posted November 14, 2015 07:41 PM            

kinda messed up a bit with him last time i saw him. wasn't a date just a social thing we go to but he was there.. and i think i didn't pay enough attention to him or said the wrong things or i don't know the vibe was off and he seemed a bit uncomfortable and reserved around me like he didn't know what to say though at the beginning of when we first started chatting on fb it was rapid fire and flirty. i was just being my fun happy go lucky social making everyone laugh and teasing people self. everyone was going for it except for him that was again coming off to me like he was a bit uncomfortable and reserved around me. and i think that basically messed things up because by the time i left he was mid conversation (looked deep convo) with a blonde girl at the bar, another friend of his,... must've been an hour since he went to get a drink... and didn't rejoin the party. so i think i messed up somehow and basically left an opening for this girl to slide right in :S

so i asked my cards what does K think of me and feel for me atm (moment being just the state of flux we're in)

think of me:
queen of wands, 1 of wands, 2 of wands, the devil, the sun

feel for me:
7 of pentacles, queen of pentacles, 4 of swords, page of cups, knight of wands

... now this is where i got creeped out by my cards

i asked for an overall what he thinks/feels towards me

the moon.

asked for clarifier

the stars

asked for another clarifier

the high priestess... O.O

i don't know what that means? the moon, stars, and high priestess coming up together for how he thinks/feels towards me??

i get the 7 of pentacles, him reflecting and all that.

but the card combos? queen of wands, 1 of wands, 2 of wands, the devil, the sun for how he thinks of me?!

i understand roughly the individual meanings but its like it's all gone out the window with this spread...

posted November 15, 2015 05:58 AM            

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I seem to have loved you in numberless forms...