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posted June 15, 2005 05:36 PM         

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zoso! Yeah I saw the other women, but those ladies did not have floor length gowns as the lady I took to be you was wearing.....no...you may have been a saloon girl...but think more of the Lily Langtree(Langtry?) type who toured and sang in saloons all over the country in those days. Did you feel like a real lady, or wanting to retain some dignity...or otherwise.. a lady of pleasure instead? Did you feel you entertained or was bought and used? I get higher class than that!
If you "belonged" to a man..it was the owner of the establishment...I did not sense you were a common worker! More of a welcome hostess perhaps but not a mere slattern!

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posted June 15, 2005 06:31 PM         

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future_uncertain! So sorry! I guess I should have answered you immediately when I saw your post (which I have repeated here) but I was feeling rather gloomy as you noticed that day.
Ok! What follows is your experience! Absolutely wonderful!
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I had an interesting experience this morning that I wanted to share with you. There is no need for you to do anything with it, but since you've posted this topic and the ideas have entered my mind, certain things have happened and it's exciting.
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OK...
My replies..me..FAYTE... are inserted in (between)..
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This morning I was sitting with my boyfriend. First off, I want to say that he is not a big believer in anything at all spiritually. At this point in his life it doesn't seem to be a priority.
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(that makes it all the more likely this is true...for a person with his mindset to be caught up in this experience without trying..that IS a clear indicator!)
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Anyway, we were sitting there very quietly, enjoying the silence, enjoying one another's nearness, then suddenly I realized that my mind had drifted in a very strange way... I had been "daydreaming" but was unaware of it until the "daydream" ended.
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(yes! That was not the usual daydream...like you said..it was "in a very strange way",...that my dear does sound like a light trance state to me! And you did not realize it had happened until it was over! That sense of time stopped or the things around you seemed like the dream..that was I believe a trance or trance vision state! Very good!)
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I "was" a Mexican woman, sitting with my lover, just as I was in real life.
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(ok...later you say you saw "her"...so did you just have a good self identity, or were you not her? Which person was the clearest to you..the most real to your eyes...and which person made you feel the love...seeing the lover or the woman? Or...were you watching them and wishing it were you? Or even happy for them? You are not totally clear on your point of view.)
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The odd thing is that I don't remember slipping into this daydream, I don't recall any shift in consciousness. It probably lasted no more than two minutes. It was simply as if I had left for a moment without warning and then I was back.
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(yes! again you are describing a trance vision or trance state....and once you do this..it becomes easier each time! Unless you become afraid...but even that will not stop it from ever happening to you again. You have opened a door...wonderful!)
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So I looked at him and he was absorbed in the silence and I asked him, "Are you thinking about Mexico?" Kind of a weird question coming out of the blue. He was stunned! He was thinking about Mexico and he described to me a house that he was going through in his mind. He hadn't even realized he was thinking about it until I interrupted him. He doesn't normally do things like this, but at that moment, we both seemd to be transported to the same place.
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(that is how many of the past lives I have had with my husband and others have at first come "through"...like magic...so perfect and surreal but you just "know" it was not your imagination! It would be unlikely for 2 or more people to simultaneously share the same vision! "Occams Razor!")(ps.do not think I spelled that right)
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I thought of you right away, and this thread. I just wanted to share it with you. I hadn't ever exerienced anything quite like this and neither had he. It was strange, but very cool!
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(for you and his "first time" this was a perfection! It seems you are supposed to be together! Even if you discover you were someone watching them both..the Mexican lady and her lover...and loved them both...it does not matter! We can be different things and have different relationships with each other in different lifetimes! Gender..familial relation of one time...rarely translates into the next! It can... but it is rare. Until you determine your point of view..by feelings and the visual...I cannot determine this for absolute...let me continue)
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Thanks for making me more aware. Maybe something is opening up here!
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(You are most sincerely welcome! But if it were not time it would not happen! You posted here..thought of this thread...then had the experience WITH your boyfriend having HIS along with you! WOW! So something triggered you and then the moment when you two were sitting quietly with each other...something deja vu...something so same like as that other time...and you both were immersed and lost in that moment...and did not know the other was having the experience until you both "came back" to the "now". Very Very Cool!)
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*Actually, I saw the Mexican woman, meaning that if this was a recall, I couldn't have been her... I would have been the lover. Right?
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(Ok...here is the quandry...IF...but this is rare,,,you had a strong self identity...you could be remembering a remembering of that time.....remembering in a sort of leap frog effect....you now ...remembering being her ..remembering that moment in time....but it is more likely you were the lover. I have not tranced on this....I think it is for you to determine more of it...because it is coming to you! And your boyfriend!
The rest or more will come when it is time!)
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Ok...gotta rest again! Sorry about that! I will keep up as best I can! And I will check for typos on this post/reply later...

