posted July 24, 2015 08:42 AM            

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Originally posted by GeminiKarat:
on saturday

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posted July 24, 2015 08:43 AM            

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Originally posted by Aunt Anomalia:
[QUOTE]now I need to see his reaction!

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Actually that was not even too far from reality.

Though I emphasize I did NOT stare at him.
Except for the times I caught him staring at me and then I of course did look back.
But there was so much going on on stage, it was not like my eyes were glued to him all the time.
He did not really give me much of a choice though at the bows, as he coincidentally ended up taking his bow directly in front of me (which means like 1,5-2 metre distance - and YOU try to withdraw, escape, avoid, ignore, distance yourself, hide, evade at such a short distance). Not looking at him at that point would have been even rude.
And believe me, this was not an easy situation for me, you know me all Aquarius-Moon-instincts in flight-mode.
Just nowhere to hide or run to. And while he of course could have made it easy for me by NOT looking at me and taking more note of the rest of the audience, he apparently did not intend to make it easy for me. Does he ever?

Apparently some others on stage thought that was funny as hell (pun fully intended, the play took place in heaven/hell or some strange in between world, and was called "Paradise of Pain" ), judging by the way they partly craned and twisted their neck to not miss a bit of that strange show we apparently were giving. LOL
Seriously though, I was NOT the only one being there twice in a row, but I somehow must have been sticking out once again. I mean heck, even the composer visibly recognized me when I spotted him in the hall the day after that, and he had only seen me for a few moments the evening before.
What is it about me?
Is it the hair?
Yeah I guess must be the hair, that looks like it just exploded. lol

posted July 24, 2015 08:59 AM            

Everything was okay to handle for me, it`s just a show after all.
But that gaze and smile he cast me from the sides of stage, when someone else was taking their bows?
And raking his hair when he realized I had noticed him looking at me, but where he usually tries to cover it up, this time he didn`t.
And no, it was not a grin, nothing playful about that, it actually hit a little too close for comfort, but of course it`s a lovely thought being the reason (for what real reason ever) for such an open and sweet smile like that. well actually almost looked a little lost. To not reciprocate to that smile, would have been an act of cruelty.

it was just a sweet moment, nothing more I know, but I guess he did not mind me being there again. In fact I got the impression he kinda liked it.

posted July 24, 2015 09:00 AM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
Ceri

Do you want to exchange with me/???

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DAni,

posted July 24, 2015 09:09 AM            

1.Week #1 - Aug 1 - Aug 7
MOON + BIRDS
this will be a rather hectic weeks in terms of emotions. some fluttering emotions I think. Talks, chats, messages about creative projects or romance.
Could be a romantic connection on the horizon, especially with the next cards.
maybe some successful phone calls as well.

2.Week #2 - Aug 8 - Aug 14
KEY + HEART
ah someone finding the key to your heart?
Heart things for certain. maybe falling in love.

3.Week #3 - Aug 15 - Aug 21
CROSS + BIRD
hmm, rather exhausting emotionally draining talks will happen. might be a little painful or alternatively fated, and in your case, some talks at the temple? about your faith?
possibly there will be gossip though

could also be a fateful yet positive phonecall.

4.Week #4 - Aug 22 - Aug 31
FOX + LILY
i don`t like the fox, never know how to interprete it.

I`d say maybe there will be a bit of trouble in the family? or something is not as it seems in terms of your family peace?
Otherwise I could see this one as a card of strong chemistry though, in combo with lily.
I also think whatever deception or problems might be going on, it will resolve and return to a peaceful serenity and harmony again. as lily concludes the combo.

5.Overall view of August - 2 cards
SHIP + DOG

developments in friendships. Maybe a soulmate coming into your life, possibly as friend frist.
or just simply a friend will come for a visit to you.

posted July 24, 2015 09:19 AM            

Well his role managed to reshape hell, being led by Mephista (yes the devil is a woman, we all knew that, right?) and he reshapes it into a kitchen and livingroom, and Mephista, poor Mephista is being degraded being a housewife (no I respect housewives a lot, but here it was certainly a degradation), culminating in the other inhabits of hell pushing her to bring the husband of hell a bottle of beer, while he is sitting in his chair,s taring at the flat screen TV, just stretching out his hand, obviously waiting for the beer to come (and alternatively shushing at her for disturbing his tv experience while vacuumcleaning and otherwise completely ignoring her nonverbal pleading for attention) and while she does resist that, and does not want to bring him the beer, in the end she of course submits to the pressure and does.

They really played that scene out, and THAT smug smile on his face?
and her futile attempts to not succumb to that kind of pressure

I tell you watching this to me was so much torture!
GO AND GET YOUR ******* BEER YOURSELF!

(I did not shout that, but I suppose my facial expression was more than clear on that one - and it should be!
Wow! But I loved hating him, well his role, I can`t deny it. lol
Great scene, great interpretation of hell, Yes THAT is hell! To an Aquarius Moon and Black Moon at least. )

EDIT
BTW at the end of the play she shoots him in the back - serves him right!

posted July 24, 2015 09:20 AM            

1.Week #1
Stork - Key
Your week will be presented by a great surprise. Something will change the place in your life. Look around you, and take note of what happen: this can be a turning point to a thing in your life!!!

