards show you will receive some good news eventually. Both stork and rider are major cards for "change" and something new is certain with them.

posted December 04, 2014 10:13 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
It takes more time for the change (news) to occur, but they are certain. I am sorry tgem but hang in there, it seems the cards show you will receive some good news eventually. Both stork and rider are major cards for "change" and something new is certain with them.

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posted December 04, 2014 10:15 AM            

Well, we are not really friends or aquaitances, and he seems to just respond to those he knows more closely or has regular, semi-regular interaction with.

Which is why it surprised me when he responded to me aboutr 2 weeks ago, the week before he had been liking one of my comments, which also came as a surprise.

But I wouldntīcall that real communication.
More me grasping for straws probably.

And well, there are so many people participating in this game, I donīt think the chance is too high I might be one of the winners.

posted December 04, 2014 10:54 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Venus di Sirius,

"Why is Tree a no card? It vibes so positively."
I was just taking it from the book, where it is considered a neutral-negative.

Tree can actually be both. It is the card of health/ sickness, and it depends on the bordering cards. I only see it as a card of things that take a lot of time to develop and grow, This can be very positive and lasting, but you will have to be patient. It is not an exciting card. Also can point to karmic things in relationships.

"Omg - what did you say to garner his reply??"
Not much really.

He had been posting that he was going to play CASANOVA and ARTUS that weekend, and also something about how it was going to be "heroe`s week", and I misread him, thinking he was implying Casanova was a hero and just commented: "Casanova as hero? Sounds like an interesting interpretation."
(I admit it might have sounded a little sarcastic. lol)

I didn`t think though this warranted a prompt reply, but he wrote back - and I repeat: just 3 minutes after my post. lol-

"Read again and come back in once more!"

Whatever that was supposed to mean. lol

BTW I just did a spread on the state of his relationship with his wife/ girlfriend, and actually was in a very neutral mood doing it, and got:

CROSS - SHIP - SNAKE

Anyway my own spread for today was

Heart - Tower - Book

I had my medical examination today, and due to my nervosity my bloodpressure was extremely high. I think I never had anything that high before, but the funny thing is it was measured three times, and everytime it was 20 points lower than before.

So I started with 180:90, then it was 160 and in the end 140, and I was still antsy then.

It was an exhausting hour, definitely, with the bloodsample, urinesample I had to give, physical examination, the talking, and knowing I had to be a bit on my guard of course. Well in the end the doctor said the prospects look pretty positive for my application as magistrate, but of course there still can things happen that destroy this (the blood result was not complete yet, though the first things they exampined were okay).

So I definitely see how heart and tower could be about high bloodpressure, tower of course is also the authority.

And then there is tower and book for today, which I read in one book can signify a teacher (which is what I am. lol)

and in the afternoon I was having two serious talks with colleagues, one about organizing and booking (!) a classtrip, and the other about how to phrase a task for a classtest on friday (also a bookish thing), hopefully that is what the book means and not something bad still coming and destroy my prospects in the last moment. lol

EDIT:
I almost posted a link to this video, then, but could fight the temptation, and instead just put it onto my own fb page.
It just hit me though, how true that is for me!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WI0mSEzttx8

EDIT:
I also asked what his current feelings about me are and got

Bouquet - Book - Rider

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It sounds so matchy-matchy Tree/Birds/Key : Birds live on Tree and Key = answer.

posted December 05, 2014 09:34 AM            

I keep my fingers crossed for you. Hopefully something changed for the better.

posted December 05, 2014 09:39 AM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
I wonder why the urgency to keep the warm fuzziness secret.

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Several reasons. But the main one probably being that he is in a relationship and has a child with this woman.
And while there are of course a lot of female fans around him she has no problem with, I can`t deny that she really dislikes me.
I seem to be in a different category somehow.
But seriously, I am fed up with trying to figure this out. It is neither my fault nor my problem.

posted December 05, 2014 09:40 AM            

Bear - Fish - Dog
Wheel of Fortune

posted December 05, 2014 09:45 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
TGem,

I keep my fingers crossed for you. Hopefully something changed for the better.

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posted December 05, 2014 03:22 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Several reasons. But the main one probably being that he is in a relationship and has a child with this woman.
And while there are of course a lot of female fans around him she has no problem with, I can`t deny that she really dislikes me.
I seem to be in a different category somehow.
But seriously, I am fed up with trying to figure this out. It is neither my fault nor my problem.