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posted June 15, 2005 07:37 PM         

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Oh, wow, Fayte! Your really outdid yourself. If I had known ahead of time you would put so much work into this, I wouldn't have asked. I know how busy you are! But thank you, thank you, thank you!

There's more to the Mexican woman. I'll save it for a time down the road when you aren't so busy with the rest of this thread.

In the meantime, I'm working on some recall exercises. I'll keep you posted.

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posted June 15, 2005 08:08 PM         

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Thank you Fayte!!
As to the "Troy" remembrance, I am not at all sure where I was. I say Troy only because the gown I was wearing made me think of it...but then I am no history buff!
I do remember the breeze and the smell of salt...like the sea. I recall many, many, horses...thundering hooves. I wanted to see some ruler or officer...someone important.

When I close my eyes and say "Roland Barker" I immediately see a saxaphone and a woman dressed in satin pajamas...a blonde woman...white blond.

Thanks again for your help!!

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posted June 16, 2005 07:08 PM         

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Saturn's Child and future_uncertain!
Thank You both!

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posted June 16, 2005 07:22 PM         

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Peta!
posted April 28, 2005 06:16 PM

Your post;Quote:
ancient egypt. female. bodyguard? i protected someone of great importance (royalty?) ultimatly i failed to protect. maybe i was the target. forbidden love, my right hand bleeds and great pain in left side middle back. end.

If you have seen The Star Wars movies...you were I sense and had glimpses of...a double...like there was for royalty in those movies(I do not remember which movies)....you seemed to be a bodyguard/double...an impersonator for a soon to be queen. The resemblance was so good that when her lover had been away for some time...you were mistaken for her, when he returned unexpectedly. When she discovered this...she was not happy...but did not reveal it to anyone...including the lover. Then they were wed....but she was unable to bear a child..and you became the one to carry a child by her lover...and he found out, but loved you more than her. I am not sure how she was murdered...it had more to do with him than you. I mean after all a king must have an heir!
You seem to have been injured protecting the child...the midwife knew you were not the Queen.....she tried to reveal your secret...she had been the caregiver for the other woman when she was young. She realized at the birth of the child, the deception. She waited...and then some time later she attacked the child....I do not think the child survived.

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posted June 16, 2005 07:36 PM         

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Merratti..your post:
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OK folks,,,,,,this most recent past life ,I could write a book on.
My name was Margret Phelam.(spell check that) I was of scottish decent,married a man named Edwin(or edwared phelam) He was a wealthy,overwieght,man with black hair and ice blue eyes(with "spectacles" who owned a print shop in New York.I married him for wealth.It was arranged somehow.I was younger.I had a maid named Martha,she didnt like me,but was polite because we paid her well.It was about 1860.We owned a Brownstone in "Brownsville" Brooklyn.I was known for my medium abilities,but was forbidden to use from husband,who thought evil.
They had garbage pick up,because I saw metal cans.I could write a book on this life...but for times sake and not to bore anyone I wont get into it.
I wish I had the time and means to look this up and prove it.
I also am aware of two other lives (one as a native woman,and one as a woman named Cynthia in S. Africa)

OK....I get Edwynn..not Edward or Edwin. And the maid..I heard..Marta, not Martha...
Except for those...Everything else seems to be pretty close on the mark. I feel you did use your gifts then...but he beat you when he found out. Beware of becoming involved with a handsome man named Robert in this time. As a friend or lover...watch your trust...he is I think this Edwynn.

I do not see anything on the Africa one...
But could the last name have been Ogram? Or something like that?
Nothing else at the moment. But you seem to be remembering as you are ready to do so...so keep doing it the way you have been doing(remembering) because you appear to be doing just fine!

