posted October 09, 2005 12:20 PM         

I long to touch
your soul
become whole
forevermore

Our Cup Runneth over
Eternity
full serpent circle
the battle
WON

posted October 09, 2005 02:27 PM         

Look to me
take my hand
let's create
the Promised Land

posted October 09, 2005 04:45 PM         

too much my way is wrong
too much your way is wrong
but in the middle
we're strong

posted October 09, 2005 06:13 PM         

I bared my soul to you
you don't think I know
that you've already done our chart
you have all my details
my deepest thoughts

You've got all my facts
what have I got
Belief
In Mother and Father
and you and me
and all of us

I need you
we all need you

I have so much to learn from you
and you from me
we hold some keys
to this mystery
please, can't you see

I've jumped though hoops for you
performed magical feats
showed you the numbers
you seeked

what else can I do for you
to keep you entertained

Now I'm feeling ashamed
I'm sorry my love
this balancing act
is the one most
difficult for
me to perform
my passions abound
they soar
through an open door
to a place of wonder
where no man will be put
asunder

Here my thunder
I have spoken to Naomi
I'm crying again
she's guiding me
I'll calm down
right
NOW... ...

posted October 10, 2005 12:09 AM         

but the good news is
we'll find a book
and sing a song
from long ago

I know
you know

posted October 10, 2005 02:09 AM         

Am I alomst there?
can't sleep, I've been
shown how I behave
feeling like a little
girl who's been scolded
for stealing a cookie
out of the cookie jar
hehe
not so funny when it's me

There's no such thing
as time, it's an illusion
my human brain made seclusion

when all along
you just are there
helping me see
I thank thee
and I'm sorry
I've acted like
a donkey
ouch that hurts
I'm laughing, honey

Please forgive me
it's been rather difficult
to absorb so much so quickly
but now I know everything's on track
nic nac patty wack
give the dog a bone
this little girl
wants to go home... ...

Darling,
I'll be holding you tightly
and close to my heart
we are never apart
I won't forget
I won't forget
I won't forget

posted October 10, 2005 09:23 PM         

Ever, how much
I truly Love YOU
my stern teacher
yet so gentle
thank you
for loving me
so deeply

got to go
have more to work on
and I'm trying really hard
there I go again
tears
tears
tears
no fears

Focus Hocus Pokus

posted October 11, 2005 02:37 AM         

What stage, what Act?
Is everything OK? I know I've
seen alot, that hurts me deeply
so, as it must you, I hope we can
talk soon, like normal, and not all
through time and space, that we are...

Being Patient, heavy sigh...

I can feel you looking at me
hehe
I see you too!
I Love You

posted October 11, 2005 03:08 AM         

Admetos is at 23 Taurus
things that are hidden, are revealed
Volcanus is at 24 cancer, square the eclipse
shadows things, hides them from our eyes

then you have Libra 24 in oppostion to 24 degrees Aries
wow, seems like an awful lot, will be
going on this coming week
Oh yeah and Venus is there
thank Ggodness for LOVE

posted October 11, 2005 12:07 PM         

I lay my head
at your feet
to even wash them
with my long curly hair
I climb the stair

to you always and
forevermore
we shall become
whole

my 14 = 5 man
hehe

posted October 11, 2005 01:34 PM         

I am for you
I am here to help
and LOVE you
with all my heart
my being
my reason for seeing

to pull you forth
you must take that leap of Faith
Trust in me, and Mother and Father
it's all my fault
"These Things That I've Done"
I beg your forgiveness
I need you, as much as you need me

Ask me anything?
reach out to me
what do you have to lose?
I'm not going to answer that
I Image US together
again
Our New Journey
shall thus begin

I won't push or shove
I'll show LOVE from up
Above
Below with all

posted October 11, 2005 05:01 PM         

So You Will Know

darling, funny Lion-face
sailing all alone out there

just so you will know, if I ever have to go
I have written for you, not a poem

but a prayer

I will hide it softly, like a secret
here in our enchanted, spectrum-prismed house
so maybe someday you will find it
and understand, then, the way I love you

how deep..and why

I hope it doesn't make you cry
for perhaps we'll never have to say goodbye
but will leave this earth together
like you promised..that time in your letter

until then

when I lay me lonesome
down to sleep
I say this sunrise prayer

God bless the silent Saturn in you
with its rays of solvery-wise
that shine out tiny stars to guide me
from the windows of my soul..your eyes

