posted October 22, 2005 08:36 PM         

anyway, Ladies, I'd love to hear your thoughts too, we usually have more to say

posted October 22, 2005 10:08 PM         

"Yet while he stood and knew not what to do,
With yearning, a strange thrill of hope there came,
A shaft of new desire now pierced him through,
And therewithal a soft voice called his name;
And when he turned, with eager eyes aflame,
He saw betwixt him and the setting sun
The lively image of his loved one."

"The leaf tongues of the forest,
The flowery lips of the sod,
The happy birds that hymn their
Rapture in the ear of God,
The summer wind that bringeth
Music over land and sea
Have each a voice that singeth
This sweet song of songs to me:
'This world is full of beauty,
Like other worlds above,
And if we did our duty,
It might be full of love.'"
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How long have we been at this
scratches head
heavy sigh

hehe
I'm still a

and

A to Z
beginning to end to beginning.... ....

posted October 23, 2005 07:06 PM         

Should you be experiencing the challenging face of this number (23) you may wish to purr at yourself in a mirror and ask, "Have I been behaving like a spoiled monarch lately?" Arrogance could be your downfall, so step back. take a long look at your reflection and summon up some humilty, which is not always easy for a cat of your stature. You are in a fortunate place, recognize this and drop that kingly attitude for a while. Spread a little love.
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I am humble
so this message is for you dear
cold heart, so judgemental
how can we spread Love and Light
we can't, I'm sad, running out of time
Oh well
that's how the cookie Monster crumbles
hehe

I love you anyway
but I'm not very happy with you
I am happy with me
working diligently
trying to figure this out
And find my way
to a better day

posted October 23, 2005 07:23 PM         

your doubt mixed with fear
smear my souls of old
now that I am beginning
to understand the other half of me

damn that tree, cancel cancel cancel
we all have things to overcome
and give up
I'm willing to do it all
look at my chart

"IT'S ALL OR NOTHING, WITH ME BABY."

tick-tock tick-tock tick-tock
where's that mock turtle?

we got hurtles
to overcome

posted October 23, 2005 11:19 PM         

although that doesn't mean it is ever in the way you expect or imagine, yet Heaven-sent in unexpected more mysteriously awing ways.
It's a Natural Phenomenom~~this Life.

(Saying that isn't about the Love & Light...rather the other more recent cryptic words.
Sometimes they are easily felt...23 here~to thee.)

posted October 23, 2005 11:36 PM         

thanks so much for your kind words, they warm my heart

you see, I had started to doubt myself
but I know, i'm on the right track
and I have 100 % faith
no fear
everything we say and do
has a cause and effect
and unfortunately
alot of my work
consists of breaking down of ways
that are not useful to us anymore
we must all grow
we must accept our roll
in this World
and for me, alot of it depends
with my twin
so, if I have to be honest
and it hurts, well sometimes
it's necessary,
cruel to be kind in the right measure
doesn't that mean I love YOU?

hehe

posted October 24, 2005 01:23 AM         

Since I was a little girl
I have dreamt of you
and what we do, and as the
years rolled past
I forgot...
and well, know that i remeber
it does hurt so
to not have you
knowing what I know

it's seems, that you can't even
bother to say Hi
would that asking so much?
I feel left out
exposed, vulnerable
yet, I will go on
that's what I do
I Smile when I feel like crying
and when I cry it makes me smile
all the while
Knowing
Peace on Earth

posted October 24, 2005 01:43 PM         

well, I'll tell, I'm working
on mending a brokem heart
that has been broken and mended
so many times, that it's gonna
be really hrd to mend and heal
this time