PS.as I was typing this...the name "Bonnie"
came into my thoughts...along with a wild spinning sensation...and alot of happiness and giggling! Does that mean anything to you?
Also a angry little face..with the name of Roger........

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posted June 16, 2005 07:49 PM         

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Everlong...
posted April 28, 2005 09:19 PM
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I have really no idea how to tell things about past lives- how would you go about deciding whether you were a woman or a man, what country you lived in, etc? I have no idea, so any attempts on my part would be pure guesswork.
But, I do think I know someone that I've probably known in past lives. She's my best friend, and I feel a very deep connection with her, probably also due to the fact that our charts are extremely compatible (I'm a Piscean, and she's a Scorpio, amongst other things). I feel a camaraderie and just a deep comfort and knowing with her that I've never actually felt with anyone else yet. Even though I've only known her for about four years, it feels as though I've known her for much, much longer.
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Ok...it is like with the lady you feel so close to.....when the right time comes and the person appears in your life(or persons)..this for some is an indicator of a past life, or lives connection. Some people do not remember until they are triggered into a sense of "I feel as though I have know them before..or forever!"....that is a very common form of remembering. Are you ever drawn to things that have nothing to do with your life now? Are there things you are repulsed by or are afraid of...that have nothing to do with your life now? Again..these things can be indicators of rememberings...we may or may not get clarified until someone or something triggers in us the keys to those times and events, peoples, places, things and so forth.
Do you feel this with anyone other than her?

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posted June 16, 2005 07:58 PM         

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Christinaeavynwarner....Before I answer you...please think again very carefully about who you think you were and who you only wish to have been. Some of my reply you may love...but you may not like some of it. I await your response before I go on further. Tell me what you feel about past things, not what you wish.
I DO have more for you...but I will give it more time...sorry...but are you sure you are ready for this? You might want to do more remembering on your own.

PS. one of your short posts:
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I think I was an Atlantean. Or Egyptian...I love all things to do with those two civilizatoin. And I've already read from a report that I was a bad bad priest who used powers against others...(I bet I was a guy!) but I think I was or once was someone important, and royal.
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I read that long report...some rings true honey...but not all of it....
Alot of people want to be Atlanteans...or royalty...but that may or may not be the case! Do you know how many people thought they were those things and other famous people? When we do have rememberings, we can be confused by what we are "seeing"....you "see" the king...are you really the king...or the peasant standing in horse crap or mud in the streets or road or feild..watching him pass? People make that mistake very often! I mean..Wow! Seeing the king may have been one of the most exciting and happy or even..the most terrible thing in a certain lifetime of the past to have happened to you! Ok...I will tell you one thing...You were not ever that I can see...a bad person....
I will get back to you once you respond to this post.

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posted June 16, 2005 08:18 PM         

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Ok people!
Please read my responses on page #2 of this thread...especially you Christina! Ok?
I will(hopefully have time to!) be doing page #2 and hopefully #3 responses(at least ready to cut and paste over asap) tomorrow...and with luck I will get caught up very soon! I see that I have responded alot even on earlier pages...but still need to reply to specifics and report any confirmations or extras I did get on those who wanted to know.
Later folks!
Love
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Hi! Oh ok...sure, go with anyone. I had a feeling I was rather crummy back then. I just figured that I have always just been normal...some are nice, some mean. No no, I'm totally ready...for this. I'm tough! Grins. Trust me, this will be noting too bad to get over. I'll feel bad, then tackle down to change all I did wrong. Go ahead please. NOw I'm curious!

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posted June 17, 2005 06:24 PM         

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Christinaeavynwarner! As we talked off site..I will post here for you! Cool! I will post off site first...then you can decide if you want everyone here at Lindaland to see my reply to you!
I think you will be pleased!
Hey...my husband needs the computer now!
Gotta go!
Love
Fayte

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posted June 17, 2005 11:02 PM         

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Grins...expectin' it. Now...a tad bit off topic...but ah...anyone know what to do when you have a infected pierced ear? It's hurting like he---ah...never mind. Lol!@

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Hiya Fayte. Thanks so much for the info you gave me about being a dancer. I can't recall anything, but I've always wanted to get into dancing. Mostly I thought because for exercise, but also I thought ballroom dancing is gracefull and would probably be fun. My wife and I have discussed this many times, but she gets very tired after work so we're waiting until she gets a better job I also wanted to dance with one of my exes. I think I have good timing, but I got into moshing (headbanging) and hence everytime I dance to bands or even DJ's I usually find myself jumping, which I think isn't exactly dancing, but I have my moves Hey, maybe the jumping is from like river dance? I mean that style of seeing how high you can jump. I think my legs are pretty long in this life, but in proportion really - I'm about 6 foot 5. I will endeavour to learn more about what you said in due time though. Very interesting.

