posted April 25, 2015 01:16 PM            

"I want you (9 of Cups) but I can't have you (HP) and it sux (9 of Swords)." ?

Couldn't find the other ones.

posted April 25, 2015 01:31 PM            

The Highpriestess is a mysterious one, sometimes educated/ intellectual, introverted, withdrawn (I have come up as Highpriestess before in spreads about his thoughts of me, especially in one relating to a certain concert. lol

And I get why he might have thought that.
I must have staring at him like a rabbit at a snake. lol

I just was not expecting him to not only come down stage but come over to me, asking for my name, and informing the crowd that he already knew my name before, as we knew each other or had met, I donīt recally exactly.

Main point is, I was totally not expecting THAT, and hardly able to even remember my name, and would not have been able to utter any coherent sentences)

9 of swords - yeah, not flattering I know.
But funny enough the night before he was "liking" my comment - which I did not know then of course, I could not sleep.
Which is unusual. I do not have Insomnia, I can sleep like a baby even before big exams.

The only exception is after I have seen him and being in his proximity, but that had not been the case, still an insomniac night, for no reason I could name.
Maybe he was thinking of me. lol

But 9 of swords is such a sad card, in my readings it never signifies disinterest or dislike, but in fact a high mental and emotional tormentedness.

9 of cups of course the wish card. what we wish for, and in this case yeah, can`t have.

We are fools to want what we can`t have, but knowing this does not make me have feelings for him any less.

posted April 25, 2015 01:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Aunt Anomalia:
The message for you in that poem:
HP, 9 of Swords, 9 of Cups

"I want you (9 of Cups) but I can't have you (HP) and it sux (9 of Swords)." ?

Couldn't find the other ones.

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posted April 25, 2015 01:37 PM            

The Tarot of the Renaissance is the name.

posted April 25, 2015 01:40 PM            

At least I left an impact. lol

And as for me, ther eis nothing worse than not being able to connect to your feelings, as I have been for many years. to know WHAT I am feeling is a gift I cherish daily, even if sometimes it might pinch a little.

But let`s the Irish-mood behind and get back to more lighthearted questions.

Like how is he thinking of me, if he is thinking of me?

You know shallow stuff like that.

posted April 25, 2015 01:48 PM            

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Why condolences?
I like it that way.

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I asked how he's thinking of you and
Ace of Pentacles, 7 of Wands, 3 of Swords
I see here trying to resist the dream of having something tangible with you which causes him pain.

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Do you have a shallow question for me as well?

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posted April 25, 2015 01:51 PM            

"I asked how he's thinking of you and
Ace of Pentacles, 7 of Wands, 3 of Swords"
Yeah the 3 of swords comes up occasionally, as does the 7 of wands. The Ace of Pents surprised me. lol

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I see here trying to resist the dream of having something tangible with you which causes him pain."
Yes, I think that is not that unlikely.

Also if we stopped resisting that, it would inevitably lead to a lot of 3 of swords. lol

posted April 25, 2015 01:54 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Love is the only choice, but it takes courage.

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You can ask what men tend to find attractive about me most.

posted April 25, 2015 02:32 PM            

ROFL

I suppose my card are kidding me.

Your youthfulness, your innocence, curiosity, openness to emotional effusions, your spiritual generosity, your feminity, oh and of course your nakedness (World depicts a naked woman after all)

Maybe also that after an ending you have no problems to begin a new emotionally.

Hmm, does it resonate with you?
To be honest it was a compeltely unexpected spread for me. Donīt be mad at me, but I do not see oyu like this (though I only know what you post here of course).

posted April 25, 2015 03:55 PM            

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openness to emotional effusions

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oh and of course your nakedness

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But that dreaminess coming with that spread? No, I donīt think so. Not really.

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I'm definitely curious and it seems like I look young. People tend to think now I'm a teen and when I was a teen they would think I was in my early 20s. You can call me Benjamina Button I'm spiritually generous too, I guess (but currently that's something only 2 men could think about me). I'm probably innocent in love matters in comparison to most people. Feminity...this would be a subtle and non-stereotypical kind.

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To be honest it was a compeltely unexpected spread for me

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Thanks.

posted April 25, 2015 06:28 PM            

"It may have something to do with my determination to pursue my dreams and my willingness to traverse the world for "
Yes, that is definitely how I wuold see the world, too.

"Pigs!"
Yeah well, just men. lol

"Tell it to my Sun-Neptune and Pisces DSC "
LOL okay.
Where is your Mercury?

"eminity...this would be a subtle and non-stereotypical kind."
The best there is

"Surprising you is my pleasure "
And you are good at it!

As is Mr Sag, who just announced he has two free days (which means probably he won`t be posting for quite some time now. lol Nice to get a warning ).

But what surprisd me was the first line of his post, where he wrote:

"What a day - what a week - what a life!"

I wonder whta made HIM so bubbly now! lol
Especially after all the serious thoughtful melancholia he spread in the beginning of the week.
But something good must have happened to him today or in recent days I suppose.

posted April 26, 2015 08:53 AM            

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LOL okay.
Where is your Mercury?

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"I wonder whta made HIM so bubbly now! lol"
Ask the cards? Or check his transits.

posted April 26, 2015 11:59 AM            

I find it very refreshing though, and if I am not sure how you mean something, I ask.
And try not to be overly sensitive. lol

Interestingly I have Mercury in Sag myself, but I don`t think I really express it that clearly.
I admire that trait in people though.

Yeah, about his bubbliness, I tried to pull on that lenormand cards yesterday, and it just did not make any sense.

Mountain - Bouquet - house - tower - stars

How can anyone be bubbly and cheerful about blockages (MOuntain) or isolation (tower)?????
I might have been unfocused though, when pulling this spread.

posted April 26, 2015 12:04 PM            

Tr Mercury opposite n Uranus
Tr Venus opposite n Neptune
(Tr Neptune conjunct p Venus)
Tr Lilith conjunct n Mars and Jupiter
Tr Saturn square n nodal axis[/]
Tr Pallas conjunct n Moon-MC
Tr Pholus conjunct n Sun-Moon-MC
[b]Tr Neptune square n Mercury exact
Tr Neptune opposite n Mars-Jupiter

so basically the transiting Neptune-BML opposition was overlaying his Mars-Jupiter-ERos-opposition plus squaring his Mercury.

Yeah THAT sounds like real fun doesn`t it?

oh and also

posted April 26, 2015 07:23 PM            

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For the Sun-Neptune conjunction you communicate in this funny blunt straightforward bright way, which does not tend to sugarcoat anything.

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Sometimes I get the feeling people might think of your style of communicating as a little, I donīt know, too direct?

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I find it very refreshing though, and if I am not sure how you mean something, I ask.
And try not to be overly sensitive. lol

Interestingly I have Mercury in Sag myself, but I don`t think I really express it that clearly.
I admire that trait in people though.

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Tell him to quit this act cause you know he's miserable and confused, astro doesn't lie! *giggles*

posted May 06, 2015 07:53 AM            

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I seem to have loved you in numberless forms...

LeeLoo's Esotericorner

posted May 06, 2015 07:54 AM            

I just came back from the theatre play which shows the dangers of the internet and especially chatting and facebook.