2.Week #2
Birds - Letter
Sure that some news will come to you, a message about people you don't see a long time. Someone making contact with you through writing mail as the old fashioned way!

3.Week #3
Snake - Ways
Decision in what direction you need to take. Your week will start with you in a crossroad about an event (maybe another concert that Mr. Sag can be), making you wonder if you go or not!

4.Week #4
Bouquet - Clover
Party!!! Hahah! you'll receice a gift from life, something you didn't excpected. This one will uplift your energies, making you smile and believing that you have luck in your life working for you!! So nice!!

posted July 24, 2015 09:35 AM            

Well 3rd week will begin with a concert of Mr Sag, yes. And I have dreamed twice it is going to get cancelled. though last week or so I got a mail from his office reminding me of the concert (and everyone else I suppose. ) and explaining that it is a ticket-less concert, which means that a namelist will exist and the "guests" will be checked off the list at the time of the concert. Obviously some people did not understand how this works, even though it was explained well, and so they sent an explanation mail to everyone involved, well everyone who had ordered I suppose.

Anyway the cancellation dreams, yes I can see how I might be hesitating going there, it will be the first saturday after school started again, and who knows maybe I will be needed for doing something for school?

Also it is so freaking close to the fanmeeting the following saturday, hence starting week 4.
Yeah, the temptation to chicken out on THAT one is even bigger, but no chickening out this time. just no. I forbid myself. lol
It`s okay to have a little social fears, but it is not okay to succumb to them.

posted July 24, 2015 10:08 AM            

Interesting, that looking back from the years I usually fall in love in the winter! Now in Brazil is a very rainy one, and I usually falls in love in the 3 months of the cold weather! But I have no one in sight right now! Ok, we are one week away from August! Hahaha!!!

I'm a little afraid of love, because of past experience, I fear to be left alone again. A person who laughs at your face when you propose to use the condom to not be pregnant... this made my love turns to anger... Thanks God I didn't went to the finally with him. My biggest fear at that time was to get pregnant of someone who didn't deserve to father my children.

And gossips at the temple are normal, I just want to be out from the gossips (not the one who is the gossips about), I learned that where there are a lot of people, things go to this way.

Fox is an interesting card, it plays like a neutral one... nd with lily really can means that my family can be a little messy that time, my father is needing to operate his eyes...

posted July 24, 2015 10:08 AM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
ok dont let the bed bugs bite you

I got it , the message..I think....

left card - tells me to be happy and enjoy
right card - struggling to stay right and along with the traditions
middle card, the message -
Do Not:
try to do too much
refuse to say "no"
take all the blame
assume another's debt
Clarifier :
USE YOUR MIND
BE TRUTHFUL
BE JUST
HAVE FORTITUDE

Thank you!

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Oh. I'm glad my guess didn't scare you and you squeezed something out of my spread.

posted July 24, 2015 10:09 AM            

Aunt, I missed you!!!

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Originally posted by Aunt Anomalia:
You're right, popcorn could make me fat.

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posted July 24, 2015 10:14 AM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:

Aunt, I missed you!!!

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I know, you told me that in my dream.

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or get stuck in your throat.

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posted July 24, 2015 10:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Aunt Anomalia:
Orange

5 of Wands, 6 of Wands/Temperance, 8 of Chalices/Knight of Pentacles
Your conflict should be resolved until the end of this week and you'll move on from it. Good luck.

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posted July 24, 2015 10:20 AM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
Ceri,

wasn't some of my cards for July for you very hearty? I think I got Ace of Hearts + The Heart on one of your last July weeks, I think the 3th week.

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yes you`re right. I just been confused if that was the 3d or 4th week. lol
The first performance was on tuesday, so last day of 3rd week, the second on wednesday, first day of 4th week apparently.

posted July 24, 2015 10:22 AM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
Feedback - yes. It turned out like the cards suggested. Resolved.

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Good. The patience you have for this man...

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I enjoy you bringing that light non-serious mode onto here, as well.

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posted July 24, 2015 10:25 AM            

that is really unbelievable!
I would be cautious when it comes to love after that as well.
In fact I remember an occasion many many years ago, when I was 16 or so, and apparently I wasn`t "forthcoming" enough with a crush of mine, so after fondling my **** (and me putting a stop to more than that actually) he went on to make out for real with my best friend on the couch in the livingroom.

Hmm now thinking back I possibly might see some reasons why I am very "stuck-up" when it comes to men.
Either they lock me up in their room threatening to only let me out of there if I agree to marry them, and just because I kissed them (of course I was like 8 years and he was 6 at that time. lol) or they are making out with my best friend.

Of course let`s stop a moment and think about what kind of best friend does something like that exactly?
And why did I still consider her my best friend after that?

posted July 24, 2015 11:04 AM            

here is your August

1.Week #1 - Aug 1 - Aug 7

SCYTHE + CHILD

something brand new shows up suddenly, a new idea, person, possible path

2.Week #2 - Aug 8 - Aug 14

CROSSROADS + BOUQUET

a change for the better

3.Week #3 - Aug 15 - Aug 21

MOON + DOG

a building friendship, a friendship steadily getting deeper. Or it could be that romance is getting deeper

4.Week #4 - Aug 22 - Aug 31

RIDER + MAN

a message from a man. Or a man visitor.

5.Overall view of August - 2 cards

CLOUDS + BIRDS