As for South Africa, like I said, I just have a weird accent sometimes. I have been to Papua New Guinea when I was 1 - 3 so maybe that's where you're getting the New Zealand reference? I think they're a little alike. I want to go to NZ someday so I'll see if I recall anything.

Thanks heaps for your words Fayte,
Dean.

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posted June 20, 2005 09:39 PM         

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Hectic week...I have not forgotten about all of you!

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posted June 21, 2005 04:35 PM         

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This is a really busy week....today is my husband and my wedding anniversary! And the Summer solstice...and we are trying to work on some of our writing projects...and get ready for a psychic fair stuff...and my husband's birthday too! Add to that Father's day! So as you can see, Fayte has been very busy and will be so for until next Monday! And that is not counting my being disabled. Next week I should be back to my usual routine.
Fayte

Edited: The fair flopped...and I got sick....

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posted June 21, 2005 05:10 PM         

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Hi Fayte,

Enjouy your Summer Equinox!

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posted June 22, 2005 08:47 PM         

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Aen! Interesting! You were one of the next ones on the list! Ok..you said:
posted April 29, 2005 07:08 AM
Last one?
Daughter of a 15th century wealthy merchant in Northern Italy. Not considered a beauty because too tall and too thin, but thanks to dowary was married off to some nobleman anyway. Wasn't a happy story - she was afraid of his fiery temper and he puzzled by her ability to slip through his fingers.
Life of very little growth, mostly a waste of time.
And, of course I can't prove a thing about it. That's the beauty.
Fayte, if you pick up something, please post.
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Ok! Look again! You in that time DID escape!
It was later...he was mean and was going to have you put away....because you did not give him any heirs! Ah! But it was not you! He was the sterile one! You seem to have run off with your personal physician..had 4 children...and was not so thin later on...I see you as a fantastic "mother goose" fairy tale like grandmother! Very very happy even if life was not all exciting...but in Southern French countryside you thrived!
I do not see a wasted life! The doctor helped stage your "suicide". Your former husband never caught on!
Cool! This was a happy pleasant one! So many have terrible things and tragedies...but I only saw happy to be free...happy to have so many love you!

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posted June 22, 2005 08:52 PM         

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Sesame!
You said:
Hey, maybe the jumping is from like river dance? I mean that style of seeing how high you can jump. I think my legs are pretty long in this life, but in proportion really - I'm about 6 foot 5.
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YES! Just like that! Didn't I say River Dance? I will have to go see....
You still "feel" the "magic" of the "dance" in your long legs> I would say, "DANCE!!!!!"
I think you will find something interesting and revealing if you do......
Love Fayte

PS.I looked..Yep...I did say "river Dance"...
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Next...I did get what looks like San francisco! I feel you are a dancer...but male...and you seem like an early version of the Star of River Dance, only darker haired..
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I am glad you saw a connection in some way to NZ and all.

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posted June 22, 2005 08:55 PM         

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future_uncertain!
You said:
There's more to the Mexican woman. I'll save it for a time down the road when you aren't so busy with the rest of this thread.

In the meantime, I'm working on some recall exercises. I'll keep you posted.
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posted June 22, 2005 09:09 PM         

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Happy anniversery Fayte!
I had a reading done recently. Apparently, I was in an orphanage about 5 centuries ago. The matron of the school was very evil to me. She practiced "black magic" on the children of the orphanage. She put a "spell" on me that would make me a martyr for as far as she could project into the future.
I did a lot of work as an incarnate before this life time, and around the time I joined L.L. I had "broken the spell." I actually noticed the change. So any ideas about the other centuries in between? When you have the time.

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posted June 22, 2005 09:22 PM         

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Fayte... I will keep you posted! Thanks for the encouragement.

I have a nonrelated question for you... the psychic fair-- will it be in Ohio? If you can share the details, I would love to have them. My email address is available in my profile or you can post it here. (I didn't want to change the direction of this thread.)