God bless
the small boy, fishing
the man of passion
who gentles me trembles me
and the other, holy one

God bless each and every you
within your temple, living there
each other half of every me
all those I know, and knew
which, when joined together
become the always and eternal Us

the forever-me-of-you

that makes your heart reach out to mine
and mine to yours
across an ocean or a romm
to pull us back into each other
even when we've torn ourselves so far apart
that I look up to wish for you
upon the midday Sun, at noon
at the same time you look up to wish for me
upon the midnight Moon

God bless your hair and skin perfume
so well remembered, memorized
from centuries of touching, trusting you
my own twin soul
that tells me you are home
enfolded in the circle of my arms
complete, then
with all your scattered pices whole

so, when I lay me lonesome down to sleep
I pray to you my soul to keep
asking you to keep it safe
all through our stormy, Earth-lived night

but, if I should die before I wake
I'll pray to Him my soul to take
while I'm alone and frightened, lost
till I find my way back home to you
and hear your chord of music
calling me through Time and Space
then smell your cheek and touch your face
and tumble back inside your arms
once again, Forevermore

Amen

posted October 11, 2005 11:56 PM         

So, it's really cold here
got my flannels on, thinking
of US, and darling, I'm gonna try
really hard to focus and listen
OK
I'm sorry, for how I've been acting
a spoiled monarch, not so pretty
in the mirrir of life
difficulty and strife
being your wife
oh my!

I embracing you in my arms always
visually, and well, I can't wait to
see you again......

posted October 12, 2005 01:54 AM         

and once again, I'm awake
you know when I came to this
Wonderland, I had an idea
of whom I was, but to actually SEE
that everything I thought and ssaw
from childhood
was really real
WOW!

It'a amazing, it's marvelous
Magical, and utter madness
hehe

but I now finally have sanity
vanity I shall throw aside
forevermore
I feel them around me
and you guiding me also
and it's great, to deal with fate
When you finally understand
how truly loved you are
each and everyone of US

I'm weary, and need rest
will they let me sleep?
I pray, yes yes yes
The Sun and the Moon and the Stars
you are to me
tears, I Love You so much
can't wait to feel your touch
and touch your face, and embrace
time standing still
I LOVE YOU

posted October 12, 2005 01:34 PM         

thinking about you
where you are, what you are doing
how your eyes just penetrate me

deep into the abyss of us
entwined, combined, sactified
reunited and unreqiuted

I long for our
fine day
fini
the beginning
of a new understanding
of our relationship
with GOD

honey bun
I need you
me being patient
hehe

posted October 12, 2005 08:37 PM         

I know it sounds, unreal, fantasia
unveil amnesia, at super speed, sonic
tonic, elixer of life, let be your wife
In front of God, and all to see, the journeY

posted October 13, 2005 12:19 AM         

I'm on my knees praying to
Mother and Father for forgiveness
tears tears tears tears tears
offered up to you
I am your humble servant
I Will To Will Thy Will

Amen-Women

yes, i know I had good past lives too, but my goodness, what could possess me to stray so far from the Truth

posted October 13, 2005 02:01 AM         

oh, I'm moving on to rest for know
to dream of the day, when I can really
embrace you, I tremble at the thought
my heart beat goes faster, vibrations
chords, of you, that call me forth

I'm here, I'm really here, and you are
too!

posted October 13, 2005 04:45 PM         

I hope I haven't hurt your feelings
for I I was very hurt with a realization
I wasn't willing to See
how could this be
would you trick me, into saying
things to you, yet not revealing
you're true identity
it hardly seems fair, or appropiate

But I want you to know
I forgive you, no matter what you
do, I love You unconditionally
and all I want is to understand
what I am supposed to do

deception breeds suspicion
it's a vicious circle
you can create, when you're not careful
darling, honesty is the best policy
and I have been that
since day 1

posted October 13, 2005 06:42 PM         

thanks for your compassion and love
may I ask where in NH you live?