posted November 15, 2015 09:30 AM            

I'm getting tired of my abusive parents. They disrespect me and put me down all the time, my mom and aunt use to physically abuse me, now the abuse is mental and psychological and verbal. I also have bpd and bipolar 2 and my parents don't support my mental health. They think it's a joke.

Because of them, I always felt like growing up if I didn't have money or a nice house, I'm worth nothing (Where 2nd house Chiron comes into play).

My mom calls me fat when I'm a healthy size 12 and makes me diet, calls me whoree, s*ut, b*tch, you only care about men (I was single for 2 years before I met Jonah, was busy working on my mental health) bla bla bla, and she has mad issues and even made a speech about how her and my real dad's side (he's dead) are royals, militaries (dad and grandma grew up in military families), professor, and ambassadors.

I really need to leave not just for my credit sake, for my sake too. I feel like I've been living a lie being the scapegoat and the model daughter everyone wants to see on display because of my family legacy.

I feel like this queen of wands need to break free from her devil home.

posted November 21, 2015 08:18 AM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
What's the exact question?

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posted November 21, 2015 08:23 PM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
Are you a good student?

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posted November 22, 2015 02:11 PM            

The cards I drew are more upfront.

The Tower + 5/W + 10/P

posted November 22, 2015 08:31 PM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
I don't think the celtic cross type reading would say exactly "how". It's more of a [annoying] overview kind of reading.

The cards I drew are more upfront.

The Tower + 5/W + 10/P

The Tower speaks that the situation is unsustainable and 5/W speaks of feeble attempts to do something about it. 10/P represents the family. Maybe at this point this isn't even in your hands/dependant on your decision. Maybe the force is you. A young person who is responsible and self-aware, bent on making good for herself. In this light, they are nothing but the mice.

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What do you mean by all this?
Theyre gonna decide to kick me out soon?

posted November 24, 2015 08:32 AM            

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I seem to have loved you in numberless forms...

posted November 24, 2015 04:03 PM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
You asked how you can get out, and the answer is to strike on your own, which apparently you can't do at the moment, based on the cards. Sorry for your troubles
I think you should try a simpler, more straightforward spread for your question, such as 3 or 5 cards, rather than a CC.

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well im in an employment program to start my traning.