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posted June 22, 2005 09:45 PM         

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Christinaeavynwarner!
Sweetheart you are just bursting with flashes at me! There are several I picked up on you....but the last 2 seem to have the most impact on the way you are at this time...as you get older the others I saw will make more sense...I will elaborate on those later...but for now these two:

You were a woman in what appears to be Chicago during the Great Depression era. You wanted to help out people. You were wealthy and it made you feel guilty. Your family thought you were crazy for wanting to give aid to the "lice infested masses" of the poor folks who were living on the streets and standing in the bread lines. You took it upon yourself to start a soup kitchen with your own "fun money"....it went well at first, but one of the women who helped you there was very jealous of you. She resented that you had a cozy nice home to go home to each night....she begain to try to find ways to get friendly with you and into your personal life. She was a true "gold digger", not a kindly soul who wanted to help others. You let her in too far...when the city officials shut down your soup kitchen(She had something to do with that...but I am not sure what...) you hired her as a cook because your cook was getting on in years and you did not want to fire her...so you hired this woman, "Jamie/Jannie..
not sure of her exact name. She seduced your husband and convinced him you were sleeping around....he believed her because why else would a wealthy lady be away from home every day until sometimes the wee hours of the morning? Well you were innocent...but he divorced you. You were not wealthy anymore. He had the money...you only had your good family name you were born with...but your family had lost their fortunes when the stock market crashed. Both your parents were now dead, having died in a possible double suicide by automobile after you had married the wealthy creep. You were an only child. You did not have any children. You were murdered while still trying to help others. Your clothes were not poor enough looking and you were mistaken by a mugger as a wealthy person lost in the city, not a down and out on your luck divorced lady.
Ok.....You need to take heed of that Christina....you are so intent on helping so many causes that you risk burning yourself out....you need to grow up more and find out who you are and what you want to be...without guilt or a sense of you must always do something for everyone but yourself. This leads to another life I picked up on you farther back.
Here is that one:
This one seems to be in Austria....or thereabouts....I do not get an exact time...but it seems like perhaps the 1700s. You are again a very wealthy woman. But this time you are a pampered and sheltered one. You really and most sincerely wanted to help others...but only from afar! So you sat as it is said.."in your gilded ivory tower" and sent servants out with large amounts of money to take out and give to the poor. Oh they did alright! But not to the poor, the wretched poor...but to their own families! Alot of careful planning and shrewd investments of your money that you gave them to help the poor with....and soon(well not that soon..like 20 years or so of you naively doling out the money and NEVER double checking or following up on how and where it was spent) and so there was an uprising, your estate was attacked, your carriages ambushed and you were never found after the main house was burned to the ground.

Ok...lesson number two....watch who/what you help...do not be fooled by uncharitable charities and organizations who are out to find suckers to bilk out of their money and time.
Know that you can not trust everyone,,,even good appearing credentials can be a part of a sham or scam.
Take care of YOU FIRST! Have your own place in life..learn to know your limits! You cannot save everyone or help in every cause! Focus! And give yourself time to be a teenager and have fun! You have done nothing that I can see to be guilty about. You have often talked about Karmic debts. Why do you think you have some horrible debts? Seems to me those two lives were debt payoffs in alot of ways! Perhaps you still carry anger down deep inside because of those two lifetimes that make you have a sense that people can not be trusted and you secretly would really like to lash out at all the mean nasty people!
Let me know what you think....I picked up other stuff...but it will have to wait....
Sorry these were not happy...but as you can see...you were a good...but overtrusting and naive sweet lady....both times.

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posted June 22, 2005 09:53 PM         

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future_uncertain!
It is just a little fair.
Hopefully they will get more people this year, now that the road construction is over.
It is probably a long drive for you too. But I will get back to you by e-mail asap! It i
Fayte

PS.no e-mail address in your profile....tell Randall to give it to me if you want.

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posted June 22, 2005 10:02 PM         

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Philbird! It was a nice anniversary! Gosh...I am sooo busy! But I wanted to take at least a few minutes to post here at LL.
I do not want to get behind again!
Your orphanage story rings true...but that person who cursed you has no power over you any longer....they are paying for their cruelties! You are FREE! Do not worry about that anymore! I will respond more later...
Love
Fayte

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