I know what you are thinking
and my head is spinning
Who R U?
do you know?
Someteimes a chance like this comes only
once in a lifetime
and most would at least jump to see
while you sit and think
and think and think
why not email me
and ask me what you want

would it hurt you, to reach out?
i think it would hurt more
to continue as you are doing

anyway too much pressure
I've been here for months
pooring it all out to you
boo hoo

my heart is all mishy mashy
but, I'm still reaching for the Stars
and I'm determined
so, I know I'll reach them
for I am a SuperStarSeed

posted October 24, 2005 05:38 PM         

I have a new project to work on
isn't that divine?
it couldn't have come
at a better time
I will throw my heart and soul
into this inspiration
it is so much fun to be creating
a little theatre
being drawn out
with the words of another to accompany
sight and thought
it's a wonderful thing

posted October 24, 2005 10:07 PM         

gosh, I apologize for being
a nasty witch
you know I have to practice for Halloween
hehe

You want to know what my real problem is
I wish I could be complete without you
but darn it, I can't, and it makes me crazy
because, I'm very independent
and capable of surviving on my own
but I can't be whole
so, I'll wait...

I can't help this urgent call
that pours forth from me
the Ancients, the Angels, the Masters
and above all
MOTHER and FATHER
urge me on, restless nights
tossing and turning
and SEEing

I must feel the pain for a reason
more karma to pay, I did ask for it

and just so you know, I did not forget we are never apart, a promise is a promise
you can count on me

giving up your conscious mind
is very hard to do
it seems as if a will comes
through, hehe my higher self
that guides me, so I'm sorry
if i've upset you, but as you know
I am too!

posted October 25, 2005 12:51 PM         

but then I came here

and I ask myself
"What manner of Man is this?"
you torture me
and it hurts
tears

no fears

I'm pist off
hehe

posted October 25, 2005 01:47 PM         

Me, Ok Mars almost completely conjunct my Sun in taurus, Mercury in Aries, Moon in Scorpio
Ascending Libra, thank God

and born 05-05-66
a darn fire horse, I was supposed to be aborted
hehe

posted October 25, 2005 03:35 PM         

back from a spiral

who decided to abort all babies born for 66
China and Japan
they most know of a prophecy that involved one being born this year
that would interfere with there
diabolical plan
who's making strides in space?
what next lazer beams in place
who will control the World

not China or Japan

Mother and Father
and all their children

you may think I talk nonsense
but whoa is you

posted October 25, 2005 05:07 PM         

The Sibylline Oracles
end of book XIII

And the most mighty venom shedding beast
So dread, that sounds forth many piping sounds,
And the he-goat that sideways moves along,
And after him fame folloews; he himself
Sound, unhurt, unapproachable, shall rule
The Romans, and the Persians shall be weak.
But, Lord, King of the world, O God, restrain
The song of our words, and give charming song.
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posted October 26, 2005 04:17 PM         

I've been out making snow angels, and I'm chilled to the bone
no power, since 8:00 P.M. last night
and we just got it back at about 3:50 P.M.
and then it went out again to tease us
but I think it's back for good
2 feet of snow, can you believe it?
my, gosh, it's too early for this
I can't see my pumpkin heads

so with all this time and no power
some things have been revealed to me
hehe

you must fancy yourself quite clever
I'm laughing, not mad, I think it's
rather cute
anyway, I could never stay mad, although
it is hard for me to find
a rose to go smell, the last of them
left last week
so, I should think perhaps
maybe if I could smell
you, that would help
me, when I allow myself to get upset

I'm waiting, heavy sigh
hehe

posted October 26, 2005 11:59 PM         

indecision, no more
for my love is pure
I am for you

Immortality, a reality
for you and me
through color, and those magic numbers
six and nine

trine, no more crimes of passion
for what we will experience
will be divine
darling, we're here for a long time
lots of time to play and rhyme
hehe

I respectfully await
contact, in any form
you are the one i adore
please let me help you

I am embracing you now
and kissing your neck
does it tickle?

I can't sleep yet
i didn't have my 2 cups of coffee
til 4:30 P.M.
I'm wired, must relax, LOL

posted October 27, 2005 01:19 PM         

You know I may of got lost along the way
but I promise i did not betray, not even with
a kiss, for he was not the one, a mistake
I hope it didn't break your heart
when he was here, we slept apart
it just wasn't there, and alot of
things were hidden from me

posted October 27, 2005 01:58 PM         

wow! how many of you are following this?

How many are you are waiting for my twin to show up, like me?
LOL