But anyway, even if he might like me a little (pretty sure he does actually), he can`t really show it too openly. He has upset her pretty much already as it is, by singling me out a little too often and too obviously on recent occasions.
And of course he does not really know that I like him, or how much I like him or whatever. Not that it would make a difference, if he did know.

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I don't see how now is different from before... Except for your "initiative". I am sure he's reacting to your passing comment which to him probably appears in strong hues due to his equally strong emotions. Hence "beat still, in secret, mah racing heart... or libido"

Btw, could Raider stand for male libido? Also, what's with Lily and sex? Is it because of the flowers' shape?? #educational

posted December 06, 2014 08:11 AM            

well I am not really that initiative, just commenting now and then, and I probably should stop doing it BEFORE thinking.

"Hence "beat still, in secret, mah racing heart... or libido""
LOL
Who knows?

Actually I had a reading on the other thread, and he (in relation to me) came up as all cups, I think VenusinScorpio called him a "softie" and our interrelation oversensitive.

Well I certainly am on the sensitive side, mostly.

"Btw, could Raider stand for male libido?"
Why not?
It stands for something new, but also for a young virile man.

posted December 06, 2014 08:12 AM            

Child - Stars - Dog

Lovers

posted December 06, 2014 08:41 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
today`s spread is:

Child - Stars - Dog

Lovers

I was at my Weight watchers meeting and let myself get celebrated a little, as apparently I cracked the "minus 55 kilo"-line. lol

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posted December 06, 2014 08:44 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Daily spread:
Scythe- snake- cross- whip- woman

That kind of looks like I'm going to have the worst day EVER...oh man.

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posted December 06, 2014 08:47 AM            

for the question "first part finish first" I got = page of wands
for the questions "finish all parts before u go ahead" i got = knight of pentacles rev

So, it's pretty clear: I finish the first part first. Otherwise I would get lost in exhausting work

posted December 06, 2014 08:49 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
today`s spread is:

Child - Stars - Dog

Lovers

I was at my Weight watchers meeting and let myself get celebrated a little, as apparently I cracked the "minus 55 kilo"-line. lol

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posted December 06, 2014 10:40 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by tgem:
[b]Daily spread:
Scythe- snake- cross- whip- woman

That kind of looks like I'm going to have the worst day EVER...oh man.

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Scythe seems to come up quite often for that in the dailies. I had it, too, when I was cutting my finger.

posted December 06, 2014 10:44 AM            

I mean 55 kilos is of course the metric system, it converts to 121 lb.
121 lb - that is more than some people weigh!

It is amazing and at the same time it is very startling, cause of course it means I had been really messing up the years before.

But past is past. Now is now. And now I am finally approaching a normal weight (yeah well I am still overweight of course, but 10-15 kilos more to go and then I am good, I mean I am already good, but that is my goal, and then keep the weight off of course. lol)

posted December 06, 2014 10:57 AM            

well Mr Sag announced that there will be a christmas cd with some of the songs of this game he is having on his facebook (why donīt I ever win? Hu, Mister? AFraid of the missus, aren`t we?)

Anyway he announced it for 2015, and others pointed out the mistake.

Well I couldnīt resist commenting what a nice surprise that cd was on Santa Claus day and also added that I like the number 2015 better than 2014 anyway - this was not even a lie, I always felt like 2015 was a fated fated fated culmination year for me, but I did not write THAT. lol)

Well just minutes after that I was being notified he had commented (I donīt usually get notified when he posts something, but today I was - not quite sure why).

He was not jut responding to me but to all the others posting there as well saying: "Look more closely again!°"

The Joker has edited out his mistake! Pffftt,

Of course I could not let this go uncommented, right`?
Mercury in sagittarius here as well, Hellooo?`
Expecting me to keep silent about that, NO freaking way!

Well I just mentnioned: Ah what would we do without the edit-button, right?

I am not expecting a reaction to that, but honestly that WAS fun. lol

It seems to me he is mostly prone to respond to me, when he is, I donīt know, not at home?

Anyway, so second time he responds, and both times he practically tells me to "look more closely"?

What a funny coincidence. lol

I gues that was the Child- Stars - Dog combo.
Dog seems to be him in this regard, the known young man. So he is not unkown anymore?
Stars often come up for online things, but also of course for nice things in general.

So child - Stars: a little nice communication with a known man?