posted December 12, 2019 03:26 PM            

I dont know what Im doing wrong Im trying to be honest about how I feel with but I don't understand this 7 of swords.Maybe Im unconsciously manipulating him?OUT.When I actually decided to set boundaries between us this cards shows up lol I told him that Im not gonna be a sexual partner only cuz I dream with more much more and that we shouldnt date anymore.
The devil could be my sexual desire towards him lol but I dont understand the 7 of swords.Im afraid Im manipulating things without noticing?Damn I hate manipulation I try as much as possible to let people free to make their choices.I want people to be with me because they want to :/ Im not trying to force him to be with me either I just felt like I needed to cut him out because I was too afraid of getting hurt.

How to put boundaries without being cold?I didnt mean to be a queen of swords towards him either.